Psalm 140 Protection

Direct me away from the ideology of the carnal minded; protect me from the abusive rage of their politics:

They choose to consciously stress and verbalize confusion to rational thinking; they delight in obsessively distorting any sense of reality.

Their purpose is to wound with lies and slander; cunning words of anger depress any natural boundary I have within my rational being. Stop and think about that.

Sustain me Lord from the power and direction of those who walk in guilt: protect me from the injustice of the carnal thinkers: who purposely plot against my well-being.

Arrogance sets a trap, the standard type of bondage with lies and deception that surround them will fail to support them. Stop and think about that.

I state Lord that You are my God: listen to the words of my rational being.

Lord God, give boldness to my salvation; You protect my ability and understanding in this defensive season I am in.

Do not avenge the attitude of the condemned: do not secure their behaviors; lest they think their ideology is superior. Stop and think about that.

There are attitudes that envelop my thinking; this labor is a wearing effort of worry within the natural boundary of my thinking.

Enable me to embrace this anger: enable the feelings of rage to be under control; I do not want these feelings to endure.

Do not allow words of stress or grief to be established and come against my confidence: guilt will chase the injustice within the carnality of mankind to ruin.

I am convinced that You Lord maintain my cause with humility and will vindicate my suffering and depression.

Truly the righteous will give thanks for Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character: the upright will inherit Your acceptance, endurance, and purpose.

Psalm 132 Contentment

Lord, identify me as Your beloved; I have many concerns today.

I make my commitments known to You, I use self-control when I make promises.

It is true, that I earnestly try not to enter a dwelling or sleep at night;

I am not apathetic in thought nor lazy in my carnal nature,

I purpose to be in the presence of You, in the shelter of Your control.

I desire to be obedient and truly mature: I can only acquire this from Your confidence and strength in me.

I will go to Your quiet place: I worship You and will be established.

Accomplish in me Lord Your peace: You are the security of my strength.

Enable Your leadership to be covered in Your righteousness: and enable Your chosen to be bold in service and worship.

I am Your beloved servant, do not omit me from Your acceptance and anointing.

You are complete and thorough in the work of stability within Your beloved; I would not change a thing; Your presence is my reward, Your protection is a new beginning of faith for me.

I am a builder of the family name who guards and observes Your Word, this restoration process is complete for this generation, in You our protection is for a lifetime.

You Lord have tried this conspicuous guiding pillar: I am established as a person with tenacity.

You are my comfort right here where I live; You are my choice for support.

I welcome Your sustenance: You satisfy my deprivation with the nurturing and nourishment of You Word.

I am surrounded with Your godly leaders of transparency: I rejoice with Your chosen.

You are the power of growth to this beloved one: I am esteemed by the enlightenment of Your anointing.

The acts of hatred within the carnality of mankind causes shame to my witness: I will dedicate myself to worship.

Psalm 129 Guidance

Throughout time carnal thinkers cause stress in the people of God; it is up to Your people Lord to say:

Again I say throughout time carnal thinkers cause stress in the people of God: but this stress will not be successful in dividing us.

These carnal workers will disguise their motives and conceal their plans: but they will only cause depression if we enable them to do so.

You Lord are our righteousness and justice: it is Your choice Lord to wound the bondage of those who condemn and walk in guilt.

Enable conviction to be upon the carnality of mankind; enable Your children to be the conspicuous influence to help them out of that carnal lifestyle.

Enable the energy of carnality be useless, allow it to become an apathetic attitude of insecurity.

Discouragement will be the direction of attitude; chastisement will embrace their behaviors.But even strangers will acknowledge the blessing of the Lord is upon us as His people: we worship Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character.

Psalm 125 Protection

I choose to be a bold and confident guiding pillar, one who is secure in You Lord; You do not vacillate with Your stability for me, it is forever.

Your protection of security brings a foundational peace to my life; thank you Lord for Your protection of me.

The comfort of knowing I am not condemned or Your correction does not kill, gives direction and hope for my life.

You are so good to me Lord; You give understanding to my rational being, I choose to be faithful and trustworthy for Your glory.

As for carnal thinkers, their self centered choices will be revealed within their lifestyle: it is Your truth that reveals the attitude of vain superiority; but Your security and confidence will be given to me.

Psalm 119M Regeneration

It is Your restorative process that is the righteous work of accomplishment within my rational being: my identity cherishes and preserves it.

