Psalm 124 Security

If it wasn't for Your loyalty Lord; this is the testimony of Your people:

If it wasn't for Your faithfulness Lord, there would be many trials that would defeat us;

These difficulties can devour our nourishment, restoration, and preservation. Anytime the emotions of anger or jealousy come against us, it can be devastating to our rational being.

Feelings of rejection can cause suffering that overwhelm us, hostility can flood our emotional stability.

Any overwhelming feelings can cause insecurity: loss of defense mechanism, jealousy, and rejection; these can all be masked into arrogance or superiority.

Thanks to our Lord, who does not give us the victim mentality or co-dependant facades.

Our identity is secure against the pitfalls in the manipulation of ideology; these schemes of insecurity are exposed in us and we are free from these contrivance.

Our nurturing and protection is in You Lord, You form our intellect and confidence.

Psalm 119K Insecurity

I am very aware that Your counsel and Your Word Lord is the answer to my insecurity; it brings enlightenment to my ignorance.

I made You a promise, and I will keep it; I am determined, I am informed.

At times, the burden of it deeply overwhelms and depresses me: I need the nourishment and restoration Lord, I need Your Word.

Please accept my spontaneous outcry, I beg You Lord; I offer You my life, teach me Your just attitude and behaviors.

Reveal the truth of my identity; I am fully aware that Your presence and Word is my source of truth.

There are those who walk in guilt by choice, they plot cruel and slanderous lies about me: I will not vacillate from Your Word or presence.

It is through Your Word that the mirror image of restoration is given as my inheritance: I rejoice within my being, and am strengthened through my intellectual understanding.

I commit to Your Word with not only my intellect, but my emotional energy and understanding as well; it is the very source of my life.

Psalm 104 Reality of problem solving

My reality is based on the Word of God, You are my Lord, You diligently nourish me. I worship You, You are endowed with honor and majesty.

You are the example of the perfect mantle: transparent, intellectual, and full of enlightenment and a shield against my carnal nature.

The illumination of enlightenment is within Your reflection , my guidance is through Your expressions, commitment of reality, and understanding.

I maintain and observe as a messenger of reality all of the expressions and functions of it; I radiate in Your presence.

You are my established and perfected confidence; in this way, it cannot be removed by secular theology or ideology.

It is You who protects and guides my discernment: Your reflection endures and establishes the illumination of Your Word.

Your reprimand can bring withdrawal or emotional shut down within my thinking; when I perceive agitation in Your Spirit, I tremble with fear.

But I also feel restored by Your presence and am aware of my human frailties; I function in depression until I can establish Your counsel for me at this time.

It is within Your boundaries that I should not stray; when I do, my decision of rebellion is set. My carnal confidence fails in Your understanding.

You are the source of satisfaction to my depression; Your Word brings comprehension and instruction to my awareness for illumination.

This births a new revived spirit and a renewal to my confidence: my enthusiasm and joy returns.

The obscurity of this enlightenment has past and brings life to my attitudes and behaviors.

You Lord are the reason for this awareness: once confidence has returned, maturity can be accomplished within me.

Insecurity might compel the bitterness to labor and inhabit my maturation and this confidence to nourish my rational being.

Identity will make transparent my emotional feelings, but Your anointing Lord always refreshes my understanding of who I am.

The strength of Your satisfaction and the tenacity of my carnal attitudes can only be understood and directed by You, Lord;

where carnal desires are allowed to nestle: trouble needs a secure hand for direction.

Arrogance will take a powerful stand within my rational soul then carnal confidence will profit my carnal nature; obsession and compulsive disorders are the shelter
for disguised suppression.

It is the Lord who determines this span of time for this season; it is You who recognizes the need of Your ingenious intervention for my thinking.

The time of withholding knowledge is an insecure obscure season: where in my carnal appetite bristle's and adapts itself rapidly to carnal desires.

I must not placate or appease these desires during this season of reality; but I must pursue and sustain Your provision for me.

When enlightenment exposes and eradicates my carnal appetites, they will no longer be allowed to become a comfort to me.

Anyone who births, labors, and maintains their vision in You Lord, will teach, minister, or counsel with security and truth.

I am amazed how diversified Your activities, occupations, and accomplishments are within my life; in Your true compassion and wisdom You teach me everything I need to know about me. I am confident in Your re-creation of me.

I continue to struggle with attitudes of insolence and pride, and walk in unstable behaviors; wherein I make them an non-entity. I become proud of the accomplishments in my carnal abilities. This is wrong.

There becomes a behavioral transference that is easily motivated within my thinking, of course it is followed by mental desolation.

The hesitation I feel within my thinking is caused by Your mercy so I may choose a moral decision; it is carnal ease within my being or an attitude of nurturing from You?

