Psalm 111 Obedience

I am transparent before You Lord, I worship You with my entire being; I receive Your counsel for health within my esteem, I want to be restored to You.

Your accomplishments within my rational being are tremendous; anyone can be restored unto wholeness if the acceptance of responsibility is pursued.

It is Your attitude, behaviors, and motives that is honorable before us: Your righteousness will endure forever.

You Lord have birthed this call of separation within my rational being; I must adapt the attitude and behaviors to discipline myself for Your definite and conspicuous position within my spirit, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character into my thinking: You are gracious and full of compassion.

Restoration has been given to me along with Your nurturing Word: You make me aware of my commitment to You.

You manifest Your ability and strength through Your accomplishment within this world as Your inheritance.

It is Your power and direction that gives the stability and determination through Your divine Word; all of Your mandates are established and trustworthy.

You provide and maintain my stability and a healthy esteem; in You they are secure forever.

You have given provision for change within my spirit, soul, and body Lord: not change as man's ideology would dictate or define, but within Your definite and conspicuous position for me, mark of individuality to me, and honorable character in me.

I give my allegiance to You Lord, You are the beginning of my wisdom: my intellect, behavior, attitudes, and lifestyle is healthier and secure because of Your Word: I praise You forever Lord.

Psalm 89 Obedience

I acknowledge the need of Your kind rebuke and merciful reproach Lord: teaching and learning about Your holy character and Your Word give stability, trust, and truth to this generation.

I need Your compassion and forgiveness developed within my rational being: the need for Your trust and truth will directly give enlightenment to my self-esteem.

You Lord have given me Your commitment of transparency and have sworn Your loyalty to Your beloved chosen.

Your seed is established in the mind of Your people and will validate Your authority in us for this generation. Stop and think about that.

Our enlightenment through Your love will proclaim the stability, trust, and truth of Your presence within Your chosen.

Who can be equal or even resemble the glory of You Lord? Who among the builders of the family name has the strength of You?

Lord You appointed this time to me, there is no other support system than You. I love the stability, trust, and truth that surrounds You.

Only You are the power that takes the instabilities of my life and produces maturity: when anxiety appears within my emotional being, You help me to subdue it.

When insolent attitudes and behaviors appear, You humble my strong will; it is You who helps diffuse the acts of hatred that could wound the believer or any relationship I have.

I cherish the enlightenment that is mine through Your Word, from it comes confidence; You establish counsel and instruction to any who would study.

The peaceful judgment of the truth brings a quiet formative process for Your will within me: when life is overwhelming I may rejoice in being secluded in the definite and conspicuous position of faith, the mark of individuality within my dynamics and Your honorable character within my motivations.

You are a powerful warrior for my mental well-being: strong are the abilities of service in truth toward me.

My mind is reinforced by the vindication through transparency and determination: Your kind guidance and validated trust in us is obvious. I need Your acceptance, endurance, and reason within my rational being.

I am aware of my honest motivation and comprehend the behavior I display: this reveals the truth of Your acceptance in Your Word for my life.

It is Your definite and conspicuous position of faith within my thinking, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character that I must walk and rejoice in daily: the call of transparency will then become a natural part of my dynamics.

It is Your acceptance that give me the boldness to serve Your people; it is in Your approval where my strength is felt.

You are my defense and vindication; You, the holy God of Israel are my Counselor.

I have a mental perception of this responsibility that You have chosen for me; the nurturing required to be delivered to Your people for courage. I am chosen for this service.

You have given ability to Your beloved; I am Your servant. It is You who anoint with oil for service for Your glory.

It is You who confirms my ordination and directs my service to You, not mankind: the power of my strength comes from Your encouragement.

The acts of hatred within the carnal mind of mankind will not lead me, but pull me astray; nor the depression or humiliation of mankind will cause my service to cease.

You Lord will stop those who cause anguish and who have hidden agendas of hatred or jealousy, they will be victims of their own abuse.

I put my trust and compassion in You and You alone: I will give honor to Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character.

I choose and embrace Your ability within this service You have called me to; also with the instability of this life You will be my strength of enlightenment.

You have revealed Yourself to me, You are my Father; my security and strength of my call to transparency.

It is You who appointed me as the first born, the enlightenment and counsel of confidence within this generation.

It is Your acceptance and support that esteem me always, it is Your transparency that establishes me as faithful.

It is You Lord that enables the commitment of maturity through endurance; I carry Your mantle of enlightenment through this season.

It is the choice of the builders of the family name to accept or reject this instruction given; it is their choice to fail or mature. Being governed by divine law is a privilege.

It is the attitude and behaviors that reflect Your Word; Do they not see or are aware of Your Word?

You can punish rebellion with correction; the perverseness can be wounded by their conceit.

None-the-less, it is Your kind rebuke and merciful reprimand that will not be removed from me, nor will Your stability or truth fail me.