Your transparency of counsel and enlightenment of Your Word is what gives understanding to my issues: this distinguishes my perception of ignorance and naivete.

My speech reveals my transparency and motivations: I aspire to Your Word.

I respect the compassion of Your traditions; I give honor to Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character.

This position, individuality, and character is established and stabilized within Your Word; I will not enable the carnal ego to govern within me.

Enable me to release this carnal stress and unjust gain within mankind: I need the practical guidelines for my attitude and behaviors from Your Word.

I need Your acceptance and endurance to enlighten me; teach me Your Word as the guide for my life.

I do not want the troubles of living to overwhelm me with grief; carnal thinkers will not keep, study, or obey Your Word.

Psalm 119 I Pride

My reality is complete in Your transparency: I will continue to trust in Your counsel and Word.

It was conceit that caused failure in the knowledge of Your truth by Your Word: when will I learn that it is Your truth that consoles me?

I want to be a vessel of worship; I am determined not to forget how to praise You through my attitude and behaviors.

How much more will it take for me to get it? I need Your just verdict so that I will choose Your righteous behaviors.

Arrogant attitudes have covertly taken me by surprise, cowardly behaviors are not my normal dynamics and in need of correction by Your Word.

Your Word delivers stability and truth to my carnal demands: I will not deceive myself and live with vain lies. Help me through this Lord.

If I continue to think and behave in this manner, I destroy my confidence; I am committed to change with the practical guide of Your Word.

Your Word nourishes and restores me with kindness and compassion; I will maintain my ability to reproduce Your Word through my life.

Psalm 119F Analysis

You are my destiny Lord; I am determined to learn, and study Your behaviors and counsel.

I yearn for Your acceptance with my attitudes and behaviors: You are merciful and I love Your Word.

I do analyze my attitude and behaviors and have endured myself to Your restorative and mirror image process.

I am aggressive and uninhibited in obedience to the study of Your Word.

I allowed legalism to intimidate Your restorative process within me: but I will not forget Your practical rules for guiding my life.

I enable changes that You establish within my life to be transparent and determined because I choose to worship You.

I am a friend to anyone who reveres You; especially those who use Your practical rules for guiding their lifestyles.

My confidence is full of Your mercy: Your practical rules for guiding my behaviors is worth the lifestyle effort of change.

Psalm 118 Call of Transparency

I choose to be thankful, I want to praise Your wondrous works Lord, I want to worship You: Your discipline endears me to You.

Enable all people to understand that Your discipline stabilizes us.

Teachers of Your Word declare that the Lord's discipline stabilizes us.

Enable our reverence to honor You, we declare that Your discipline endures us.

I purpose to expose my anxiety and stress to You Lord: You know exactly how to help me deal with these feelings, You establish my feelings.

You are my support system: when You are with me I do not fear, what can the carnal thinkers do to me?

You stand side by side with me; You are my protection and my emotional support: therefore consequences await for those who choose to hate.

My stability is in You Lord, which makes more sense than the ideology of carnal thinkers.

It is better to be stable in You Lord that to put my confidence in leadership of any kind.

As Your people, we should embrace Your cause to change this society for the better: it is Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character that will circumcise our thinking.

Rules and legalism for control attempts to set the ideology of carnal thinking, but it is Your Word that will circumcise their ideology.

Organized and arranged speeches and arguments are carefully scripted; angry insults and hateful words stab our rational being; it is Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character that will circumcise their schemes.

The motivation of rejection, shunning, and overwhelming intimidation is an attempt to drive away Your people, or just to prove a point, will fail: You Lord will protect and strengthen me.

You Lord are my confidence in boldness and strength, You are committed to my well being and accomplished transparency within my life.

I walk triumphal in boldness of transparency within Your righteousness: Your strength is far more able to sustain me that any carnal resource.

Your strength within me is superior: You are far more able to sustain my strength that any carnal resource.

I will not be ruined but revived in Your ability; I will inscribe to Your accomplishments within Your Word, that will maintain my commitment to You.

Your instruction has corrected and chastened me very well: but it did not ruin or destroy the strength or confidence You established within me.

I love being exposed to Your righteous boldness: I employ it and praise You in it:

Your call of transparency will be a part of my lifestyle when birthed within me.

I love to praise You Lord; You answer my every need, sometimes even before I know I have one; You are committed to this call of transparency within my life.

You will improve and develop this call, Yet reject the established religiosity that can happen within established leadership.

