Showing posts with label arrogance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label arrogance. Show all posts

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Psalm 124 Security

If it wasn't for Your loyalty Lord; this is the testimony of Your people:

If it wasn't for Your faithfulness Lord, there would be many trials that would defeat us;

These difficulties can devour our nourishment, restoration, and preservation. Anytime the emotions of anger or jealousy come against us, it can be devastating to our rational being.

Feelings of rejection can cause suffering that overwhelm us, hostility can flood our emotional stability.

Any overwhelming feelings can cause insecurity: loss of defense mechanism, jealousy, and rejection; these can all be masked into arrogance or superiority.

Thanks to our Lord, who does not give us the victim mentality or co-dependant facades.

Our identity is secure against the pitfalls in the manipulation of ideology; these schemes of insecurity are exposed in us and we are free from these contrivance.

Our nurturing and protection is in You Lord, You form our intellect and confidence.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Psalm 119 I Pride

My reality is complete in Your transparency: I will continue to trust in Your counsel and Word.

It was conceit that caused failure in the knowledge of Your truth by Your Word: when will I learn that it is Your truth that consoles me?

I want to be a vessel of worship; I am determined not to forget how to praise You through my attitude and behaviors.

How much more will it take for me to get it? I need Your just verdict so that I will choose Your righteous behaviors.

Arrogant attitudes have covertly taken me by surprise, cowardly behaviors are not my normal dynamics and in need of correction by Your Word.

Your Word delivers stability and truth to my carnal demands: I will not deceive myself and live with vain lies. Help me through this Lord.

If I continue to think and behave in this manner, I destroy my confidence; I am committed to change with the practical guide of Your Word.

Your Word nourishes and restores me with kindness and compassion; I will maintain my ability to reproduce Your Word through my life.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Psalm 106 Strong willed

I want to be transparent in the Lord, I am thankful of the direction You give me: You are beautiful in favor, bountiful in kindness, and gracious in love toward Your people; Your kindness is rebuke and merciful reprimand will endure us forever.

Who understands Your powerful accomplishments within us Lord? Who reveals themselves in pure transparency beside You?

Satisfied am I when I guard and protect Your divine law. But who can accomplish or exercise or control themselves in doing what is righteous all the time?

Mark me to be recognized with Your acceptance that You developed within Your chosen: commit to me Your call of transparency.

I want to see Your graciousness, so I will rejoice in the joy of Your people; I want to possess Your transparency,

I have sinned Lord; just as my forefathers before me disappoint You, I have violated my commitment to You.

My forefathers did not understand or behave themselves within the miracles You performed during their troubled times; they did not recall Your kind rebuke or merciful reprimand; they chose to disobey in bitterness and walked in unstable behaviors and raging anger.

You preserved their identity for the memories of the individual, their strength and power within so that it might be recognized and used as a lesson for us.

You rebuked the raging anger and cynicism: our forefathers lost their identity and did not mature because of the anxiety and compulsive disorders.

You avenged their identity from the ability to hate; You changed their strong wills and acts of hatred.

Their identity was overwhelmed with anguish and sorrow; there was no preservation within their unity.

Once the reassurance of Your behaviors, counsel, and purpose was realized; they were revived with praises of You and Your ability.

Yet once again they promptly forgot what You accomplished within their lives and what their commitment was to You; they did not seek or consider Your counsel.

These people became obsessive in their carnality and provoked You Lord in their desolation.

Your love restored them to counsel; but they were inadequate in the knowledge of You and lost the ability to refresh themselves spiritually.

Finally provoked with resentment and deficient in grace they grew weary and tried to consecrate themselves to You.

Filled with the boldness of transparency and You as their life source they did not suppress You as their Father.

But anger began to initiate among the young; and rage engulfed those who walked in guilt.

Some would praise You and give their thanksgiving when the desolate times came; but others grew depressed and chose to wear facades to hide their shame.

These chose to change their identity in honor of You for the facade of vanity within their ideology.

They forgot You as the God of their identity; You were their accomplishment during stressful times.

