Psalm 119O Word

I expose my thoughts, will, and emotional well being to You Lord; I have determined to keep my placement with You.

I cry to You; defend me please from my self, I will keep Your restorative process within my dynamics.

I am anxious about new beginnings, I cried for Your help: I trust and wait for Your counsel.

My knowledge of the adversity of self protection needs Your Word of truth in counsel.

Regard my cry according to Your compassionate reproof and merciful reprimand: Lord restore me to Your justice.

I am tempted to pursue carnal theology and expectations: but they are not truth for practical rules for guiding my life.

You are accessible to me Lord; Your Word is complete stability to my rational being.

Your restoration is my counseling foundation that is established in Your Word always.

Discern this depression and self pity; impart to me the ability to recover myself with the practicality of Your Word.

Vindicate this personal controversy and avenge my sanity: nourish and restore me with obedience through Your Word.

Salvation is incomprehensible to those who walk in guilt: they will not acknowledge or understand Your Word.

Your compassionate understanding is magnanimous Lord: nourish and restore my determination to be obedient to Your Word.

There are many carnal thinkers who are hostile toward my loyalty to You, this causes me anguish and stress; I will not reject Your restoration process.

I embrace this act of restriction and detest this attitude of hostility; these carnal thinkers do not regard the authority of Your Word.

Discern my love for Your Word Lord: it nourishes my spirit, restore my rational being, and revives my attitude and behaviors to Your obedience.

It is Your Word that is my stability: every righteous cause has a consequence that can endure me to You forever.

Psalm 119D Discipline

Enable Your kind reproof and merciful compassion to guide me; You are my Lord, Your salvation conforms me to Your Word.

I need to know what to do when I am defamed: I need to be bold, confident, and secure in Your Word.

Do not allow Your Word to escape my vocabulary; my hope is in Your discretion and justice.

I need the protection and instruction of Your practical rule for guiding my behavior, forever.

I am interdependent within my dynamics: I pursue Your will and lifestyle as my destination; not carnal ideology or doctrine.

I will tell everyone I know and anyone who will listen; I am not ashamed to be loved by You.

I will accept and comply to Your teachings which I have come to love.

My hands are committed to do the work of these teachings, which I love to do; I will think and meditate on Your Word as my practical guide for my lifestyle.

Psalm 118 Call of Transparency

I choose to be thankful, I want to praise Your wondrous works Lord, I want to worship You: Your discipline endears me to You.

Enable all people to understand that Your discipline stabilizes us.

Teachers of Your Word declare that the Lord's discipline stabilizes us.

Enable our reverence to honor You, we declare that Your discipline endures us.

I purpose to expose my anxiety and stress to You Lord: You know exactly how to help me deal with these feelings, You establish my feelings.

You are my support system: when You are with me I do not fear, what can the carnal thinkers do to me?

You stand side by side with me; You are my protection and my emotional support: therefore consequences await for those who choose to hate.

My stability is in You Lord, which makes more sense than the ideology of carnal thinkers.

It is better to be stable in You Lord that to put my confidence in leadership of any kind.

As Your people, we should embrace Your cause to change this society for the better: it is Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character that will circumcise our thinking.

Rules and legalism for control attempts to set the ideology of carnal thinking, but it is Your Word that will circumcise their ideology.

Organized and arranged speeches and arguments are carefully scripted; angry insults and hateful words stab our rational being; it is Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character that will circumcise their schemes.

The motivation of rejection, shunning, and overwhelming intimidation is an attempt to drive away Your people, or just to prove a point, will fail: You Lord will protect and strengthen me.

You Lord are my confidence in boldness and strength, You are committed to my well being and accomplished transparency within my life.

I walk triumphal in boldness of transparency within Your righteousness: Your strength is far more able to sustain me that any carnal resource.

Your strength within me is superior: You are far more able to sustain my strength that any carnal resource.