This is Your accomplishment Lord; it is a wonderful distinction for my identity and knowledge.

This is my beginning that You chose to birth into me; I rejoice and am so glad in it.

You are transparent with me and I ask that You enable me to be successful in glorifying You.

I am content with the choice of Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character within my rational being; I am contented in Your established place in my life.

You are my God, You give me luminous enlightenment: do not enable a victim mentality within me Lord, entwine Your strength with my faith.

You are my God, I worship You! You are my ideal and I honor You.

I am so thankful for Your love and Your Word is magnificent: Your discipline endures me forever.

Psalm 115 Co-dependance

It is not my place, it is not my glory, it is Your definite and conspicuous position,
mark of individuality, and honorable character that deserves glory; I respect Your kind reproof and merciful reproach and Your established trust as my stability Lord.

How can the carnal thinker say, where is Your God now?

You are my enlightenment: You provide whatever it is I need, and it pleases You to do so.

The carnal thinkers' obsession is greed, fear, money, and fame; the ability and success of mankind is power, control, and fame.

It is true that these have influential voices among the carnal thinkers, but they do not speak of godly righteousness: conceited man made ideology is all they can perceive:

These have the ability to listen but choose not to understand, they argue instead; anger is their weapon, they refused to accept the responsibility of the results they cause.

They also have the ability to work but would rather be taken care of by a nanny state: they walk but go no where; neither do they analyze their motives or behaviors.

They teach this ideology generation after generation to perpetuate their own kind of thinkers; this also perpetuates a lack of confidence within their rational being.

God's people need to be bold, confident, and secure in God's Word and with a relationship with the Lord Himself: You are our nurturer and our defense mechanism.

Teachers need to be established with bold confidence and teach the security of the Lord: because You Lord are our source of nourishment and our survival instructor.

I choose to revere You Lord, I am bold, confident, and secure in You: You are my nurturer and defense mechanism.

I am marked to be recognized in and by You: You adore Your children; You love the worship from Your children; You adore the established teaching of Your Word.

You love the honor given by those who reverence You; You love nourishing Your children with Your Word.

You mature and strengthen us again and again, especially those who are builders of the family name.

You adore Your children that's why You bless us with enlightenment and the confidence of faith.

Enlightenment belongs to You Lord to give to those who seek it: but Your confidence is given to the builders of the family name.

Those who are apathetic or co-dependant do not praise anyone but themselves; they do not use quiet behaviors to do so.

I choose to adore You Lord from now to eternity; I choose to love and study Your Word, You are worthy to be praised!

Psalm 104 Reality of problem solving

My reality is based on the Word of God, You are my Lord, You diligently nourish me. I worship You, You are endowed with honor and majesty.

You are the example of the perfect mantle: transparent, intellectual, and full of enlightenment and a shield against my carnal nature.

The illumination of enlightenment is within Your reflection , my guidance is through Your expressions, commitment of reality, and understanding.

I maintain and observe as a messenger of reality all of the expressions and functions of it; I radiate in Your presence.

You are my established and perfected confidence; in this way, it cannot be removed by secular theology or ideology.

It is You who protects and guides my discernment: Your reflection endures and establishes the illumination of Your Word.

Your reprimand can bring withdrawal or emotional shut down within my thinking; when I perceive agitation in Your Spirit, I tremble with fear.

But I also feel restored by Your presence and am aware of my human frailties; I function in depression until I can establish Your counsel for me at this time.

It is within Your boundaries that I should not stray; when I do, my decision of rebellion is set. My carnal confidence fails in Your understanding.

You are the source of satisfaction to my depression; Your Word brings comprehension and instruction to my awareness for illumination.

This births a new revived spirit and a renewal to my confidence: my enthusiasm and joy returns.

The obscurity of this enlightenment has past and brings life to my attitudes and behaviors.

You Lord are the reason for this awareness: once confidence has returned, maturity can be accomplished within me.

Insecurity might compel the bitterness to labor and inhabit my maturation and this confidence to nourish my rational being.

Identity will make transparent my emotional feelings, but Your anointing Lord always refreshes my understanding of who I am.

The strength of Your satisfaction and the tenacity of my carnal attitudes can only be understood and directed by You, Lord;

where carnal desires are allowed to nestle: trouble needs a secure hand for direction.

Arrogance will take a powerful stand within my rational soul then carnal confidence will profit my carnal nature; obsession and compulsive disorders are the shelter
for disguised suppression.