They could distinguish control of confidence over that of anger; even though fear was the roar of that anger.

You Lord consider our desolation because no one compelled Your people to maturity. They retreated instead to indifference that soon became destructive with the feelings of apathy.

They also rejected any trust with Your Word; they were not established in Your commitments or purpose, so counsel and reason was wasted.

Acknowledging You or Your Word was ignored, rebellion was conspicuous and secular facades were considered a normal attitude and behavior.

But You in Your mercy magnified Your power, means, and direction against these obsessions; this in turn was overwhelming to them and they fell on their face.

The feelings of rejection and abandonment were deep within the society, they diffused their own form of confidence.

Because of their arrogance they did not commit to holy attitudes and behaviors, of course apathy was inevitable.

Apathy changed to indignant behaviors of abuse, manipulation, and seduction: the pestilence of depression was widespread among them.

Someone must have determination to establish courage and say with words of brass to defeat this pestilent attitude.

Someone with righteous motives and be esteemed among the people within this generation.

Once again the attitudes and behaviors displeased the Lord; they became restless and created dissension among the people. It ended with brokenness and fear, this did not mend.

Rebellion against You Lord and Your reality for this generation ends bitterly; anger is used as a natural boundary for lines to be drawn.

Righteous boundaries were drawn by You Lord, but the people ignored them.

Commitment to pseudo theories and not Your Word gives way to carnality and behavioral "norms" that carry sin with it.

It is this kind of thinking that enslaves mankind to idolatrous worry, grief, and anger: this is a mental trap.

This infected the builders of the family name with malignant acts of insolence;

Motivations of guilt became rampant within the builders of the family name; they offered up idolatrous emotional acts of humiliation because their confidence is corrupted with shame.

So contaminated was in their thinking, they committed spiritual adultery with all the abuse and seductions of it.

Now I understand why You Lord were so grieved against the chosen and why You were disappointed with Your inheritance.

Enable those who think this way to be intimidated and jealous of each other: place their hatred of each other as their motivations.

Acts of hatred causes distress and overwhelming hardship on our identities; they will be humbled into subjection by their own strength and motivations.

Numerous times You Lord have liberated and redeemed us; but with embittered rebellion our determination was humbled by perversity.

None the less, You are always considerate toward us and our circumstances of anguish; You discern our grief.

You remember Your promise to Your people and our call to transparency; You have pity because of Your deep continuous compassion for us.

Your great compassion is beyond the measure of mankind's understanding; You do not hold Your people hostage, emotionally or physically.

Avenge us Lord, enable us to escape this intimidation and jealousy in order that we might confess our thanksgiving and worship to You. I want transparency in my praise to You.

I want and need to be grateful toward You forever and ever: enable every human being to say "so be it". Praise the Lord.



Friday, April 9, 2010

Psalm 94 Vengeance

Lord take care of the vengeance needed for our troubles; it is Yours to do when and if it is required, just reveal Yourself in it that I might know.

I exalt Your wisdom: restore the benefit of wisdom to those who are mature in You.

Lord, how long will You enable those who walk in condemnation, guilt, and give overwhelming humiliation toward Your people.

How long do we endure their arrogance and practices of narcissistic behavior?

Their degradation and demeaning attitudes cause emotional depression within the minds Your heritage.

These people literally annihilate those who are desolate within their thinking; the sense of bereavement and loneliness has taken a toll on the morale of Your people.

Arrogance will not see the work You do within Your people, nor do they see the need for self-control.

This behavior reflects attitudes of the depraved barbarian among Your people: But they are ignorant, when will they understand these carnal attitudes and behaviors?

Don't they get it? It is You Lord who formed the ear so we might hear; it is You who created the eyes so we might see.

Can the carnal man comprehend it is You who instructs and corrects mankind; You discipline and can humiliate with Your knowledge and righteousness?

It is the Lord who makes us aware of the thoughts and purpose of mankind; we cannot because we are empty and vain.

