Listen to my prayer I implore You Lord: You always answer me because You are not only righteous but faithful as well.
Do not be judgemental toward me; acceptance and respect come only from You, no one on this earth can give what You do to me.
Carnality injures with acts of hatred and molests my reality with deception: they bruise my ability to be nourished and to be restored within my confidence of my rational being; this has also made me feel ignorant and helpless. I am numb and stoic.
My reality continues to be overwhelmed: my understanding is devastated.
You were with me in my past even though I did not serve You; I remember Your accomplishments of directing me with Your hand.
My service continues to be at Your call: my reality desires Your presence and longs for Your confidence. Stop and think about that.
Be a witness with me Lord: my identity in You including its expressions and functions are overwhelmed: do not reject me otherwise depression will flood my reality.
Give me understanding of Your kind reproof and merciful reprimand in any given situation; because You are my hope; cause me to acknowledge the attitude and behaviors I should live: I need Your acceptance in my life.
Recover me from these acts of hatred: I will conceal myself in Your protection.
Teach me to do Your will; You are my God: You are the reality of my identity that is precious and good; guide me to Your confidence.
Nourish, restore, and revive me Lord; it is Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character: Your righteousness will bring my identity out of stress.
Your reproof and reprimand will disciple my acts of hatred that cause the loss of identity above all, I am Your servant.
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Sunday, April 25, 2010
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Psalm 106 Strong willed
I want to be transparent in the Lord, I am thankful of the direction You give me: You are beautiful in favor, bountiful in kindness, and gracious in love toward Your people; Your kindness is rebuke and merciful reprimand will endure us forever.
Who understands Your powerful accomplishments within us Lord? Who reveals themselves in pure transparency beside You?
Satisfied am I when I guard and protect Your divine law. But who can accomplish or exercise or control themselves in doing what is righteous all the time?
Mark me to be recognized with Your acceptance that You developed within Your chosen: commit to me Your call of transparency.
I want to see Your graciousness, so I will rejoice in the joy of Your people; I want to possess Your transparency,
I have sinned Lord; just as my forefathers before me disappoint You, I have violated my commitment to You.
My forefathers did not understand or behave themselves within the miracles You performed during their troubled times; they did not recall Your kind rebuke or merciful reprimand; they chose to disobey in bitterness and walked in unstable behaviors and raging anger.
You preserved their identity for the memories of the individual, their strength and power within so that it might be recognized and used as a lesson for us.
You rebuked the raging anger and cynicism: our forefathers lost their identity and did not mature because of the anxiety and compulsive disorders.
You avenged their identity from the ability to hate; You changed their strong wills and acts of hatred.
Their identity was overwhelmed with anguish and sorrow; there was no preservation within their unity.
Once the reassurance of Your behaviors, counsel, and purpose was realized; they were revived with praises of You and Your ability.
Yet once again they promptly forgot what You accomplished within their lives and what their commitment was to You; they did not seek or consider Your counsel.
These people became obsessive in their carnality and provoked You Lord in their desolation.
Your love restored them to counsel; but they were inadequate in the knowledge of You and lost the ability to refresh themselves spiritually.
Finally provoked with resentment and deficient in grace they grew weary and tried to consecrate themselves to You.
Filled with the boldness of transparency and You as their life source they did not suppress You as their Father.
But anger began to initiate among the young; and rage engulfed those who walked in guilt.
Some would praise You and give their thanksgiving when the desolate times came; but others grew depressed and chose to wear facades to hide their shame.
These chose to change their identity in honor of You for the facade of vanity within their ideology.
They forgot You as the God of their identity; You were their accomplishment during stressful times.
They could distinguish control of confidence over that of anger; even though fear was the roar of that anger.
You Lord consider our desolation because no one compelled Your people to maturity. They retreated instead to indifference that soon became destructive with the feelings of apathy.
They also rejected any trust with Your Word; they were not established in Your commitments or purpose, so counsel and reason was wasted.
Acknowledging You or Your Word was ignored, rebellion was conspicuous and secular facades were considered a normal attitude and behavior.
But You in Your mercy magnified Your power, means, and direction against these obsessions; this in turn was overwhelming to them and they fell on their face.
The feelings of rejection and abandonment were deep within the society, they diffused their own form of confidence.
Because of their arrogance they did not commit to holy attitudes and behaviors, of course apathy was inevitable.
Apathy changed to indignant behaviors of abuse, manipulation, and seduction: the pestilence of depression was widespread among them.
Someone must have determination to establish courage and say with words of brass to defeat this pestilent attitude.
Someone with righteous motives and be esteemed among the people within this generation.
Once again the attitudes and behaviors displeased the Lord; they became restless and created dissension among the people. It ended with brokenness and fear, this did not mend.
Rebellion against You Lord and Your reality for this generation ends bitterly; anger is used as a natural boundary for lines to be drawn.
Righteous boundaries were drawn by You Lord, but the people ignored them.
Commitment to pseudo theories and not Your Word gives way to carnality and behavioral "norms" that carry sin with it.
It is this kind of thinking that enslaves mankind to idolatrous worry, grief, and anger: this is a mental trap.
This infected the builders of the family name with malignant acts of insolence;
Motivations of guilt became rampant within the builders of the family name; they offered up idolatrous emotional acts of humiliation because their confidence is corrupted with shame.
So contaminated was in their thinking, they committed spiritual adultery with all the abuse and seductions of it.
Now I understand why You Lord were so grieved against the chosen and why You were disappointed with Your inheritance.
Enable those who think this way to be intimidated and jealous of each other: place their hatred of each other as their motivations.
Acts of hatred causes distress and overwhelming hardship on our identities; they will be humbled into subjection by their own strength and motivations.
Numerous times You Lord have liberated and redeemed us; but with embittered rebellion our determination was humbled by perversity.
None the less, You are always considerate toward us and our circumstances of anguish; You discern our grief.
You remember Your promise to Your people and our call to transparency; You have pity because of Your deep continuous compassion for us.
Your great compassion is beyond the measure of mankind's understanding; You do not hold Your people hostage, emotionally or physically.
Avenge us Lord, enable us to escape this intimidation and jealousy in order that we might confess our thanksgiving and worship to You. I want transparency in my praise to You.
I want and need to be grateful toward You forever and ever: enable every human being to say "so be it". Praise the Lord.
Who understands Your powerful accomplishments within us Lord? Who reveals themselves in pure transparency beside You?