It is the Lord who determines this span of time for this season; it is You who recognizes the need of Your ingenious intervention for my thinking.

The time of withholding knowledge is an insecure obscure season: where in my carnal appetite bristle's and adapts itself rapidly to carnal desires.

I must not placate or appease these desires during this season of reality; but I must pursue and sustain Your provision for me.

When enlightenment exposes and eradicates my carnal appetites, they will no longer be allowed to become a comfort to me.

Anyone who births, labors, and maintains their vision in You Lord, will teach, minister, or counsel with security and truth.

I am amazed how diversified Your activities, occupations, and accomplishments are within my life; in Your true compassion and wisdom You teach me everything I need to know about me. I am confident in Your re-creation of me.

I continue to struggle with attitudes of insolence and pride, and walk in unstable behaviors; wherein I make them an non-entity. I become proud of the accomplishments in my carnal abilities. This is wrong.

There becomes a behavioral transference that is easily motivated within my thinking, of course it is followed by mental desolation.

The hesitation I feel within my thinking is caused by Your mercy so I may choose a moral decision; it is carnal ease within my being or an attitude of nurturing from You?

The decision made, I become strengthened in Your presence: You initiate my ability and confidence to seek Your favor and grace.

If for any reason I accept the ease of carnality, I will become dismayed and anxious: If I remove Your reality from my life, I have lost my identity. I then, regress.

Release Your reality to me, enable Your nurturing to be a formative process within my life: my confidence will find reality and I will be repaired.

You glory is a commitment and an accomplishment for me: You rejoice in this attitude and a behavioral choice to change.

It is Your respect of my personal dynamics that encourages my confidence and enlightenment. I receive this with great joy.

I will remember this relationship and personal training of my carnality for as long as I live: I gladly praise You for my restoration in Your righteousness.

I meditate with security and wholesome feelings within my rational soul. I have become a vessel of Your transparency for all to see.

If there are those who would be skeptical of carnal attitudes and behaviors within their walk with You; enable them to see the work You have done for me. It is Your restorative process of reality within my life that mankind can receive and praise You for.

Psalm 103 Change

I will bless the Lord with my identity: with everything I have I will acknowledge the definite and conspicuous position within my spirit, mark of individuality within my soul, and honorable character within my body.

I will adore You Father with my total being, I will not forget the health and life changing improvements that You have made in me.

You have forgiven my faults, even the lack of commitment; repaired my mental disorders, and physical ailments.

It is You who changes my strength and corrects my lifestyle with Your kind rebuke and merciful reproach.

It is You who fill my mouth with praise; my immaturity is rebuilt and renewed with strength.

You Lord exercise and maintain this transparency, determination, and discretion for my overwhelming feelings of deceit and abuse.

It is Your instruction through Your Word that give the understanding to my carnal nature, in order to strengthen myself as a builder of the family name within Your congregation.

You are full of compassion and grace, slow to be angry and overflowing with kindness.

This conviction will not always be with me: nor will Your disappointment of me.

You do not hold past confessed sins against me; nor punish me unjustly for my faults, bad choices, or wrongful behaviors.

It is Your enlightenment that is the power of my confidence, it is the strength of Your compassion that gives my reverence to You.

Just as light is from darkness, so have You removed rebellion from my thinking.

As a father understands his child, so do You understand my devotion to You.

Thank You for comprehending my character and motivations; You are ever mindful of how frail I really am.

As far as the carnal man is concerned, these seasons reveal the frailty of the flesh; the fading glory of the carnality spread and develops within its own merit.

The reality of anger is better understood as it becomes a non-entity: I cannot control the concern or the function of it until then.

Your kindness and compassion is perpetual and true to me; Your righteous transparency is upon this generation of the builders of the family name.

For those who are called and have chose to conform to this transparency are decisive and committed to Your mandate.

The Lord has established His mantle of enlightenment; His counsel is the power over our emotional well being.

I choose to honor You Lord, I am Your messenger; my confidence, ability, and strength comes from You. I choose to be committed to Your Word and will take Your counsel. I will obey Your call and teachings.

I will magnify You Lord because You have appointed this as my time for service; I will serve You and You accept my service for this generation.

I will glorify You in everything I think, say, and do; I give You dominion over every place I am: I will honor You in the reality of my identity and the truth I know.