I will not be ruined but revived in Your ability; I will inscribe to Your accomplishments within Your Word, that will maintain my commitment to You.

Your instruction has corrected and chastened me very well: but it did not ruin or destroy the strength or confidence You established within me.

I love being exposed to Your righteous boldness: I employ it and praise You in it:

Your call of transparency will be a part of my lifestyle when birthed within me.

I love to praise You Lord; You answer my every need, sometimes even before I know I have one; You are committed to this call of transparency within my life.

You will improve and develop this call, Yet reject the established religiosity that can happen within established leadership.

This is Your accomplishment Lord; it is a wonderful distinction for my identity and knowledge.

This is my beginning that You chose to birth into me; I rejoice and am so glad in it.

You are transparent with me and I ask that You enable me to be successful in glorifying You.

I am content with the choice of Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character within my rational being; I am contented in Your established place in my life.

You are my God, You give me luminous enlightenment: do not enable a victim mentality within me Lord, entwine Your strength with my faith.

You are my God, I worship You! You are my ideal and I honor You.

I am so thankful for Your love and Your Word is magnificent: Your discipline endures me forever.

Psalm 109 Gossip/Slander

Lord I feel like You have turned Your back to me; I need Your transparency.

People who walk in guilt violate me with fraudulent tongues and deceptive words; distortions, gossip, and slander is abundant with carnal minded thinkers.

This overwhelms me, the attitude and behaviors with judgements of hatred feed on my venerability; the works of the flesh is cruel and vicious without cause.

I have been a friend to these people, but the reward from them was adverse hatred toward me.

Enable my commitment of friendship to have control over my rational being; enable those with acts of hatred to be established in Your power and direction of righteousness.

Only You know who will be counted guilty when vindication or conviction is due: enable his attitude and behaviors to be the judgement of offense he recognizes.

Allow their growing season of harvest be minimized; enable one who is accountable to fill the position that will be left empty.

Enable followers to be grieved but reveal reality and truth to their awareness.

Enable the vacillation from carnal to spiritual be within their understanding in problem-solving: enable them to pursue acceptance during stress and depressing circumstances.

Let those who were deceived by this ideology be open to truth; all this work of disrespect to You be ruined.

Close the ears to counsel of comfort; extend Your kindness, mercy, and support so they will perceive what is righteous.

Enable the health and emotional well-being to cease until they or future generations allow Your definite and conspicuous position within their spirit, mark of individuality within their dynamics, and honorable character within their attitudes and behaviors.

Bring into account the lies, deception, and gossip, You will not forget: do not enable the offense that bonded this family be forgotten.

Enable conviction to be ever present within their thoughts, so that the memory of their identity in You be lost.

Their choice of non-commitment in merciful compassion and understanding is displayed; condemnation, gossip, and defamation of character was the motivation to humiliate, wound, and devastate me.

The love of humiliating and dishonor was a great pleasure to carnal thinkers; enable them to embrace the pain of it: they're choice was not to bless, but to control.

The carnal choices of obsession in self establishes a carnal facade of superiority; this will not enable the reality of self-awareness to reflect the innermost truth about oneself.

It does enable the deceptive facade to hide Your strength and displaces man's fear of exposure.

Enable discernment to reveal those who attack and accuse from those who delight in You Lord: allow those who persecute or gossip be silenced.

I need You to fulfill and maintain Your will in me Lord; You are my definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my life:

You are the health to my psyche and Your compassionate rebuke and merciful reprimand is what preserves me.

This deprivation I feel causes humiliation and depression within my thinking; my identity is painfully wounded within my rational being.

I get defensive and withdrawn: I can get manic one minute and depressive the next. These feelings overwhelm me and wear me out physically.

My reverence for You then falters because of my neglect in Your Word; and my insecurity is unstable and unhealthy.

Carnal thinkers defamed my character with scandalous lies; I was shunned by the very people who say they love You.