Satisfied am I when I guard and protect Your divine law. But who can accomplish or exercise or control themselves in doing what is righteous all the time?
Mark me to be recognized with Your acceptance that You developed within Your chosen: commit to me Your call of transparency.
I want to see Your graciousness, so I will rejoice in the joy of Your people; I want to possess Your transparency,
I have sinned Lord; just as my forefathers before me disappoint You, I have violated my commitment to You.
My forefathers did not understand or behave themselves within the miracles You performed during their troubled times; they did not recall Your kind rebuke or merciful reprimand; they chose to disobey in bitterness and walked in unstable behaviors and raging anger.
You preserved their identity for the memories of the individual, their strength and power within so that it might be recognized and used as a lesson for us.
You rebuked the raging anger and cynicism: our forefathers lost their identity and did not mature because of the anxiety and compulsive disorders.
You avenged their identity from the ability to hate; You changed their strong wills and acts of hatred.
Their identity was overwhelmed with anguish and sorrow; there was no preservation within their unity.
Once the reassurance of Your behaviors, counsel, and purpose was realized; they were revived with praises of You and Your ability.
Yet once again they promptly forgot what You accomplished within their lives and what their commitment was to You; they did not seek or consider Your counsel.
These people became obsessive in their carnality and provoked You Lord in their desolation.
Your love restored them to counsel; but they were inadequate in the knowledge of You and lost the ability to refresh themselves spiritually.
Finally provoked with resentment and deficient in grace they grew weary and tried to consecrate themselves to You.
Filled with the boldness of transparency and You as their life source they did not suppress You as their Father.
But anger began to initiate among the young; and rage engulfed those who walked in guilt.
Some would praise You and give their thanksgiving when the desolate times came; but others grew depressed and chose to wear facades to hide their shame.
These chose to change their identity in honor of You for the facade of vanity within their ideology.
They forgot You as the God of their identity; You were their accomplishment during stressful times.
They could distinguish control of confidence over that of anger; even though fear was the roar of that anger.
You Lord consider our desolation because no one compelled Your people to maturity. They retreated instead to indifference that soon became destructive with the feelings of apathy.
They also rejected any trust with Your Word; they were not established in Your commitments or purpose, so counsel and reason was wasted.
Acknowledging You or Your Word was ignored, rebellion was conspicuous and secular facades were considered a normal attitude and behavior.
But You in Your mercy magnified Your power, means, and direction against these obsessions; this in turn was overwhelming to them and they fell on their face.
The feelings of rejection and abandonment were deep within the society, they diffused their own form of confidence.
Because of their arrogance they did not commit to holy attitudes and behaviors, of course apathy was inevitable.
Apathy changed to indignant behaviors of abuse, manipulation, and seduction: the pestilence of depression was widespread among them.
Someone must have determination to establish courage and say with words of brass to defeat this pestilent attitude.
Someone with righteous motives and be esteemed among the people within this generation.
Once again the attitudes and behaviors displeased the Lord; they became restless and created dissension among the people. It ended with brokenness and fear, this did not mend.
Rebellion against You Lord and Your reality for this generation ends bitterly; anger is used as a natural boundary for lines to be drawn.
Righteous boundaries were drawn by You Lord, but the people ignored them.
Commitment to pseudo theories and not Your Word gives way to carnality and behavioral "norms" that carry sin with it.
It is this kind of thinking that enslaves mankind to idolatrous worry, grief, and anger: this is a mental trap.
This infected the builders of the family name with malignant acts of insolence;
Motivations of guilt became rampant within the builders of the family name; they offered up idolatrous emotional acts of humiliation because their confidence is corrupted with shame.
So contaminated was in their thinking, they committed spiritual adultery with all the abuse and seductions of it.
Now I understand why You Lord were so grieved against the chosen and why You were disappointed with Your inheritance.
Enable those who think this way to be intimidated and jealous of each other: place their hatred of each other as their motivations.
Acts of hatred causes distress and overwhelming hardship on our identities; they will be humbled into subjection by their own strength and motivations.
Numerous times You Lord have liberated and redeemed us; but with embittered rebellion our determination was humbled by perversity.
None the less, You are always considerate toward us and our circumstances of anguish; You discern our grief.
You remember Your promise to Your people and our call to transparency; You have pity because of Your deep continuous compassion for us.
Your great compassion is beyond the measure of mankind's understanding; You do not hold Your people hostage, emotionally or physically.
Avenge us Lord, enable us to escape this intimidation and jealousy in order that we might confess our thanksgiving and worship to You. I want transparency in my praise to You.
I want and need to be grateful toward You forever and ever: enable every human being to say "so be it". Praise the Lord.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Psalm 83 Acts of Hatred
I need to hear from You Lord, please give direction to me. Do not leave me stranded or be inactive within my spirit.
Consider these acts of hatred that is the works of the flesh are causing rage and anxiety within my rational being: this hate is causing arrogance within their thinking and grief within ours.
These are devious motives against me, deliberate behaviors of suppressed passive aggressive tendencies; they like sarcasm and think its wounds are funny.
These people boast of causing division among the believers; one side embraces the definite and conspicuous position of faith, the mark of individuality within their dynamics, and Your honorable character within their lifestyle; the other side recognizes only themselves and their ideology.
They organize their self efforts and have a common understanding; they choose to be a league of understanding within their belief system.
They have their own form of transparent truth that causes bloodshed against anyone who listens and follows the Lord. The difference is that we love God and they love themselves.
Their worship is their wealth and position within society, but their emotional well being is immature. Some are depressed, some full of self-pity, and some have eating disorders and love to be skeletal in appearance and thinking.
Some try honesty, but most are not; the dangerous thing is that they embrace and even birth the attitude and behaviors of the builders of the family name. This is a facade.
They are contentious if anyone does not embrace their ideology; watch for signs of crises orientation behavior, observe and take note of their whirlpool of emergent issues.
This attitude will be the destruction of their cause: but also their personal agendas will be revealed through their behaviors.
Compulsive disorders can be structured as a deception of sincerity; it is true that this show of superiority will be revealed as an emotional deprivation to protect their insecurity.
It is their life's dream to drive out God's people and the truth to make their ideology a belief system.
Consider these acts of hatred that is the works of the flesh are causing rage and anxiety within my rational being: this hate is causing arrogance within their thinking and grief within ours.