Psalm 98 Mind Set

My reoccurring issues need Your renewed attitude adjustment because You have accomplished wonderful changes to my temperament.

Your transparency has obviously revealed the conceit of my thinking; I need Your unbiased integrity for the adjustment.

You have inscribed Your kind rebuke and merciful reprimand to me; the stability to the builders of the family name is where the repairs are completed and my confidence has discerned Your health for my rational soul.

I shout for joy because of Your confidence within me, it breaks open the attitude and behaviors of my life in harmonious song to celebrate You mindset for me.

This song is established as harmonious praise and worship that disband the pressing issues of my life which I face today.

Your protection guards against any confessed bitterness that would corrode my strength in You; I shout for joy against bitterness. You are the Master Counselor.

Enable any anxiety within me to be aggravated by any accomplishments that would inhabit Your place with me.

Enable me to be triumphant with Your righteous attitude for my enlightened life; this will nurture any strength that I need.

Vindicate Your righteous attitude to prevail in my thinking, my confidence needs Your rule without discrimination.

Psalm 91 Character

I am established in the protection of You, Supreme Restorer, and I can endure anything. I remain under the defense of Your protection, Almighty God.

I have determined within my thinking to be with You Lord; You are the trust and stronghold of my mental health: it is in You where my confidence and security remains.

It is Your defense and preservation that keeps my mind from the pitfall of compromise and confusion.

You are my protection Lord, defend me from the humiliation of the carnal tongue of mankind. You are my hope and boldness; it is Your stability that is my defense mechanism and safeguard of security.

I will not display these feelings of fear in times of adversity nor the wounds that come from each growing season.

The torment grows into anger; then insolence is obvious within my attitude and behaviors. My character is being tested and revealed.

I must discipline my emotional feelings to accept the abundance of strength that self-control can achieve; I will not allow a lack of discipline to control my character.

Only You can see the affliction that is within my rational being; only You can see the need for the restoration within my condemned attitudes and behaviors.

I am determined to change this and commit myself to Your will for my life: that is my hope, confidence, and boldness. To be restored by Your supreme restoration is now my occupation.

I will not allow evil motives to prosper in anguish within my being; and fight any wound of torment to approach my place in You.

It is Your will Lord to give Your angels command over my rational soul; and those I love, You will protect and guide safely.

This security brings encouragement as well as enlightenment to my thinking; their influence disbands any insecurity as a mental obstacle of doubt.

I walk with courage but also am aware of the diabolic theology that prevails: the pretense, facades, and pacifying monsters that is around the people of God. The display of insecurity within the carnal nature of mankind.

You reveal an attitude of love toward me Lord; also have given me a spirit of emancipation that directs my choices. I am well established in Your security and enlightenment. I have identified with Your definite and conspicuous position of spirit, mark of individuality within my soul, and honorable character within my flesh.

You call Lord, I answer: You are with me during times of anguish whether I feel it or not. You Lord are my strength and honor.

You reveal Yourself to me: I desire a long life of service to You. You are the satisfaction within my rational being.

Psalm 83 Acts of Hatred

I need to hear from You Lord, please give direction to me. Do not leave me stranded or be inactive within my spirit.

Consider these acts of hatred that is the works of the flesh are causing rage and anxiety within my rational being: this hate is causing arrogance within their thinking and grief within ours.

These are devious motives against me, deliberate behaviors of suppressed passive aggressive tendencies; they like sarcasm and think its wounds are funny.

These people boast of causing division among the believers; one side embraces the definite and conspicuous position of faith, the mark of individuality within their dynamics, and Your honorable character within their lifestyle; the other side recognizes only themselves and their ideology.

They organize their self efforts and have a common understanding; they choose to be a league of understanding within their belief system.

They have their own form of transparent truth that causes bloodshed against anyone who listens and follows the Lord. The difference is that we love God and they love themselves.

Their worship is their wealth and position within society, but their emotional well being is immature. Some are depressed, some full of self-pity, and some have eating disorders and love to be skeletal in appearance and thinking.

Some try honesty, but most are not; the dangerous thing is that they embrace and even birth the attitude and behaviors of the builders of the family name. This is a facade.

They are contentious if anyone does not embrace their ideology; watch for signs of crises orientation behavior, observe and take note of their whirlpool of emergent issues.

This attitude will be the destruction of their cause: but also their personal agendas will be revealed through their behaviors.