Nurture me Lord: expose my faults according to Your kind rebuke and merciful reprimand:

At least then I will know and understand that this is Your power and direction for maturity; You will cause greatness of satisfaction in my life.

When someone humiliates, You bless; when one takes a stand, You will accept or reject it, but whatever Your decision let Your servant rejoice!

Disgrace comes with the choice of gossip and persecution; facades are wrapped with confusion and are offensive.

I praise You Lord for these lessons of attitude and behavioral adjustments for any and all who choose to take heed.

It is You who establishes strength of power and direction for those depressed when they are spiritually deprived; it is You who restores those who are condemned by carnal mankind's ideology.

Psalm 106 Strong willed

I want to be transparent in the Lord, I am thankful of the direction You give me: You are beautiful in favor, bountiful in kindness, and gracious in love toward Your people; Your kindness is rebuke and merciful reprimand will endure us forever.

Who understands Your powerful accomplishments within us Lord? Who reveals themselves in pure transparency beside You?

Satisfied am I when I guard and protect Your divine law. But who can accomplish or exercise or control themselves in doing what is righteous all the time?

Mark me to be recognized with Your acceptance that You developed within Your chosen: commit to me Your call of transparency.

I want to see Your graciousness, so I will rejoice in the joy of Your people; I want to possess Your transparency,

I have sinned Lord; just as my forefathers before me disappoint You, I have violated my commitment to You.

My forefathers did not understand or behave themselves within the miracles You performed during their troubled times; they did not recall Your kind rebuke or merciful reprimand; they chose to disobey in bitterness and walked in unstable behaviors and raging anger.

You preserved their identity for the memories of the individual, their strength and power within so that it might be recognized and used as a lesson for us.

You rebuked the raging anger and cynicism: our forefathers lost their identity and did not mature because of the anxiety and compulsive disorders.

You avenged their identity from the ability to hate; You changed their strong wills and acts of hatred.

Their identity was overwhelmed with anguish and sorrow; there was no preservation within their unity.

Once the reassurance of Your behaviors, counsel, and purpose was realized; they were revived with praises of You and Your ability.

Yet once again they promptly forgot what You accomplished within their lives and what their commitment was to You; they did not seek or consider Your counsel.

These people became obsessive in their carnality and provoked You Lord in their desolation.

Your love restored them to counsel; but they were inadequate in the knowledge of You and lost the ability to refresh themselves spiritually.

Finally provoked with resentment and deficient in grace they grew weary and tried to consecrate themselves to You.

Filled with the boldness of transparency and You as their life source they did not suppress You as their Father.

But anger began to initiate among the young; and rage engulfed those who walked in guilt.

Some would praise You and give their thanksgiving when the desolate times came; but others grew depressed and chose to wear facades to hide their shame.

These chose to change their identity in honor of You for the facade of vanity within their ideology.

They forgot You as the God of their identity; You were their accomplishment during stressful times.

They could distinguish control of confidence over that of anger; even though fear was the roar of that anger.

You Lord consider our desolation because no one compelled Your people to maturity. They retreated instead to indifference that soon became destructive with the feelings of apathy.

They also rejected any trust with Your Word; they were not established in Your commitments or purpose, so counsel and reason was wasted.

Acknowledging You or Your Word was ignored, rebellion was conspicuous and secular facades were considered a normal attitude and behavior.

But You in Your mercy magnified Your power, means, and direction against these obsessions; this in turn was overwhelming to them and they fell on their face.

The feelings of rejection and abandonment were deep within the society, they diffused their own form of confidence.

Because of their arrogance they did not commit to holy attitudes and behaviors, of course apathy was inevitable.

Apathy changed to indignant behaviors of abuse, manipulation, and seduction: the pestilence of depression was widespread among them.

Someone must have determination to establish courage and say with words of brass to defeat this pestilent attitude.

Someone with righteous motives and be esteemed among the people within this generation.

Once again the attitudes and behaviors displeased the Lord; they became restless and created dissension among the people. It ended with brokenness and fear, this did not mend.