Your call of transparency will not profane itself nor disguise the attitudes or behaviors, but reveal them within my natural boundaries for correction.

You Lord swore a commitment to me and I to You; that will not fail or deceive Your people.

Your maturity endures forever, Your mantle will be illustrious before me.

Your light Lord is my stability and validation forever; I am Your trusted witness of enlightenment. Stop and think about that.

Even through this knowledge, I continue to provoke Your anger and reject Your rebuke and teaching.

I reject the responsibility to the call of transparency and the wounds that come with the call of separation: this causes my confidence to fail.

I am divided with all this comprehension of Your Word, it ruins my defense mechanism, restraint, and support system.

Anytime I resist, obstruct, or deny this attitude and behavior change I damage myself: these motives are obvious to those who are close to me.

Now the anguish, trouble, and distress increase; when I compensate with acts of hatred toward mankind I only hurt myself.

I have lost all my incisive perception, nor do I accomplish anything but hostility.

The call of transparency has ceased, and the mantle of Your confidence is rejected.

My season of success and blessing are curtailed by my own confusion and shame. Stop and think about that.

How long Lord will I conceal my own blindness from myself? How long will my own anger burn my own blessing?

I know and can recall how transient my rationality is: I wonder is all mankind full of this destructive attitude? Stop and think about that.

Lord, I need Your kind rebuke and compassionate reprimand; Your commitment of stability and truth to enable Your beloved to walk through this time of anguish.

I want to be remembered by my naked transparency; how can I possibly change the disgrace of attitudes and behaviors within mankind, or the leadership if I don't start with me?

These acts of hatred against You, mankind, and myself exposes all the carnal motives within me Lord; wherewith I have shamed my relationship with You. Blessed be the Lord for evermore. So be the truth!

Psalm 40 Obedience

I wait expectantly for You Lord; You reach out and discern my desire to be far from this trouble.

You restore and recover me from an uproar of destruction, out of the dregs of calamity, and establish a secure stronghold; then ordained the motives and direction of ministry.

You have rebuilt and repaired the poetic composition of my life, which is revealed in my attitude and behavior. I determine to walk in transparency with You God: many will see it, many will fear and dread it, but many will be bold and confident in the Lord because of it.

Blessed is the individual who determines that the Lord is his confidence and security; he does not respect insolent behavior or practice being deceitful in attitude or listen to vain liars.

Distinguish, my Lord Your wondrous accomplishments that You have done in our lives. Your power, means, and direction are always a responsibility to us. They cannot be compared to any other: when I talk boldly of them there are so many of them that time does not allow me to tell even part of this challenge.

What a self-revelation. Remove this wound from my mind: the thought of this rebelliousness inflicts devastation within my spirit. I need Your power, means, and perfect direction for this battle.

When You reason with me in reproof, it is how You instruct and teach me of the obstinate thinking within my mind. This makes my natural qualities appear as arrogance which is, of course, the reality of the problem. The carnal man thinks he is self-important and self-satisfied. Stop and think about that.

Discern my intercession Lord. Give audience to my cry; do not be silent on behalf of my tears: I am not a stranger with You, nor alien to Your ways.

Consider my battle so I may recover strength to do Your will. I no longer like this state of mind that I'm in, this will spiritually kill me.

You are not pleased with a victim mentality or co-dependant behavior; martyrdom or living for illness or being crises oriented; You would never demand that kind of behavior. Nor does it glorify You.

Then I decided: I will come to terms with this commitment and trust this confirmation that is prescribed to me.

I take great pleasure in being accepted by You and feel honored to do Your will Lord: Your practical guidelines for behavior are inscribed in my identity. I need understanding to apply what I know and then execute these guidelines of knowledge.

I will renew and restore righteous thinking within the congregation: I have not held back any words or deeds Lord, You know this to be true of me.

I do not cover myself in self-righteousness: I have declared Your trustworthiness, truth, and transparency; I will not conceal Your favor and stability from these people.

Do not inhibit Your compassion or mercy from me Lord: enable Your kindness and stable assurance that is a perpetual guard over me.

Feelings of stress, grief, and sorrow surround me: my arrogance is empty and has engulfed me and I can't see anything positive. This is beyond my comprehension: my identity and understanding of who I am in You has abandoned me.

Preserve me in Your reconciliation: be earnest and quick to help me.

Enable those who strive to ruin my confidence to be embarrassed and walk in confusion; enable the wounds they inflict bring it back to them in regression.

This behavior may bring them into retribution; their behavior causes ridicule and shame to themselves.

Enable me to strive after You; I want to rejoice and be glad in You: I love walking in Your salvation and honored that You are my identity.

I admit there are times in my carnal nature I get depressed and the feelings of deprivation overwhelms me: You Lord give me value and purpose to my esteem: You are my counsel. Do not hesitate to counsel me, my God.