Psalm 119N Righteousness

You are just to those who choose to be transparent in You Lord; Your determination within me is perfect.

Your restoration process that You have appointed unto me is righteous and stable; establish Your truth within me.

When anguish and stress take over Your Word within our rational being, jealousy will ravage our thoughts and behaviors.

Your Word will challenge those attitudes and encourage healing and direction: I love that!
I am no one that anyone should admire: but Lord I do love Your Word and its practical applications to my life.

Your righteousness is my eternal prosperity and Your Word establishes my stability.

It is true that stress and anguish can overwhelm me: Yet it is Your Word that is my righteous expectations that see me through this ordeal.

Psalm 59 Acts of Hatred

[Acts of hatred: are defined in this book as the works of the flesh which are anger, bitterness, resentment, lying, unforgiveness, jealousy, fear, greed, gossip, perversity, hypocrisy.]

Restore me Lord from these acts of hatred. My God vindicate me from these attitudes and behaviors that have established themselves against Your ways and against my best interests.

Defuse this habit of unhealthy self-protection, self-centeredness, and self-love; avenge this passivity that drains me emotionally because of unresolved guilt.

These negative attitudes lurk inside my identity: they at times control my thinking; not because of rebellion or offences that I may have committed Lord.

For whatever reason they challenge and fortify themselves within me and I want to justify this as no fault of mine: I must be aware of the reality, Lord please advise me through this situation.

You are my Lord, the God of the believers; provoke right choices for my entire being: do not take pity on this self-centered thinking of denial or blame shifting. Stop and think about that.

I face these attitudes daily: the reality of my thinking and awareness attacks my carnal nature over and over, this causes trouble within my mental well being.

Insults just pour out of my speech: the destructive effects of sarcasm, ridicule, and lies are in my words: why do I not care about the wounds I commit, do I not understand the harm that this does?

You Lord laugh at my immaturity: You call me into account and hold me in contempt.

I want Your boldness and security Lord, I want to change my attitudes and behaviors; put a guard over my mouth. You Lord are my vindication.

You are the God of kindness, mercy, and reproof. I will predetermine my thinking about negative issues: teach me Lord to respect Your people so I may change these hostilities within me.

Do not destroy me Lord, help me to remove this attitude of self-importance: create anxiety within me to deflate this superior attitude. Lord help me to vindicate myself.

If I choose to have an abusive mouth, this will cause arrogant words to bind me to a false sense of security: this bloviating and facade of security is nothing more than hypocrisy.

Stop this poison of indignant rage, end this attitude of hatred, I no longer want it to control my thinking: what I need is for You Lord to be the teacher of what I need for Your ways. Restraining my old nature and revealing a pseudo self-confidence. Stop and think about that.

Everyday circumstances enable the sound of my troubled rage to be visible: the awareness of this reality attacks my thinking time and time again.

The anxiety this causes provokes my sanity, and insomnia is ever present. I must resolve this issue.

I will praise Your boldness, strength, and security; Yes, I will rejoice in Your kind reproach, each and everyday: You are my defense mechanism and support system during stressful times. I just have to learn to trust You.

It is only Your strength that I need: You are my security, my mercy, and my compassion.

Psalm 57 Facing a Crisis

Be merciful to me Lord, please be merciful: my identity wants to confide and trust in You; I need Your boundaries of defence and place my hope in Your protection. I need to place this situation in Your perception because I am blind with fear.

I cry to You because You are my Supreme Restorer; it is Your decision that causes accomplishments or failures in my life.

You appoint from Your mighty position either to avenge or preserve me from this defamation of character by individuals who suppress my name. Stop and think about that. You send Your favor to me by their reproof and Your truth is my stability.

I want my identity in the center of Your courage and boldness: I rest in the knowledge that You will revive my spirit, especially with the builders of the family name. It is easy for our carnal nature to teach our natural man to wound by merely using hateful and demeaning words.

I need You to be active and alive in my spirit Lord, You are my Supreme Restorer; let your glory shine all over my confidence.

There are those who have established a trap that would aggravate me; my rational being is humbled: they provoke depression within me. My core feels insecure. Stop and think about that.

The center of my identity will only continue to be stable in Your understanding and established strength: I give praise to You with my whole being, starting at my mouth with words of exhortation.

I am ever aware that honor comes from You; I must be a cleansed vessel that gives pure expression to You: I make myself painfully aware of this responsibility.

I praise You Lord, among anyone within the sound of my voice: I sing praises to You in every nation.

Your mercy is beyond our thinking; Your stability is an established provision.

Be active Lord, not only within my understanding; but let Your honor be a symbol of my confidence.

Psalm 41 Healing

I must remain open to You Lord and walk with integrity, so that I may teach wisdom to anyone who is exhausted, feels incompetent, brokenhearted, or powerless within their identity.

Lord cover me with a mantle that will resemble You, and nourish me with restoration and revival; I will proceed in confidence and will not be distracted by the acts of hatred within mankind's carnal nature.

You Lord are my support system for the establishment of my identity. You refresh a bad attitude of hate and self-determination full of regret. You change my wounds full of emotional pain into a foundation of health and peace.

I say Lord have pity on me and give favor to my request: repair my identity; I have damaged my spirit with condemnation and guilt.

The acts of hatred within my carnal nature reveal the misery and stress within my spirit. I want it to stop. I want Your definite and conspicuous position in my faith, mark of individuality within my personal dynamics, and honorable character in my physical being.

I cannot listen to myself, for all I do is rehearse denial or deception: my identity's resources are collected in vain. When I speak of it all I hear is destructive rehearsal.

People who hate transparency use it as a weapon of gossip and contrive bitter attitudes against me: they use their own character weaknesses against the value God has given me and that disrespect my character.

Worthless causes and counsel is what their accusations are: this cause is done and will not accomplish or continue to do what God has ordained.

Even my best friend who was my confident, a guest at my dinner table, and who also dined on the spiritual fruit of this ministry; magnified pride and ambitious jealousy against me, he also betrayed the relationship.

But You Lord gave grace and mercy to me. You lifted my spirit and I can walk in wholeness with my attitude, behaviors, and motivations.

Your hand on me makes me to know that You are pleased with me. These acts of hatred within the carnal nature of mankind will not defeat me.

You also sustain my maturity, integrity, and have established me in Your presence forever.

Trustworthy is the Lord God of Israel, from everlasting to eternity. So be it!