Rebellion against You Lord and Your reality for this generation ends bitterly; anger is used as a natural boundary for lines to be drawn.

Righteous boundaries were drawn by You Lord, but the people ignored them.

Commitment to pseudo theories and not Your Word gives way to carnality and behavioral "norms" that carry sin with it.

It is this kind of thinking that enslaves mankind to idolatrous worry, grief, and anger: this is a mental trap.

This infected the builders of the family name with malignant acts of insolence;

Motivations of guilt became rampant within the builders of the family name; they offered up idolatrous emotional acts of humiliation because their confidence is corrupted with shame.

So contaminated was in their thinking, they committed spiritual adultery with all the abuse and seductions of it.

Now I understand why You Lord were so grieved against the chosen and why You were disappointed with Your inheritance.

Enable those who think this way to be intimidated and jealous of each other: place their hatred of each other as their motivations.

Acts of hatred causes distress and overwhelming hardship on our identities; they will be humbled into subjection by their own strength and motivations.

Numerous times You Lord have liberated and redeemed us; but with embittered rebellion our determination was humbled by perversity.

None the less, You are always considerate toward us and our circumstances of anguish; You discern our grief.

You remember Your promise to Your people and our call to transparency; You have pity because of Your deep continuous compassion for us.

Your great compassion is beyond the measure of mankind's understanding; You do not hold Your people hostage, emotionally or physically.

Avenge us Lord, enable us to escape this intimidation and jealousy in order that we might confess our thanksgiving and worship to You. I want transparency in my praise to You.

I want and need to be grateful toward You forever and ever: enable every human being to say "so be it". Praise the Lord.

Psalm 101 Righteousness

My attitude of determination and discretion are revealed, but only to You Lord; You are the only one who understands this attitude I have.

I want my attitudes and behaviors to be influenced and taught within Your integrity; this identity within me is motivated by Your awareness and understanding of this.

I do not want to waste my time acting out in carnal conceit: I hate the behaviors of those who worship idols then become derelict. This will not guide my thinking.

An abnormal and willful spirit will digress into carnality: I do not respect any behavior that is evil.

Anyone choosing to defame in gossip or conceal information for profit the Lord will not honor: the attitude of arrogance this Lord will not endure.

You Lord dwells in the presence of those who can be trusted and secure in His confidence: attitude and behaviors that are genuine within my lifestyle will serve You, Lord.

Anyone who practices treachery or betrayal will not reside in Your presence Lord: nor will pathological liars be accepted.

I am provoked daily of my choice to walk in guilt or in Your confidence; this is so I might decide to decrease my wrongful attitude and behaviors. Thank You for that awareness Lord.

Psalm 97 Control

You Lord are my Supreme Counselor; I am determined to be strong in Your confidence; all my aspirations are revealed in You.

Your provision of guidance surround me; transparency and determination are the foundation of Your mantle.

My anger vanishes because of Your acceptance of me; the acts of hatred are revealed through Your enlightenment that surrounds me.

It is Your enlightenment that inspires, educates, and counsels anyone who chooses to employ Your Word; my confidence discerns Your face and dances with Your hope.

Any carnal barriers or spiritual hindrances dissolves in Your presence; it is Your confidence and peace that I seek.

This enlightenment manifests as Your transparency within me; everyone will see Your glory.

Enable those who worship their own vain reflection will be humbled within their conceit with a reprimand; if any think that they are god, they need to repent and acknowledge that You are the Lord God.

This carnal attitude is conspicuous to all who are observant to human behavior; the builders and repairers of the family name will rejoice in Your discretion because they will not defame Your character.

Lord God You are our Supreme Restorer and the author of our confidence; it is You who protects our lives. You enable us to recover from this direction of condemnation and guilt.

You disperse Your righteous transparency and intellect to those who will receive it: joy is given to those who walk in genuine determination and trusted intellect.