These are devious motives against me, deliberate behaviors of suppressed passive aggressive tendencies; they like sarcasm and think its wounds are funny.
These people boast of causing division among the believers; one side embraces the definite and conspicuous position of faith, the mark of individuality within their dynamics, and Your honorable character within their lifestyle; the other side recognizes only themselves and their ideology.
They organize their self efforts and have a common understanding; they choose to be a league of understanding within their belief system.
They have their own form of transparent truth that causes bloodshed against anyone who listens and follows the Lord. The difference is that we love God and they love themselves.
Their worship is their wealth and position within society, but their emotional well being is immature. Some are depressed, some full of self-pity, and some have eating disorders and love to be skeletal in appearance and thinking.
Some try honesty, but most are not; the dangerous thing is that they embrace and even birth the attitude and behaviors of the builders of the family name. This is a facade.
They are contentious if anyone does not embrace their ideology; watch for signs of crises orientation behavior, observe and take note of their whirlpool of emergent issues.
This attitude will be the destruction of their cause: but also their personal agendas will be revealed through their behaviors.
Compulsive disorders can be structured as a deception of sincerity; it is true that this show of superiority will be revealed as an emotional deprivation to protect their insecurity.
It is their life's dream to drive out God's people and the truth to make their ideology a belief system.
Psalm 81 Benevolence
Lord I rejoice in Your boldness and security with my entire being: You also have been the God of my restraint from my youth.
You help me to obtain and accept the goals for my life; You brought order to my chaotic world, I am a vessel for Your use, trying to maintain a humble spirit.
One one hand, I can be a incising instrument of perception, yet on the other I am rebuilding a restoration process for someone. All of this is in Your perfect timing.
One concept may be for edification, yet the other may be for self control.
It is You Lord who determines changes in development for who and when; this manifestation in perception is limited by our own choices: I have difficulty comprehending Your instruction and discernment for Your people.
I removed the carnal anxiety and grief from my rational being; I adopted Your power and direction as a position of motivation.
Whenever I feel anguish You reveal Your strength that is with me; I responded quickly
because Your protection of my identity was greater than my irrational attitude: I examined this controversy within my identity. Anger or motivation to move, which? Stop and think about that.
Take heed to the Lord's counsel, and He will restore You: The believer should understand discernment, and be obedient to You, Lord.
There is no one above reproach or unaccountable in or among the believers; we do not pay homage to royalty or any alien god; especially self.
Jehovah is the Lord our God, it is Your limitation that directs my self-confidence: I am transparent in my thinking and use of words; I will accomplish what the Lord would want for my life.
There are individuals who are not willing to pay attention, want discernment, nor be obedient to their call; there are some believers who want nothing to do with Your reality.
So You leave them to their own emotional well being, willful understanding, and pseudo intellect: now they act out in their own carnal attitude of self-centeredness, delusions, and determination.
It is Your will Lord that I would listen and obey Your words, to grow to maturity in spirit, and be spiritually prosperous.
The carnal acts of mankind lead to acts of hatred, this renders Your direction for them void against any trouble.
Those who choose to hate the Lord will lose their identity in You: they lose the ability to change from within.
It is the choice of every person; to be matured by the truth or given over to the natural man and his rational soul.
You help me to obtain and accept the goals for my life; You brought order to my chaotic world, I am a vessel for Your use, trying to maintain a humble spirit.
One one hand, I can be a incising instrument of perception, yet on the other I am rebuilding a restoration process for someone. All of this is in Your perfect timing.
One concept may be for edification, yet the other may be for self control.
It is You Lord who determines changes in development for who and when; this manifestation in perception is limited by our own choices: I have difficulty comprehending Your instruction and discernment for Your people.
I removed the carnal anxiety and grief from my rational being; I adopted Your power and direction as a position of motivation.
Whenever I feel anguish You reveal Your strength that is with me; I responded quickly
because Your protection of my identity was greater than my irrational attitude: I examined this controversy within my identity. Anger or motivation to move, which? Stop and think about that.
Take heed to the Lord's counsel, and He will restore You: The believer should understand discernment, and be obedient to You, Lord.
There is no one above reproach or unaccountable in or among the believers; we do not pay homage to royalty or any alien god; especially self.
Jehovah is the Lord our God, it is Your limitation that directs my self-confidence: I am transparent in my thinking and use of words; I will accomplish what the Lord would want for my life.
There are individuals who are not willing to pay attention, want discernment, nor be obedient to their call; there are some believers who want nothing to do with Your reality.
So You leave them to their own emotional well being, willful understanding, and pseudo intellect: now they act out in their own carnal attitude of self-centeredness, delusions, and determination.
It is Your will Lord that I would listen and obey Your words, to grow to maturity in spirit, and be spiritually prosperous.
The carnal acts of mankind lead to acts of hatred, this renders Your direction for them void against any trouble.
Those who choose to hate the Lord will lose their identity in You: they lose the ability to change from within.
It is the choice of every person; to be matured by the truth or given over to the natural man and his rational soul.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Psalm 77 Rejection
I cry unto You Lord with a painful plea to give understanding to this rejection; I know You hear my cries.
I am in a season of anguish, but I continue to pursue Your favor Lord: This neurosis kept me up all night. My identity in You refuses to be comforted, even though I have repented.
I am aware of the conviction Lord, but I do not know why. I examined my attitude and behaviors even motives; and this reality of nonacceptance was overwhelming.
You revealed conceit and suppressed inferiority of those around me: I am terribly aggravated I can't even talk about this with anyone.
I have thought about this relationship of the past, the changes that should have been done are obvious, but the lack of responsibility helps camouflage the hidden agendas and wrong attitudes among these people.
I am ever cognizant of these reoccurring issues that is causing distress, they say forgive and forget but they themselves do not: I examine my own character flaws and have the understanding of it; my reality is misrepresented within their distress.
Lord, will I always be rejected by these folks? Unless I am the scapegoat; or allow their hidden agendas to go unnoticed, or be brought into account I am not accepted.
Do not enable Your mercy to leave me Lord. But why must I give up my identity in You to be accepted by them? Your promises do not end with bloodlines or denominational boundaries.
If You do not abandon me, why do they? You are not angered with the boldness of my character, in fact You encourage it, why are they behaving this way? Stop and think about that.
I do repent if I have afflicted any wounds; I will not go back and wear the disguise that was demanded of me as a child. You have restored my true identity to me. Why do they hate that?