It takes a valiant person whom You have chosen to instruct and discipline mankind, You teach him Your ways of justice;

You give peace within our thinking and wisdom for problem solving to bring understanding for those who walk in condemnation and guilt.

You do not reject Your chosen, nor will You relinquish Your inheritance.

Our enlightenment is restored; and all those who are healthy in attitude, behaviors, and motives will walk in transparency.

It is the choices of mankind that establishes me against those who are evil within their thinking. Who will decide to make a stand against those who practice arrogance and unjustness?

You Lord are our defense mechanism; I am apathetic and my reality is numb because of these circumstances.

If I start thinking about my inadequacies and feel insecure, Your kind rebuke and merciful reprimand sustains and refreshes me.

The abundant thoughts within my mind accepts Your compassion and receives Your reality of this situation.

You will not have a relationship with those who are perverted within their thinking: I will not worry when You determine to correct my attitudes and behaviors.

The carnal thinker will conspire against the transparent reality of Your Word and condemn the lives of Your innocents.

But You Lord are our defense; You are the hope, trust, and confidence of Your people.

You Lord will renounce all of this; You reject this choice of stress and sorrow from mankind. You are the God of peace, joy, and hope.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Psalm 83 Acts of Hatred

I need to hear from You Lord, please give direction to me. Do not leave me stranded or be inactive within my spirit.

Consider these acts of hatred that is the works of the flesh are causing rage and anxiety within my rational being: this hate is causing arrogance within their thinking and grief within ours.

These are devious motives against me, deliberate behaviors of suppressed passive aggressive tendencies; they like sarcasm and think its wounds are funny.

These people boast of causing division among the believers; one side embraces the definite and conspicuous position of faith, the mark of individuality within their dynamics, and Your honorable character within their lifestyle; the other side recognizes only themselves and their ideology.

They organize their self efforts and have a common understanding; they choose to be a league of understanding within their belief system.

They have their own form of transparent truth that causes bloodshed against anyone who listens and follows the Lord. The difference is that we love God and they love themselves.

Their worship is their wealth and position within society, but their emotional well being is immature. Some are depressed, some full of self-pity, and some have eating disorders and love to be skeletal in appearance and thinking.

Some try honesty, but most are not; the dangerous thing is that they embrace and even birth the attitude and behaviors of the builders of the family name. This is a facade.

They are contentious if anyone does not embrace their ideology; watch for signs of crises orientation behavior, observe and take note of their whirlpool of emergent issues.

This attitude will be the destruction of their cause: but also their personal agendas will be revealed through their behaviors.

Compulsive disorders can be structured as a deception of sincerity; it is true that this show of superiority will be revealed as an emotional deprivation to protect their insecurity.

It is their life's dream to drive out God's people and the truth to make their ideology a belief system.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Psalm 75 Confusion and Pride

Only to You do I give my thanks and make my concessions; only from You do I draw my strength: I celebrate Your definite and conspicuous position of faith within my spirit, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my lifestyle. But I am confused.

I accept Your appointed times of change, You vindicate those who live in righteousness. But I am still confused.

In my confidence and all my endurance is now consumed by fear, I cannot undergo the repairs I need to survive this confusing time. Stop and think about that.

You challenge my self-confidence and call it arrogance, I do not regard it as such; those who choose to walk in guilt need to heed Your warnings. I do not need this defensive reprimand.

I feel intimidated and defensive because You think my attitudes are demanding and my behaviors are compulsive.

Your ability in developing nurtures does not have any time limit of sunrise to sunset. My nonproductive condition is not hurting anyone, I am comfortable.

You are the judge Lord: You give me a self-awareness nudge within my spirit that I might need humility. Yet You do not nudge this person who thinks they have a position of greatness.

Lord, one person has intense passion for Your Word and is pregnant with nurturing and teachings; but another person will have leftover residue of guilt within their self-esteem, You seem to ignore that they just maintain their lifestyle.

I manifest boldness continuously: I will sing praises to my God of discipline.

Those who live in guilt try to imitate You Lord in powerful righteousness. But You reject this behavior and You honor the righteous. Why am I not being honored?