We rejoice in Your call to transparency; we give You control over the definite and conspicuous position within our spirit, mark of individuality within our soul, and honorable character within our carnal nature.

Psalm 95 Worship

Lord enable my life to be a song to You: I want to rejoice in the strength of Your transparency.

I am determined to project my self with a purpose of adoration in joyful worship to You.

You are a Superior God, a tremendous Counselor, above all theologies and any ideologies.

It is Your power that examines the intimacies of my confidence; whenever I am weary it is Your strength that nurtures my boldness.

You manage and maintain the restlessness of my carnal nature; it is Your direction that determines the security within me.

I pay homage to the royalty of Your position in my life, I prostrate myself to Your service. I humbly bow my rational soul before You, You are my creator.

You are my God; I am Your child, a servant of Your power, means, and direction. I understand Your will for my life and obey Your call. I do not desire or habituate a controversy with Your understanding or awareness, but carnal man will cause it. As with any season of change the sense of driving determination and obsessive compulsive behavior will try and dictate.

The generation before provoked You Lord, they examined Your Word, tested Your loyalty, and analyzed Your commitment.

For a very long time You were distressed and wounded with this generation and their attitude and behaviors: this people vacillate in their understanding and perception; they do not desire the attitude and behaviors You desire for our lifestyle.

I am determined with a passion to see this through: I made a vow to not embrace their carnal choices or allow it to disturb my peace or walk in You.

Psalm 94 Vengeance

Lord take care of the vengeance needed for our troubles; it is Yours to do when and if it is required, just reveal Yourself in it that I might know.

I exalt Your wisdom: restore the benefit of wisdom to those who are mature in You.

Lord, how long will You enable those who walk in condemnation, guilt, and give overwhelming humiliation toward Your people.

How long do we endure their arrogance and practices of narcissistic behavior?

Their degradation and demeaning attitudes cause emotional depression within the minds Your heritage.

These people literally annihilate those who are desolate within their thinking; the sense of bereavement and loneliness has taken a toll on the morale of Your people.

Arrogance will not see the work You do within Your people, nor do they see the need for self-control.

This behavior reflects attitudes of the depraved barbarian among Your people: But they are ignorant, when will they understand these carnal attitudes and behaviors?

Don't they get it? It is You Lord who formed the ear so we might hear; it is You who created the eyes so we might see.

Can the carnal man comprehend it is You who instructs and corrects mankind; You discipline and can humiliate with Your knowledge and righteousness?

It is the Lord who makes us aware of the thoughts and purpose of mankind; we cannot because we are empty and vain.

It takes a valiant person whom You have chosen to instruct and discipline mankind, You teach him Your ways of justice;

You give peace within our thinking and wisdom for problem solving to bring understanding for those who walk in condemnation and guilt.

You do not reject Your chosen, nor will You relinquish Your inheritance.

Our enlightenment is restored; and all those who are healthy in attitude, behaviors, and motives will walk in transparency.

It is the choices of mankind that establishes me against those who are evil within their thinking. Who will decide to make a stand against those who practice arrogance and unjustness?

You Lord are our defense mechanism; I am apathetic and my reality is numb because of these circumstances.

If I start thinking about my inadequacies and feel insecure, Your kind rebuke and merciful reprimand sustains and refreshes me.

The abundant thoughts within my mind accepts Your compassion and receives Your reality of this situation.

You will not have a relationship with those who are perverted within their thinking: I will not worry when You determine to correct my attitudes and behaviors.

The carnal thinker will conspire against the transparent reality of Your Word and condemn the lives of Your innocents.

But You Lord are our defense; You are the hope, trust, and confidence of Your people.

You Lord will renounce all of this; You reject this choice of stress and sorrow from mankind. You are the God of peace, joy, and hope.

Psalm 84 Purpose

I love being in Your presence, You have appointed this time for me.

My identity yearns for Your approval, my security is You surrounding me: My rational being desires Your purpose for my insecure life.