The decision made, I become strengthened in Your presence: You initiate my ability and confidence to seek Your favor and grace.

If for any reason I accept the ease of carnality, I will become dismayed and anxious: If I remove Your reality from my life, I have lost my identity. I then, regress.

Release Your reality to me, enable Your nurturing to be a formative process within my life: my confidence will find reality and I will be repaired.

You glory is a commitment and an accomplishment for me: You rejoice in this attitude and a behavioral choice to change.

It is Your respect of my personal dynamics that encourages my confidence and enlightenment. I receive this with great joy.

I will remember this relationship and personal training of my carnality for as long as I live: I gladly praise You for my restoration in Your righteousness.

I meditate with security and wholesome feelings within my rational soul. I have become a vessel of Your transparency for all to see.

If there are those who would be skeptical of carnal attitudes and behaviors within their walk with You; enable them to see the work You have done for me. It is Your restorative process of reality within my life that mankind can receive and praise You for.

Psalm 84 Purpose

I love being in Your presence, You have appointed this time for me.

My identity yearns for Your approval, my security is You surrounding me: My rational being desires Your purpose for my insecure life.

It is my self-esteem that will establish this spontaneous time of worship with You; this is where I am free, mature, and nurtured in You.

I am content and established in Your restoration and transparency for this time in my life. Stop and think about that.

I am so fortunate that my boldness and strength is in Your ability as my restorer; Your understanding of me and the ability within me is beyond my comprehension.

Your source of satisfaction brings weeping of joyous tears; Your teaching fills my intellect with grace and thanksgiving.

We intellectually and spiritually exercise ourselves from strength to strength. Everyone can be open and appear before You Lord.

You have appointed this time for me; intellectually discern my prayer and understand my need of You within my ability to use self-control.

Provide a shelter of defense for Your chosen vessel: I need Your acceptance, esteem, and support.

Better is one day in Your secure purpose that a thousand days anywhere else: I would rather be your servant than remain in obvious sin to the disturbed wealthy.

You Lord are my accomplished protector: You restore grace and honor to me; You do not deny any good from the choice of integrity and truth.

I am contented in You Lord; You are my boldness and confidence.

Psalm 73 Attitude and Behaviors

It is true that the Lord is gracious to those who have new life or are restored back to Him. He also gives grace to those who are pure in motives, transparent in attitude and behaviors, and mature within their identity and emotional well being.

But as for me right now, I feel none of this; my endurance is exhausted. My spiritual awareness of truth has lapsed into apathy.

I am apathetic toward those who are able to walk in transparency and without pride; all I can see is the performance and gain of those who live in guilt and condemnation.

It appears that there is no incisive consequences for those who ruin lives by making carnal choices; their power and strength appear solid and secure in this
world.

They do not labor in grief or suffer anxiety like I do: they do not appear to feel aggravation, depression, or remorse like I do.

They wear arrogance as a trophy; deception and injustice is worn by them like an expensive suit.

Their conceit is a flourishing parade; their net worth and dollar value is more than my imagination can fathom.

They are depraved and perverted within their attitudes, they practice and plot distressful behaviors and unjust gain through dissension; they use condescending attitudes and pretentious behaviors for power and control.

They justify their attitude with intellectual theory, this is revealed by vain or pseudo babble.

Those who are upright in attitude and just in behaviors have been restored in the stability of God's righteous character: their identity reveals the stability that was imparted as a gift to them.

If a stubborn determination is revealed, the attitude is justified within themselves as an end to a means. The question is asked from them to God: What do You know or understand about our ways? Does this Almighty God have any opinions concerning us or our needs?

Discern carefully those who walk in guilt and violate the spirit of others. They are secure within themselves and invent systems that the carnal man embraces; they grow and prosper in their own resources.

I admit that I have tried to deny these attitudes and behaviors exist and even have tried to justify their self-centered position.

But God and His mercy convicts me daily and I am aware that I need righteous correction about these vain motives.

So I decided to hold a grudge; but was reminded of this attitude as being deceitful, this generation of the builders of the family name is not convicted by this.

Lord, You held me into account for this attitude and deceptive understanding; I began to be emotionally exhausted and worry overwhelmed me.

It wasn't until I was in Your presence Lord did I fully understand the consequences of my attitude and behaviors.

It was You who directed my indiscriminate responsibility and dislocation of the functions of my choices: my feelings were full of depression and grief.

I was amazed how quickly these consequences stunned me. I am devastated with fear and anxiety.

Just as a nightmare can wake us; Lord so will Your reality once we realize the choices we made concerning the carnal attitudes and behaviors.

I understood and was made aware of the grief and shame I caused; I learned a valuable lesson of the motivations and consequences of these choices.

My attitude was unreasonable and my behaviors imbecilic: I acted like a barbarian toward You and Your people.