I recall the achievements that You have creatively predetermined for my call as Your servant; my purpose is to walk in Your health; physically, mentally, and spiritually as a testimony to Your ability to restore mankind to You and himself.
I study and contemplate every aspect of the reality and truth of these dynamics; I teach and testify of Your exploits within my life.
Your character is that of a clean consecrated life of righteousness: not that of ideology, legalism, or justified positions deserved. Who dares to ask Your servants to conform to their doctrines as if they were Yours? Do they think they know more than You; certainly they don't know me better than You?
It is You Lord who provides the ability to perform any accomplishments [whether hidden or revealed] that I do for Your glory. You are the strength of my boldness.
Through Your power and strength You have redeemed me; even among the builders of the family name. Sometimes I am restrained and other times I am productive within my dynamics.
My identity is revealed in You: the wounds of rejection and jealousy are tiresome, it constantly undisclosed the projected unresolved issues which provoke hatred toward me. I am so tired of it.
Your provision of guidance was revealed to me through the reflection of your character: You restore my self-esteem, untroubled and well grounded: these projected wounds force the reality of unforgiving that is within their attitudes and behaviors to be demonstrated before my eyes.
You guide me as a radiant child with the direction of Your acceptance. How honored I am; my choice is to be a reflection of You in full enlightenment.
I am in a season of anguish, but I continue to pursue Your favor Lord: This neurosis kept me up all night. My identity in You refuses to be comforted, even though I have repented.
I am aware of the conviction Lord, but I do not know why. I examined my attitude and behaviors even motives; and this reality of nonacceptance was overwhelming.
You revealed conceit and suppressed inferiority of those around me: I am terribly aggravated I can't even talk about this with anyone.
I have thought about this relationship of the past, the changes that should have been done are obvious, but the lack of responsibility helps camouflage the hidden agendas and wrong attitudes among these people.
I am ever cognizant of these reoccurring issues that is causing distress, they say forgive and forget but they themselves do not: I examine my own character flaws and have the understanding of it; my reality is misrepresented within their distress.
Lord, will I always be rejected by these folks? Unless I am the scapegoat; or allow their hidden agendas to go unnoticed, or be brought into account I am not accepted.
Do not enable Your mercy to leave me Lord. But why must I give up my identity in You to be accepted by them? Your promises do not end with bloodlines or denominational boundaries.
If You do not abandon me, why do they? You are not angered with the boldness of my character, in fact You encourage it, why are they behaving this way? Stop and think about that.
I do repent if I have afflicted any wounds; I will not go back and wear the disguise that was demanded of me as a child. You have restored my true identity to me. Why do they hate that?
I recall the achievements that You have creatively predetermined for my call as Your servant; my purpose is to walk in Your health; physically, mentally, and spiritually as a testimony to Your ability to restore mankind to You and himself.
I study and contemplate every aspect of the reality and truth of these dynamics; I teach and testify of Your exploits within my life.
Your character is that of a clean consecrated life of righteousness: not that of ideology, legalism, or justified positions deserved. Who dares to ask Your servants to conform to their doctrines as if they were Yours? Do they think they know more than You; certainly they don't know me better than You?
It is You Lord who provides the ability to perform any accomplishments [whether hidden or revealed] that I do for Your glory. You are the strength of my boldness.
Through Your power and strength You have redeemed me; even among the builders of the family name. Sometimes I am restrained and other times I am productive within my dynamics.
My identity is revealed in You: the wounds of rejection and jealousy are tiresome, it constantly undisclosed the projected unresolved issues which provoke hatred toward me. I am so tired of it.
Your provision of guidance was revealed to me through the reflection of your character: You restore my self-esteem, untroubled and well grounded: these projected wounds force the reality of unforgiving that is within their attitudes and behaviors to be demonstrated before my eyes.
You guide me as a radiant child with the direction of Your acceptance. How honored I am; my choice is to be a reflection of You in full enlightenment.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Psalm 74 Rational Being
Lord I am feeling rejected by You. Does my anger blind me from Your will and presence?
Imprint Your character within my identity so that I might be recognized by believers; A branch of Your inheritance are these You have avenged; You remain as our conspicuous monument and guiding pillar, Lord guide us.
Enable encouragement to actively motivate all of us through confidence in our behaviors and truthful attitude; keep us from any desolation. Keep the acts of hatred within their carnal nature and away from Your holy sanctuary.
Sounds of distress and affliction are heard through the center of our congregation; they choose to commit unto their own standard for character qualities and attitude temperament.
There was a certain individual who is respected and acknowledged because he projected himself as learned, strong, and secure within himself and You.
Now these who followed this individual want his leadership revealed and his teachings acknowledged of what his ideologies are.
This has spread hatred and anger throughout the sanctuary. They wound and profane the definite and conspicuous position of our faith and the mark of individuality within our security of believers.
These boast of their superior challenge within their natural man: unitedly we need to suppress our carnal attitudes and behaviors not conform to them; these motivations of carnality can corrode every worshipper of God.
We have not considered any character flaw of any individual: we have not been inspired by anyone to do what they ask, but there is no teaching for understanding outside of You and Your Word during a time of affliction.
How long will this anguish and distress expose our weakness to our opposition? Will these acts of hatred prevent Your definite and conspicuous position of faith and mark of individuality within our dynamics from being taught or learned?
Have You recalled Your fellowship and strength from us? Are You determined to withdraw Your identity and protection from us?
You are my God, my eternal counselor that commits His salvation to the center of my confidence and secures His Spirit with mine.
Mankind is restless and needs Your strength and boldness: You separate mankind from his natural and rational being.
The principles of the socialistic elite are confused and discouraging; these people commit to a world without God or His principles.
Reveal their conceit at its source and expose their hidden agenda: confuse their posterity plan for themselves.
Every new beginning or growth stage that we enter is incited by You; every ending You establish is for enlightenment and transparency for our personal growth:
You have placed every personal boundary of my confidence within Your keeping: You formed my character against feeling cynical and lifeless.
Remember this, the acts of hatred expose the self-centered foolishness of the carnal nature within mankind; anyone who scorns Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character will be filled with delusion.
We will not expose our identity to those who walk in condemnation and guilt, they do not understand or comprehend our life. We will not forget to be humble and disciplined daily, it is our commitment to You.
I respect Your covenant: the ignorance of my self-reliance is unjust and unproductive.