It is my self-esteem that will establish this spontaneous time of worship with You; this is where I am free, mature, and nurtured in You.

I am content and established in Your restoration and transparency for this time in my life. Stop and think about that.

I am so fortunate that my boldness and strength is in Your ability as my restorer; Your understanding of me and the ability within me is beyond my comprehension.

Your source of satisfaction brings weeping of joyous tears; Your teaching fills my intellect with grace and thanksgiving.

We intellectually and spiritually exercise ourselves from strength to strength. Everyone can be open and appear before You Lord.

You have appointed this time for me; intellectually discern my prayer and understand my need of You within my ability to use self-control.

Provide a shelter of defense for Your chosen vessel: I need Your acceptance, esteem, and support.

Better is one day in Your secure purpose that a thousand days anywhere else: I would rather be your servant than remain in obvious sin to the disturbed wealthy.

You Lord are my accomplished protector: You restore grace and honor to me; You do not deny any good from the choice of integrity and truth.

I am contented in You Lord; You are my boldness and confidence.

Psalm 83 Acts of Hatred

I need to hear from You Lord, please give direction to me. Do not leave me stranded or be inactive within my spirit.

Consider these acts of hatred that is the works of the flesh are causing rage and anxiety within my rational being: this hate is causing arrogance within their thinking and grief within ours.

These are devious motives against me, deliberate behaviors of suppressed passive aggressive tendencies; they like sarcasm and think its wounds are funny.

These people boast of causing division among the believers; one side embraces the definite and conspicuous position of faith, the mark of individuality within their dynamics, and Your honorable character within their lifestyle; the other side recognizes only themselves and their ideology.

They organize their self efforts and have a common understanding; they choose to be a league of understanding within their belief system.

They have their own form of transparent truth that causes bloodshed against anyone who listens and follows the Lord. The difference is that we love God and they love themselves.

Their worship is their wealth and position within society, but their emotional well being is immature. Some are depressed, some full of self-pity, and some have eating disorders and love to be skeletal in appearance and thinking.

Some try honesty, but most are not; the dangerous thing is that they embrace and even birth the attitude and behaviors of the builders of the family name. This is a facade.

They are contentious if anyone does not embrace their ideology; watch for signs of crises orientation behavior, observe and take note of their whirlpool of emergent issues.

This attitude will be the destruction of their cause: but also their personal agendas will be revealed through their behaviors.

Compulsive disorders can be structured as a deception of sincerity; it is true that this show of superiority will be revealed as an emotional deprivation to protect their insecurity.

It is their life's dream to drive out God's people and the truth to make their ideology a belief system.

Psalm 79 Carnal Mind

The carnal nature within mankind would love to invade our legacy with the Lord; the ability to change our attitude and behaviors has now changed into a perverted ruin of argument among ideologies.

This disgrace has been disguised by a facade of arrogance, it exposes the insecurity of carnal thinking and tries to devastate our identity with stubborn theory.

Guilt is numbed by a shroud of apathy mistaking it as contentment; no one can hide the devastating effect it has on our relationship with You Lord.

Being criticized and defamed by the secularists around us; disrespected and insulted, and being a laughing stock where ever we go.

How long must we endure this ridicule, Lord? Are You not satisfied with are meager attempts to serve You? Will Your mistrust and resentment ignite change toward piety?

Manifest Your disappointment toward the carnal who do not recognize You as Lord, those who are self-governed and unrepentant.

It is these who engulf the old carnal nature of mankind, they are apathetic within their identity and emotional well-being.

Lord do not recall our carnal beginnings as rational souls: enable Your compassion to be projected upon and through us, we are discouraged, exhausted, and depressed.

Nurture and sustain Your heritage, You are our defense; it is Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality in our dynamics, and honorable character within our lifestyle that help us to recover. It is for Your glory, Lord.