Compulsive disorders can be structured as a deception of sincerity; it is true that this show of superiority will be revealed as an emotional deprivation to protect their insecurity.

It is their life's dream to drive out God's people and the truth to make their ideology a belief system.

Psalm 82 Attitude

The Lord has established and restored me for the strength of His people; He is the judge that controls my life.

How long will carnal and justified attitudes unjustly condemn the believer and society magnify the respect for those who walk in guilt? Stop and think about that.

Avenge and vindicate those who walk in attitudes of depression, co-dependence, abuse, and the persecuted and lonely: be transparent to those who are humble, and spiritually wounded, Lord.

Give direction and change to those who are willing to do so and those who are apathetic to the carnal nature of mankind; from the unbeliever comes the intimidating force of carnality.

These carnal thinkers are unlearned in Your ways Lord, they walk in misunderstanding and ignorant blindness; they operate in the misery of hopelessness: instruction of Your confidence is beyond their comprehension.

You have said: you think the ideology of these justified positions within the mind of mankind make you gods; the reality is that you are the builders of the family name who use carnal ideology and man made counsel.

Mere mortals and your arrogance are rejected; your inferiority complex exposes the hypocrites that you are.

What governs the confidence of the believer is endurance, strength, and transparency in You Lord: it is Your earth and all the people in it.

Psalm 79 Carnal Mind

The carnal nature within mankind would love to invade our legacy with the Lord; the ability to change our attitude and behaviors has now changed into a perverted ruin of argument among ideologies.

This disgrace has been disguised by a facade of arrogance, it exposes the insecurity of carnal thinking and tries to devastate our identity with stubborn theory.

Guilt is numbed by a shroud of apathy mistaking it as contentment; no one can hide the devastating effect it has on our relationship with You Lord.

Being criticized and defamed by the secularists around us; disrespected and insulted, and being a laughing stock where ever we go.

How long must we endure this ridicule, Lord? Are You not satisfied with are meager attempts to serve You? Will Your mistrust and resentment ignite change toward piety?

Manifest Your disappointment toward the carnal who do not recognize You as Lord, those who are self-governed and unrepentant.

It is these who engulf the old carnal nature of mankind, they are apathetic within their identity and emotional well-being.

Lord do not recall our carnal beginnings as rational souls: enable Your compassion to be projected upon and through us, we are discouraged, exhausted, and depressed.

Nurture and sustain Your heritage, You are our defense; it is Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality in our dynamics, and honorable character within our lifestyle that help us to recover. It is for Your glory, Lord.

Is it the believer who asks where is my God? Enable Your instruction and comprehension to be acknowledged through us for the avenging of our innocence. Do not reject us Lord.

Can You hear the agony within our emotional soul? It is the obedience and strength that sustains the builder of the family name who knows Your expectation.

The carnal nature or its theologies is what deserves the shame and have this guise within its boundaries; it is because of the choices within the carnal mind that chooses to defame You and Your Word.

We are Your people Lord, we study, learn, and implement Your Word. We choose to worship You with our lives forever: we are the celebration of Your transparency to all generations.

Psalm 77 Rejection

I cry unto You Lord with a painful plea to give understanding to this rejection; I know You hear my cries.

I am in a season of anguish, but I continue to pursue Your favor Lord: This neurosis kept me up all night. My identity in You refuses to be comforted, even though I have repented.

I am aware of the conviction Lord, but I do not know why. I examined my attitude and behaviors even motives; and this reality of nonacceptance was overwhelming.

You revealed conceit and suppressed inferiority of those around me: I am terribly aggravated I can't even talk about this with anyone.

I have thought about this relationship of the past, the changes that should have been done are obvious, but the lack of responsibility helps camouflage the hidden agendas and wrong attitudes among these people.

I am ever cognizant of these reoccurring issues that is causing distress, they say forgive and forget but they themselves do not: I examine my own character flaws and have the understanding of it; my reality is misrepresented within their distress.

Lord, will I always be rejected by these folks? Unless I am the scapegoat; or allow their hidden agendas to go unnoticed, or be brought into account I am not accepted.

Do not enable Your mercy to leave me Lord. But why must I give up my identity in You to be accepted by them? Your promises do not end with bloodlines or denominational boundaries.

If You do not abandon me, why do they? You are not angered with the boldness of my character, in fact You encourage it, why are they behaving this way? Stop and think about that.