Even though guilt and remorse set in my mind, I still couldn't shake Your presence from me: Your security gave my rational being strength and direction.

You influenced and instructed me with Your counsel and Your Word; I finally learned that You can be transparent through me.

My physical and emotional health is inadequate; You Lord are the strength of my identity: Your devastation is only for those who choose rebellion or are hateful in character.

Anyone choosing to remove themselves from Your will are choose to loose their identity in You: devastation come to those who decide to commit idolatry.

I have determined to serve You Lord: I place my trust and confidence in You. You will properly discipline me.

Psalm 70 Direction

Unburden my spirit Lord, I am eager to be nurtured, disciplined, and strengthened by Your just hand.

Enable those who are full of jealousy be disappointed by their behaviors, stop this abuse that is within their thinking. I want my identity complete in You and my spirit revived. Do not allow the insults and emotional wounds cause me grief or sorrow.

Enable them to remember and be restored from these shameful attitudes and behaviors; they disgrace themselves in their own arrogance before You.

Empower me to search and seek Your favor: I want to be encouraged, illumined, perceptive, and transparent in Your will: allow me to love and appreciate Your salvation within me. Your nurturing brings maturation to me and that maturation gives honor to You.

I will admit this self-examination does cause depression within me because the results is pain full awareness of my reality in You. This deprivation I feel within my being is because I have not followed the direction You have given. Lord, be quick to nurture me and encourage my commitment to You. Do not prolong Your presence from me, please.

Psalm 65 Instability

Tranquility and transparency are the monumental guiding pillars of Your character for me: it is You who can give complete restoration within my attitudes, behaviors, and motivations.

It is You Lord who comprehends and discerns my intercession before You, only to You can I turn for the understanding of me.

There are false words and deception that are strong against me and my identity in You: my offenses are many but Lord You know what is true and what are false accusations.

I am straightforward with You, and You accept that about me. I approach You with every need I have, even emotional abuse; I then rest in Your protected presence. It is from Your ability to heal, endurance is given to me, and the power of Your love is my benefit.

There are terrible situations that require Your righteous answers for our questions; You are our spiritual prosperity that assures us and gives hope toward our confidence. This is a comfort to anyone unstable in these attitudes and behaviors:

You are the ability we need that establishes and stabilizes our intellect and rational being: You are our powerful force:

You are the peace when we groan from instability; instability that ruins and causes the rage within mankind.

Instability can cause deprivation, from that we might birth a new beginning or growth stage for the triumphant ending of maturity.

You not only oversee our confidence, You reveal it: it is through maturation that our life is nurtured and will reflect Your enlightened nature: then Your Word establishes itself in our life.

It is You Lord, who gives the satisfaction of maturity: You break the bonds of depression and immaturity, You pour out Your word to us and pain is dissolved. You birth success within our spiritual, emotional, and physical lives.

Your protection is encompassing and Your nourishment constant; we accept Your perfect stability within our walk with You.

The acceptance is an emotional support system that motivates me: this nurturing overwhelms me with great joy.

This emotional support is for all of God's people; their hope and their growth might cause temporary discomfort but Your Word equips us for great responsibility within Your will for our lives.

We shout for joy as we sing praise to and about Your ability.

Psalm 60 Insecurity

God I feel like You have rejected me, I have dishonored You with unhealthy attitudes and behaviors; please restore Yourself to me once again.

I recognize that I have taken my self-confidence into my own hands and it is now turned to arrogance: mend this attitude, birth Your confidence within me; I feel the effects of free floating anxiety upon me.

You show me reality even though I prefer denial and complacency: the things You teach stun me, I walk around in a daze.

You ascribe to me an understanding that enlighten my intellect, I need to revere You. This understanding raises a standard of reality that only You accept. Stop and think about that.

Strengthen me Lord; preserve and avenge me with a strong answer.

I await for Your appointed answer; I will rejoice in the burden You place on my shoulders to stretch my ability to carry.

These displaced attitudes and behaviors are temporary because You will stabilize my thinking.

You are the affirmation and support of my life; deprivation only comes when I offend You. Prolific and creative thinking will also be the strength that get me through this growth cycle, understanding will be the medication that will heal me.

Sometimes self love is my bathtub; my need for attention is rejected because of the worthless effort it produces: self-pity is broken because of Your Spirit dwelling within my emotional awareness comforting me.

Who will bring this reality of Your confidence to me? Who will teach me the emptiness of self-indulgence?

Do not reject me God because of unhealthy lusts within my carnal nature. It was You who reinforces this appointed learning time for me.

Help me through this stressful time: mankind does not have the ability to meet my spiritual needs or healing.

It is through Your virtuous strength that I will achieve good mental health: it is You who will help me stop these unhealthy attitudes and behaviors that plague me.