Is it the believer who asks where is my God? Enable Your instruction and comprehension to be acknowledged through us for the avenging of our innocence. Do not reject us Lord.

Can You hear the agony within our emotional soul? It is the obedience and strength that sustains the builder of the family name who knows Your expectation.

The carnal nature or its theologies is what deserves the shame and have this guise within its boundaries; it is because of the choices within the carnal mind that chooses to defame You and Your Word.

We are Your people Lord, we study, learn, and implement Your Word. We choose to worship You with our lives forever: we are the celebration of Your transparency to all generations.

Psalm 76 Stubbornness

Lord I am recognized by You during the celebration of worship; with respect and honor I praise You: it is Your definite and conspicuous position of faith within my spirit, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character that is nourishment to my renewed nature.

You are the complete security within my identity, the defender of my restoration and a refuge of strength that has become my guiding pillar.

It is within this security where the Lord reveals the inflicted wounds of prejudice, abuse, defense mechanism, and the sense of self protection. Stop and think about that.

It is You Lord who is the intellect that inspires my healing from these who abuse.

Stubbornness is what makes us spiritually impaired, the desire to be apathetic and indifferent: it will not strengthen our service in and to You.

You have revealed and reprimanded my carnal nature; You are the God of my restraint and accountability, I am only as strong as I allow You to be in my spiritual consciousness.

Conviction comes with a struggle within my comprehension and my esteem: my confidence is full of idle theory and it did temporarily appease this pain.

It is Your transparency Lord that accomplishes the determination to recover my self from depression and self-pity. Stop and think about that.

Surely this bitterness is a weapon against my identity and relationship with You: stubbornness is a residue of unresolved anger.

I must make a commitment of forgiveness and be restored to Your acceptance; changing for the sake of social acceptance is alright, but changing to conform to Your character is the spiritual gift I give to myself.

Our Lord's character is superior: He loathes the attitudes and behaviors of self-righteousness and pseudo self-confidence within our carnal nature.

Psalm 70 Direction

Unburden my spirit Lord, I am eager to be nurtured, disciplined, and strengthened by Your just hand.

Enable those who are full of jealousy be disappointed by their behaviors, stop this abuse that is within their thinking. I want my identity complete in You and my spirit revived. Do not allow the insults and emotional wounds cause me grief or sorrow.

Enable them to remember and be restored from these shameful attitudes and behaviors; they disgrace themselves in their own arrogance before You.

Empower me to search and seek Your favor: I want to be encouraged, illumined, perceptive, and transparent in Your will: allow me to love and appreciate Your salvation within me. Your nurturing brings maturation to me and that maturation gives honor to You.

I will admit this self-examination does cause depression within me because the results is pain full awareness of my reality in You. This deprivation I feel within my being is because I have not followed the direction You have given. Lord, be quick to nurture me and encourage my commitment to You. Do not prolong Your presence from me, please.

Psalm 69 Discipline [The Call of Separation]

Preserve me Lord, the reality of my underdeveloped identity has made me fully aware of how inept I am in Your service.

I regress into the preoccupation of spiritual lethargy. I find no endurance or security; I am fully absorbed with the condition of poor self-esteem. A deluge of unstable emotional turmoil drowns me.

I am really tired of being transparent: my throat is dry from crying; my knowledge of You is weak, I wait painfully for the hope I have in You.

There are people who hate me without cause or rational reason; many are confused and full of anxiety: they want to destroy my reputation because of what I know of them.

With lies and acts of hatred they determine carnal attitudes because of what they do in secret. I have reestablished and restored the identities that were immature; but these wounded souls were not abused by me.

Lord You comprehend my lack of wisdom: my shortcomings are many and not hid from You.

Do not enable those who hate me be filled with guilt; do not let them be ashamed because of what I know of them. Do not let their searching of You be wounded or insulted because of me.

I suffer mental anguish because of this transparency; it defames my pride and envelops my self-esteem.