I do repent if I have afflicted any wounds; I will not go back and wear the disguise that was demanded of me as a child. You have restored my true identity to me. Why do they hate that?

I recall the achievements that You have creatively predetermined for my call as Your servant; my purpose is to walk in Your health; physically, mentally, and spiritually as a testimony to Your ability to restore mankind to You and himself.

I study and contemplate every aspect of the reality and truth of these dynamics; I teach and testify of Your exploits within my life.

Your character is that of a clean consecrated life of righteousness: not that of ideology, legalism, or justified positions deserved. Who dares to ask Your servants to conform to their doctrines as if they were Yours? Do they think they know more than You; certainly they don't know me better than You?

It is You Lord who provides the ability to perform any accomplishments [whether hidden or revealed] that I do for Your glory. You are the strength of my boldness.

Through Your power and strength You have redeemed me; even among the builders of the family name. Sometimes I am restrained and other times I am productive within my dynamics.

My identity is revealed in You: the wounds of rejection and jealousy are tiresome, it constantly undisclosed the projected unresolved issues which provoke hatred toward me. I am so tired of it.

Your provision of guidance was revealed to me through the reflection of your character: You restore my self-esteem, untroubled and well grounded: these projected wounds force the reality of unforgiving that is within their attitudes and behaviors to be demonstrated before my eyes.

You guide me as a radiant child with the direction of Your acceptance. How honored I am; my choice is to be a reflection of You in full enlightenment.

Psalm 76 Stubbornness

Lord I am recognized by You during the celebration of worship; with respect and honor I praise You: it is Your definite and conspicuous position of faith within my spirit, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character that is nourishment to my renewed nature.

You are the complete security within my identity, the defender of my restoration and a refuge of strength that has become my guiding pillar.

It is within this security where the Lord reveals the inflicted wounds of prejudice, abuse, defense mechanism, and the sense of self protection. Stop and think about that.

It is You Lord who is the intellect that inspires my healing from these who abuse.

Stubbornness is what makes us spiritually impaired, the desire to be apathetic and indifferent: it will not strengthen our service in and to You.

You have revealed and reprimanded my carnal nature; You are the God of my restraint and accountability, I am only as strong as I allow You to be in my spiritual consciousness.

Conviction comes with a struggle within my comprehension and my esteem: my confidence is full of idle theory and it did temporarily appease this pain.

It is Your transparency Lord that accomplishes the determination to recover my self from depression and self-pity. Stop and think about that.

Surely this bitterness is a weapon against my identity and relationship with You: stubbornness is a residue of unresolved anger.

I must make a commitment of forgiveness and be restored to Your acceptance; changing for the sake of social acceptance is alright, but changing to conform to Your character is the spiritual gift I give to myself.

Our Lord's character is superior: He loathes the attitudes and behaviors of self-righteousness and pseudo self-confidence within our carnal nature.

Psalm 74 Rational Being

Lord I am feeling rejected by You. Does my anger blind me from Your will and presence?

Imprint Your character within my identity so that I might be recognized by believers; A branch of Your inheritance are these You have avenged; You remain as our conspicuous monument and guiding pillar, Lord guide us.

Enable encouragement to actively motivate all of us through confidence in our behaviors and truthful attitude; keep us from any desolation. Keep the acts of hatred within their carnal nature and away from Your holy sanctuary.

Sounds of distress and affliction are heard through the center of our congregation; they choose to commit unto their own standard for character qualities and attitude temperament.

There was a certain individual who is respected and acknowledged because he projected himself as learned, strong, and secure within himself and You.

Now these who followed this individual want his leadership revealed and his teachings acknowledged of what his ideologies are.

This has spread hatred and anger throughout the sanctuary. They wound and profane the definite and conspicuous position of our faith and the mark of individuality within our security of believers.

These boast of their superior challenge within their natural man: unitedly we need to suppress our carnal attitudes and behaviors not conform to them; these motivations of carnality can corrode every worshipper of God.

We have not considered any character flaw of any individual: we have not been inspired by anyone to do what they ask, but there is no teaching for understanding outside of You and Your Word during a time of affliction.

How long will this anguish and distress expose our weakness to our opposition? Will these acts of hatred prevent Your definite and conspicuous position of faith and mark of individuality within our dynamics from being taught or learned?

Have You recalled Your fellowship and strength from us? Are You determined to withdraw Your identity and protection from us?

You are my God, my eternal counselor that commits His salvation to the center of my confidence and secures His Spirit with mine.