I will not enter into a mental collapse of confusion or deprivation nor will Your people. We choose to be transparent in Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within our dynamics, and honorable character within our lifestyle.
Lord please establish Your transparency with Your mark of individuality that is in our dynamics; this will stop the controversial reasoning among mankind and his carnal imaginations.
Imprint Your character within my identity so that I might be recognized by believers; A branch of Your inheritance are these You have avenged; You remain as our conspicuous monument and guiding pillar, Lord guide us.
Enable encouragement to actively motivate all of us through confidence in our behaviors and truthful attitude; keep us from any desolation. Keep the acts of hatred within their carnal nature and away from Your holy sanctuary.
Sounds of distress and affliction are heard through the center of our congregation; they choose to commit unto their own standard for character qualities and attitude temperament.
There was a certain individual who is respected and acknowledged because he projected himself as learned, strong, and secure within himself and You.
Now these who followed this individual want his leadership revealed and his teachings acknowledged of what his ideologies are.
This has spread hatred and anger throughout the sanctuary. They wound and profane the definite and conspicuous position of our faith and the mark of individuality within our security of believers.
These boast of their superior challenge within their natural man: unitedly we need to suppress our carnal attitudes and behaviors not conform to them; these motivations of carnality can corrode every worshipper of God.
We have not considered any character flaw of any individual: we have not been inspired by anyone to do what they ask, but there is no teaching for understanding outside of You and Your Word during a time of affliction.
How long will this anguish and distress expose our weakness to our opposition? Will these acts of hatred prevent Your definite and conspicuous position of faith and mark of individuality within our dynamics from being taught or learned?
Have You recalled Your fellowship and strength from us? Are You determined to withdraw Your identity and protection from us?
You are my God, my eternal counselor that commits His salvation to the center of my confidence and secures His Spirit with mine.
Mankind is restless and needs Your strength and boldness: You separate mankind from his natural and rational being.
The principles of the socialistic elite are confused and discouraging; these people commit to a world without God or His principles.
Reveal their conceit at its source and expose their hidden agenda: confuse their posterity plan for themselves.
Every new beginning or growth stage that we enter is incited by You; every ending You establish is for enlightenment and transparency for our personal growth:
You have placed every personal boundary of my confidence within Your keeping: You formed my character against feeling cynical and lifeless.
Remember this, the acts of hatred expose the self-centered foolishness of the carnal nature within mankind; anyone who scorns Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character will be filled with delusion.
We will not expose our identity to those who walk in condemnation and guilt, they do not understand or comprehend our life. We will not forget to be humble and disciplined daily, it is our commitment to You.
I respect Your covenant: the ignorance of my self-reliance is unjust and unproductive.
I will not enter into a mental collapse of confusion or deprivation nor will Your people. We choose to be transparent in Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within our dynamics, and honorable character within our lifestyle.
Lord please establish Your transparency with Your mark of individuality that is in our dynamics; this will stop the controversial reasoning among mankind and his carnal imaginations.
Psalm 71 Restoration
Only unto You Lord, do I commit my confidence and hope: do not enable any shame or guilt to be concealed within me.
Preserve Your righteousness within me, enable me to rest in Your security: extend Your perception and nurturing toward me.
You are my support system Lord, I run to You to repair my hope: You have given Your Word for my strength and nurturing: You are the stability of my self-esteem and the provision of my defense mechanism.
Release me from the direction of those who walk in guilt, self righteousness, and bitterness that is within mankind's carnal nature.
You are my devotion, the bond of my self-esteem Lord: You are my security and have been since my natural birth; and now, my spiritual rebirth.
I establish and maintain myself since birth; You are the center of my compassion and the bond that holds my family together: my transparency is a reflection of Your identity within me.
My opinions are obvious to many who listen: but it is You who inhabits my boldness, confidence, and trust; that is not obvious to many.
Enable my thoughts and Your will is established and accomplished within my life; replenish Your devotion and acceptance to me daily.
Do not be dismayed because it take me so long to learn anything; my capacity becomes carnal and my mind is dense to Your desire for my attitudes and behaviors.
These acts of hatred within my carnal nature are stubborn within me; and this barricades my identity from being enlightened by Your counsel and guidance.
My hope was that I would be relinquished from these natural tendencies: but distress and torment manipulates these feelings. It spoils my ability to be restored unto You.
Lord do not withdraw Your presence from me: My Teacher be eager to nurture and sustain my emotional well being.
Stop this humiliation that clouds my identity; dispose the confusion within my thinking, it dishonors You.
I have decided that I will wait and trust in Your hope, this will enable me to be more transparent and open to Your will for my life.
I accept and receive Your virtues Lord: I desire the evidence of righteousness in my being as I acknowledge this call of separation.
God You have instructed and disciplined me since birth: I will be bold in Your accomplished work within my life, as well as my emotional being.
When I am old and determined within my mind, do not reject me; I want to continue to be an example to this next generation. Your strength is a gift to anyone who chooses to be healthy.
It is Your righteous character Lord that has accomplished maturity and nurturing within my identity. Who dares to compare the ideology of mankind to Your Word?
It is Your approval of me that directs me through adverse attitudes and behaviors for my character strength and guidelines. You nourish my soul for restoration, increased knowledge for maturity, and rids the anxiety from my confidence.
Your maturation amplifies my dignity that enables me to embrace these changes within my life so that I may glorify or honor You.
I will be the prepared instrument that is nurtured by Your ability to stabilize my attitude and behaviors: I celebrate the expression of love You give to me. You are my spiritual prosperity.
These natural boundaries within my identity fills with joy when I praise Your wondrous works within my life. My self-esteem is refreshed by the changes that You have made in my emotional well being.
My words reflect Your righteous changes that in turn reveal the carnal attitudes and behaviors of those who deliberately cause grief and trouble to Your people.
Preserve Your righteousness within me, enable me to rest in Your security: extend Your perception and nurturing toward me.
You are my support system Lord, I run to You to repair my hope: You have given Your Word for my strength and nurturing: You are the stability of my self-esteem and the provision of my defense mechanism.
Release me from the direction of those who walk in guilt, self righteousness, and bitterness that is within mankind's carnal nature.
You are my devotion, the bond of my self-esteem Lord: You are my security and have been since my natural birth; and now, my spiritual rebirth.
I establish and maintain myself since birth; You are the center of my compassion and the bond that holds my family together: my transparency is a reflection of Your identity within me.
My opinions are obvious to many who listen: but it is You who inhabits my boldness, confidence, and trust; that is not obvious to many.
Enable my thoughts and Your will is established and accomplished within my life; replenish Your devotion and acceptance to me daily.
Do not be dismayed because it take me so long to learn anything; my capacity becomes carnal and my mind is dense to Your desire for my attitudes and behaviors.
These acts of hatred within my carnal nature are stubborn within me; and this barricades my identity from being enlightened by Your counsel and guidance.
My hope was that I would be relinquished from these natural tendencies: but distress and torment manipulates these feelings. It spoils my ability to be restored unto You.
Lord do not withdraw Your presence from me: My Teacher be eager to nurture and sustain my emotional well being.
Stop this humiliation that clouds my identity; dispose the confusion within my thinking, it dishonors You.
I have decided that I will wait and trust in Your hope, this will enable me to be more transparent and open to Your will for my life.
I accept and receive Your virtues Lord: I desire the evidence of righteousness in my being as I acknowledge this call of separation.
God You have instructed and disciplined me since birth: I will be bold in Your accomplished work within my life, as well as my emotional being.
When I am old and determined within my mind, do not reject me; I want to continue to be an example to this next generation. Your strength is a gift to anyone who chooses to be healthy.
It is Your righteous character Lord that has accomplished maturity and nurturing within my identity. Who dares to compare the ideology of mankind to Your Word?
It is Your approval of me that directs me through adverse attitudes and behaviors for my character strength and guidelines. You nourish my soul for restoration, increased knowledge for maturity, and rids the anxiety from my confidence.
Your maturation amplifies my dignity that enables me to embrace these changes within my life so that I may glorify or honor You.
I will be the prepared instrument that is nurtured by Your ability to stabilize my attitude and behaviors: I celebrate the expression of love You give to me. You are my spiritual prosperity.
These natural boundaries within my identity fills with joy when I praise Your wondrous works within my life. My self-esteem is refreshed by the changes that You have made in my emotional well being.
My words reflect Your righteous changes that in turn reveal the carnal attitudes and behaviors of those who deliberately cause grief and trouble to Your people.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Psalm 69 Discipline [The Call of Separation]
Preserve me Lord, the reality of my underdeveloped identity has made me fully aware of how inept I am in Your service.
I regress into the preoccupation of spiritual lethargy. I find no endurance or security; I am fully absorbed with the condition of poor self-esteem. A deluge of unstable emotional turmoil drowns me.
I am really tired of being transparent: my throat is dry from crying; my knowledge of You is weak, I wait painfully for the hope I have in You.
There are people who hate me without cause or rational reason; many are confused and full of anxiety: they want to destroy my reputation because of what I know of them.
With lies and acts of hatred they determine carnal attitudes because of what they do in secret. I have reestablished and restored the identities that were immature; but these wounded souls were not abused by me.
Lord You comprehend my lack of wisdom: my shortcomings are many and not hid from You.
Do not enable those who hate me be filled with guilt; do not let them be ashamed because of what I know of them. Do not let their searching of You be wounded or insulted because of me.
I suffer mental anguish because of this transparency; it defames my pride and envelops my self-esteem.
My friends think I am hopeless, I am rejected by people who call themselves my family, and the builders of the family name ignore or run from me.
They are full of jealousy, this has developed a prison within their own identity. They are devoured with arrogance and they have a scornful attitude toward Your Word. This overwhelms me.
When I whine or cry through fasting prayer, my identity is revealed of how inept I truly am. I am full of remorse.
I tried to hide by constructing a facade to cover these feelings: I became a joke to those around me and a sham to myself.
There are people who have established themselves as gatekeepers to my soul, fruit inspectors to my spirit, and self-appointed judges that talk unmercifully against my character: I am abused for the truth I know and the lies they tell. These are drunk with their own importance and power.
I will reconcile myself with You and am determined to pray for these who wound themselves at my expense: Lord, You are kind to me, grant discipleship, and favor whenever I need it; You listen to my cries, the stability of Your salvation helps me to endure the attitudes and behaviors from Your people.
Direct me out of this mess that Your children love to wallow in, enable me not to relapse into grief: help me to escape their hatred and poor self-esteem that occupies their rational being.
Do not allow their self-absorption to conquer my thoughts; neither enable this preoccupation of carnal attitudes and behaviors to swallow me. Do not enable their grave of self-pity to devour me.
Pay attention to their praise of You Lord, they need Your kindness and favor it is their spiritual prosperity; prepare me with Your compassionate love.
I need Your acceptance right now, I am totally stressed. I need to hear Your voice of reason and wisdom.
Redeem their identity in Your secure character: preserve them from these acts of hatred.
You have always understood insecurity: this distress and anxiety manifests itself before You as prayer requests and gossip.
This openness overwhelms my identity and emotional status: I am stressed at this abuse and sick of it: I want to be consoled, no one consoles me. I want to be avenged, but not one stands up.
These acts of hatred has poisoned my transparency: my eagerness to serve became grievous behaviors of complaint.
Entrap these attitudes and behaviors, so that I may endure a healthy lifestyle.
Enable my ignorance to not be misunderstood as insecurity and anxiety. I need Your strength Lord.
Disburse my indignation and inability to gain Your acceptance.
Expose and devastate these defense mechanisms that have developed as spiritual facades; do not allow them comfort in the protective wall that they have built around their justified positions.
Harass the attitudes and behaviors that have wounded my discipleship; I do not partake in the anguish of gossip, for there is enough consequences for the lack of wisdom.
Assign consequences to any offences that I may have caused: I cannot enter into Your call of separation without a cleansing of my identity.
Erase the reality of these carnal attitudes that are displayed as carnal behaviors against me; enable me to walk just and clean before You.
I submit myself to this developmental stage so that I might enable Your call into transparency; defend me so that I will be strong in Your character.
I walk in a transparent lifestyle; I give glory to the definite and conspicuous position of faith within my life, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my new lifestyle. I love being nourished with a maturation that honors You with true thanksgiving.
This will enable the Lord to be visible in my life; You accept me as Your child. This is better than all the power or strength of service for mankind I will ever do.
Many have submitted to this discipline; they will discern and understand this psalm and be gratified: my identity and emotional well being is revived because I diligently search for You Lord.
You are attentive to anyone who suffers from deprivation and You do not disesteem anyone who fights an emotional battle within themselves.