Mankind is restless and needs Your strength and boldness: You separate mankind from his natural and rational being.

The principles of the socialistic elite are confused and discouraging; these people commit to a world without God or His principles.

Reveal their conceit at its source and expose their hidden agenda: confuse their posterity plan for themselves.

Every new beginning or growth stage that we enter is incited by You; every ending You establish is for enlightenment and transparency for our personal growth:

You have placed every personal boundary of my confidence within Your keeping: You formed my character against feeling cynical and lifeless.

Remember this, the acts of hatred expose the self-centered foolishness of the carnal nature within mankind; anyone who scorns Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character will be filled with delusion.

We will not expose our identity to those who walk in condemnation and guilt, they do not understand or comprehend our life. We will not forget to be humble and disciplined daily, it is our commitment to You.

I respect Your covenant: the ignorance of my self-reliance is unjust and unproductive.

I will not enter into a mental collapse of confusion or deprivation nor will Your people. We choose to be transparent in Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within our dynamics, and honorable character within our lifestyle.

Lord please establish Your transparency with Your mark of individuality that is in our dynamics; this will stop the controversial reasoning among mankind and his carnal imaginations.

Psalm 73 Attitude and Behaviors

It is true that the Lord is gracious to those who have new life or are restored back to Him. He also gives grace to those who are pure in motives, transparent in attitude and behaviors, and mature within their identity and emotional well being.

But as for me right now, I feel none of this; my endurance is exhausted. My spiritual awareness of truth has lapsed into apathy.

I am apathetic toward those who are able to walk in transparency and without pride; all I can see is the performance and gain of those who live in guilt and condemnation.

It appears that there is no incisive consequences for those who ruin lives by making carnal choices; their power and strength appear solid and secure in this
world.

They do not labor in grief or suffer anxiety like I do: they do not appear to feel aggravation, depression, or remorse like I do.

They wear arrogance as a trophy; deception and injustice is worn by them like an expensive suit.

Their conceit is a flourishing parade; their net worth and dollar value is more than my imagination can fathom.

They are depraved and perverted within their attitudes, they practice and plot distressful behaviors and unjust gain through dissension; they use condescending attitudes and pretentious behaviors for power and control.

They justify their attitude with intellectual theory, this is revealed by vain or pseudo babble.

Those who are upright in attitude and just in behaviors have been restored in the stability of God's righteous character: their identity reveals the stability that was imparted as a gift to them.

If a stubborn determination is revealed, the attitude is justified within themselves as an end to a means. The question is asked from them to God: What do You know or understand about our ways? Does this Almighty God have any opinions concerning us or our needs?

Discern carefully those who walk in guilt and violate the spirit of others. They are secure within themselves and invent systems that the carnal man embraces; they grow and prosper in their own resources.

I admit that I have tried to deny these attitudes and behaviors exist and even have tried to justify their self-centered position.

But God and His mercy convicts me daily and I am aware that I need righteous correction about these vain motives.

So I decided to hold a grudge; but was reminded of this attitude as being deceitful, this generation of the builders of the family name is not convicted by this.

Lord, You held me into account for this attitude and deceptive understanding; I began to be emotionally exhausted and worry overwhelmed me.

It wasn't until I was in Your presence Lord did I fully understand the consequences of my attitude and behaviors.

It was You who directed my indiscriminate responsibility and dislocation of the functions of my choices: my feelings were full of depression and grief.

I was amazed how quickly these consequences stunned me. I am devastated with fear and anxiety.

Just as a nightmare can wake us; Lord so will Your reality once we realize the choices we made concerning the carnal attitudes and behaviors.

I understood and was made aware of the grief and shame I caused; I learned a valuable lesson of the motivations and consequences of these choices.

My attitude was unreasonable and my behaviors imbecilic: I acted like a barbarian toward You and Your people.

Even though guilt and remorse set in my mind, I still couldn't shake Your presence from me: Your security gave my rational being strength and direction.

You influenced and instructed me with Your counsel and Your Word; I finally learned that You can be transparent through me.

My physical and emotional health is inadequate; You Lord are the strength of my identity: Your devastation is only for those who choose rebellion or are hateful in character.

Anyone choosing to remove themselves from Your will are choose to loose their identity in You: devastation come to those who decide to commit idolatry.

I have determined to serve You Lord: I place my trust and confidence in You. You will properly discipline me.