Enable Your intelligence and confidence to be transparent within us; we give You the glory for our health. Enable Your peace to dwell in those who need it and allow those who are mature in You to praise You.
You Lord are open to our conspicuousness in worship, it is You who builds and makes repairs of our natural man: we praise Your comfort given during this time of stress.
This is the fruit of the work that is done in our lives by You Lord. We worship You and are so thankful. We love Your definite and conspicuous position of faith in our walk before You. We love Your mark of individuality within our personal dynamics, and praise Your honorable character within our lives.
You are the satisfaction in our lives on this earth.
I regress into the preoccupation of spiritual lethargy. I find no endurance or security; I am fully absorbed with the condition of poor self-esteem. A deluge of unstable emotional turmoil drowns me.
I am really tired of being transparent: my throat is dry from crying; my knowledge of You is weak, I wait painfully for the hope I have in You.
There are people who hate me without cause or rational reason; many are confused and full of anxiety: they want to destroy my reputation because of what I know of them.
With lies and acts of hatred they determine carnal attitudes because of what they do in secret. I have reestablished and restored the identities that were immature; but these wounded souls were not abused by me.
Lord You comprehend my lack of wisdom: my shortcomings are many and not hid from You.
Do not enable those who hate me be filled with guilt; do not let them be ashamed because of what I know of them. Do not let their searching of You be wounded or insulted because of me.
I suffer mental anguish because of this transparency; it defames my pride and envelops my self-esteem.
My friends think I am hopeless, I am rejected by people who call themselves my family, and the builders of the family name ignore or run from me.
They are full of jealousy, this has developed a prison within their own identity. They are devoured with arrogance and they have a scornful attitude toward Your Word. This overwhelms me.
When I whine or cry through fasting prayer, my identity is revealed of how inept I truly am. I am full of remorse.
I tried to hide by constructing a facade to cover these feelings: I became a joke to those around me and a sham to myself.
There are people who have established themselves as gatekeepers to my soul, fruit inspectors to my spirit, and self-appointed judges that talk unmercifully against my character: I am abused for the truth I know and the lies they tell. These are drunk with their own importance and power.
I will reconcile myself with You and am determined to pray for these who wound themselves at my expense: Lord, You are kind to me, grant discipleship, and favor whenever I need it; You listen to my cries, the stability of Your salvation helps me to endure the attitudes and behaviors from Your people.
Direct me out of this mess that Your children love to wallow in, enable me not to relapse into grief: help me to escape their hatred and poor self-esteem that occupies their rational being.
Do not allow their self-absorption to conquer my thoughts; neither enable this preoccupation of carnal attitudes and behaviors to swallow me. Do not enable their grave of self-pity to devour me.
Pay attention to their praise of You Lord, they need Your kindness and favor it is their spiritual prosperity; prepare me with Your compassionate love.
I need Your acceptance right now, I am totally stressed. I need to hear Your voice of reason and wisdom.
Redeem their identity in Your secure character: preserve them from these acts of hatred.
You have always understood insecurity: this distress and anxiety manifests itself before You as prayer requests and gossip.
This openness overwhelms my identity and emotional status: I am stressed at this abuse and sick of it: I want to be consoled, no one consoles me. I want to be avenged, but not one stands up.
These acts of hatred has poisoned my transparency: my eagerness to serve became grievous behaviors of complaint.
Entrap these attitudes and behaviors, so that I may endure a healthy lifestyle.
Enable my ignorance to not be misunderstood as insecurity and anxiety. I need Your strength Lord.
Disburse my indignation and inability to gain Your acceptance.
Expose and devastate these defense mechanisms that have developed as spiritual facades; do not allow them comfort in the protective wall that they have built around their justified positions.
Harass the attitudes and behaviors that have wounded my discipleship; I do not partake in the anguish of gossip, for there is enough consequences for the lack of wisdom.
Assign consequences to any offences that I may have caused: I cannot enter into Your call of separation without a cleansing of my identity.
Erase the reality of these carnal attitudes that are displayed as carnal behaviors against me; enable me to walk just and clean before You.
I submit myself to this developmental stage so that I might enable Your call into transparency; defend me so that I will be strong in Your character.
I walk in a transparent lifestyle; I give glory to the definite and conspicuous position of faith within my life, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my new lifestyle. I love being nourished with a maturation that honors You with true thanksgiving.
This will enable the Lord to be visible in my life; You accept me as Your child. This is better than all the power or strength of service for mankind I will ever do.
Many have submitted to this discipline; they will discern and understand this psalm and be gratified: my identity and emotional well being is revived because I diligently search for You Lord.
You are attentive to anyone who suffers from deprivation and You do not disesteem anyone who fights an emotional battle within themselves.
Enable Your intelligence and confidence to be transparent within us; we give You the glory for our health. Enable Your peace to dwell in those who need it and allow those who are mature in You to praise You.
You Lord are open to our conspicuousness in worship, it is You who builds and makes repairs of our natural man: we praise Your comfort given during this time of stress.
This is the fruit of the work that is done in our lives by You Lord. We worship You and are so thankful. We love Your definite and conspicuous position of faith in our walk before You. We love Your mark of individuality within our personal dynamics, and praise Your honorable character within our lives.
You are the satisfaction in our lives on this earth.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Psalm 64 Deception
Listen to my concerns Lord, understand my prayer: protect my well being from these acts of hatred from mankind and his ideology.
Suppress any ability to conspire to do evil for their self-gain, keep me from these who practice strife and turmoil; hopefully in vain.
Many use the double edge of Your Word as a cutting instrument to slaughter the innocent and not for discipleship; their desire is to inflict wounds, incite bitterness instead of reason or counsel.
These individuals secretly accuse the upright and plot behind their back: they shift blame on any scapegoat convenient instead of being accountable to You.
Hurtful causes and schemes are their motives: they plan deceptive tricks behind closed doors, they really think no one will notice or disapprove of this behavior because they have done this for many years without conviction.
They disguise and distort the truth with their facade of religious words and lifestyles: no one calls them into account, so to them it is hidden and acceptable.
I thank You God, who teaches with piercing words that convict the soul because of these carnal attitudes and behaviors.
Their words and motives will be used against them by the very people they teach; it will be recognized as Your work in their lives; thus attitudes and behaviors might be changed.
The builders of the family name show reverence and manifest true commitment toward You Lord, it will be revealed in our attitudes and behaviors; we, who are the people of God, practice and understand the lifestyle You have placed before us. We will be the best role models that we can be, as imperfect as we are.
I want to be righteous and glad in You Lord, I love Your confidence in me; I must be honest in my thinking then my emotional well being will be transparent to all.
Suppress any ability to conspire to do evil for their self-gain, keep me from these who practice strife and turmoil; hopefully in vain.
Many use the double edge of Your Word as a cutting instrument to slaughter the innocent and not for discipleship; their desire is to inflict wounds, incite bitterness instead of reason or counsel.
These individuals secretly accuse the upright and plot behind their back: they shift blame on any scapegoat convenient instead of being accountable to You.
Hurtful causes and schemes are their motives: they plan deceptive tricks behind closed doors, they really think no one will notice or disapprove of this behavior because they have done this for many years without conviction.
They disguise and distort the truth with their facade of religious words and lifestyles: no one calls them into account, so to them it is hidden and acceptable.
I thank You God, who teaches with piercing words that convict the soul because of these carnal attitudes and behaviors.
Their words and motives will be used against them by the very people they teach; it will be recognized as Your work in their lives; thus attitudes and behaviors might be changed.
The builders of the family name show reverence and manifest true commitment toward You Lord, it will be revealed in our attitudes and behaviors; we, who are the people of God, practice and understand the lifestyle You have placed before us. We will be the best role models that we can be, as imperfect as we are.
I want to be righteous and glad in You Lord, I love Your confidence in me; I must be honest in my thinking then my emotional well being will be transparent to all.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Psalm 59 Acts of Hatred
[Acts of hatred: are defined in this book as the works of the flesh which are anger, bitterness, resentment, lying, unforgiveness, jealousy, fear, greed, gossip, perversity, hypocrisy.]
Restore me Lord from these acts of hatred. My God vindicate me from these attitudes and behaviors that have established themselves against Your ways and against my best interests.
Defuse this habit of unhealthy self-protection, self-centeredness, and self-love; avenge this passivity that drains me emotionally because of unresolved guilt.
These negative attitudes lurk inside my identity: they at times control my thinking; not because of rebellion or offences that I may have committed Lord.
For whatever reason they challenge and fortify themselves within me and I want to justify this as no fault of mine: I must be aware of the reality, Lord please advise me through this situation.
You are my Lord, the God of the believers; provoke right choices for my entire being: do not take pity on this self-centered thinking of denial or blame shifting. Stop and think about that.
I face these attitudes daily: the reality of my thinking and awareness attacks my carnal nature over and over, this causes trouble within my mental well being.
Insults just pour out of my speech: the destructive effects of sarcasm, ridicule, and lies are in my words: why do I not care about the wounds I commit, do I not understand the harm that this does?
You Lord laugh at my immaturity: You call me into account and hold me in contempt.
I want Your boldness and security Lord, I want to change my attitudes and behaviors; put a guard over my mouth. You Lord are my vindication.
You are the God of kindness, mercy, and reproof. I will predetermine my thinking about negative issues: teach me Lord to respect Your people so I may change these hostilities within me.
Do not destroy me Lord, help me to remove this attitude of self-importance: create anxiety within me to deflate this superior attitude. Lord help me to vindicate myself.
If I choose to have an abusive mouth, this will cause arrogant words to bind me to a false sense of security: this bloviating and facade of security is nothing more than hypocrisy.
Stop this poison of indignant rage, end this attitude of hatred, I no longer want it to control my thinking: what I need is for You Lord to be the teacher of what I need for Your ways. Restraining my old nature and revealing a pseudo self-confidence. Stop and think about that.
Everyday circumstances enable the sound of my troubled rage to be visible: the awareness of this reality attacks my thinking time and time again.
The anxiety this causes provokes my sanity, and insomnia is ever present. I must resolve this issue.
I will praise Your boldness, strength, and security; Yes, I will rejoice in Your kind reproach, each and everyday: You are my defense mechanism and support system during stressful times. I just have to learn to trust You.
It is only Your strength that I need: You are my security, my mercy, and my compassion.
Restore me Lord from these acts of hatred. My God vindicate me from these attitudes and behaviors that have established themselves against Your ways and against my best interests.
Defuse this habit of unhealthy self-protection, self-centeredness, and self-love; avenge this passivity that drains me emotionally because of unresolved guilt.
These negative attitudes lurk inside my identity: they at times control my thinking; not because of rebellion or offences that I may have committed Lord.
For whatever reason they challenge and fortify themselves within me and I want to justify this as no fault of mine: I must be aware of the reality, Lord please advise me through this situation.
You are my Lord, the God of the believers; provoke right choices for my entire being: do not take pity on this self-centered thinking of denial or blame shifting. Stop and think about that.
I face these attitudes daily: the reality of my thinking and awareness attacks my carnal nature over and over, this causes trouble within my mental well being.
Insults just pour out of my speech: the destructive effects of sarcasm, ridicule, and lies are in my words: why do I not care about the wounds I commit, do I not understand the harm that this does?
You Lord laugh at my immaturity: You call me into account and hold me in contempt.
I want Your boldness and security Lord, I want to change my attitudes and behaviors; put a guard over my mouth. You Lord are my vindication.
You are the God of kindness, mercy, and reproof. I will predetermine my thinking about negative issues: teach me Lord to respect Your people so I may change these hostilities within me.
Do not destroy me Lord, help me to remove this attitude of self-importance: create anxiety within me to deflate this superior attitude. Lord help me to vindicate myself.
If I choose to have an abusive mouth, this will cause arrogant words to bind me to a false sense of security: this bloviating and facade of security is nothing more than hypocrisy.
Stop this poison of indignant rage, end this attitude of hatred, I no longer want it to control my thinking: what I need is for You Lord to be the teacher of what I need for Your ways. Restraining my old nature and revealing a pseudo self-confidence. Stop and think about that.
Everyday circumstances enable the sound of my troubled rage to be visible: the awareness of this reality attacks my thinking time and time again.
The anxiety this causes provokes my sanity, and insomnia is ever present. I must resolve this issue.
I will praise Your boldness, strength, and security; Yes, I will rejoice in Your kind reproach, each and everyday: You are my defense mechanism and support system during stressful times. I just have to learn to trust You.
It is only Your strength that I need: You are my security, my mercy, and my compassion.
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