My friends think I am hopeless, I am rejected by people who call themselves my family, and the builders of the family name ignore or run from me.

They are full of jealousy, this has developed a prison within their own identity. They are devoured with arrogance and they have a scornful attitude toward Your Word. This overwhelms me.

When I whine or cry through fasting prayer, my identity is revealed of how inept I truly am. I am full of remorse.

I tried to hide by constructing a facade to cover these feelings: I became a joke to those around me and a sham to myself.

There are people who have established themselves as gatekeepers to my soul, fruit inspectors to my spirit, and self-appointed judges that talk unmercifully against my character: I am abused for the truth I know and the lies they tell. These are drunk with their own importance and power.

I will reconcile myself with You and am determined to pray for these who wound themselves at my expense: Lord, You are kind to me, grant discipleship, and favor whenever I need it; You listen to my cries, the stability of Your salvation helps me to endure the attitudes and behaviors from Your people.

Direct me out of this mess that Your children love to wallow in, enable me not to relapse into grief: help me to escape their hatred and poor self-esteem that occupies their rational being.

Do not allow their self-absorption to conquer my thoughts; neither enable this preoccupation of carnal attitudes and behaviors to swallow me. Do not enable their grave of self-pity to devour me.

Pay attention to their praise of You Lord, they need Your kindness and favor it is their spiritual prosperity; prepare me with Your compassionate love.

I need Your acceptance right now, I am totally stressed. I need to hear Your voice of reason and wisdom.

Redeem their identity in Your secure character: preserve them from these acts of hatred.

You have always understood insecurity: this distress and anxiety manifests itself before You as prayer requests and gossip.

This openness overwhelms my identity and emotional status: I am stressed at this abuse and sick of it: I want to be consoled, no one consoles me. I want to be avenged, but not one stands up.

These acts of hatred has poisoned my transparency: my eagerness to serve became grievous behaviors of complaint.

Entrap these attitudes and behaviors, so that I may endure a healthy lifestyle.

Enable my ignorance to not be misunderstood as insecurity and anxiety. I need Your strength Lord.

Disburse my indignation and inability to gain Your acceptance.

Expose and devastate these defense mechanisms that have developed as spiritual facades; do not allow them comfort in the protective wall that they have built around their justified positions.

Harass the attitudes and behaviors that have wounded my discipleship; I do not partake in the anguish of gossip, for there is enough consequences for the lack of wisdom.

Assign consequences to any offences that I may have caused: I cannot enter into Your call of separation without a cleansing of my identity.

Erase the reality of these carnal attitudes that are displayed as carnal behaviors against me; enable me to walk just and clean before You.

I submit myself to this developmental stage so that I might enable Your call into transparency; defend me so that I will be strong in Your character.

I walk in a transparent lifestyle; I give glory to the definite and conspicuous position of faith within my life, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my new lifestyle. I love being nourished with a maturation that honors You with true thanksgiving.

This will enable the Lord to be visible in my life; You accept me as Your child. This is better than all the power or strength of service for mankind I will ever do.

Many have submitted to this discipline; they will discern and understand this psalm and be gratified: my identity and emotional well being is revived because I diligently search for You Lord.

You are attentive to anyone who suffers from deprivation and You do not disesteem anyone who fights an emotional battle within themselves.

Enable Your intelligence and confidence to be transparent within us; we give You the glory for our health. Enable Your peace to dwell in those who need it and allow those who are mature in You to praise You.

You Lord are open to our conspicuousness in worship, it is You who builds and makes repairs of our natural man: we praise Your comfort given during this time of stress.

This is the fruit of the work that is done in our lives by You Lord. We worship You and are so thankful. We love Your definite and conspicuous position of faith in our walk before You. We love Your mark of individuality within our personal dynamics, and praise Your honorable character within our lives.

You are the satisfaction in our lives on this earth.

Psalm 53 Immaturity

An immature spirit has poor self-esteem and is self centered in his thinking, this is demonstrated through his behavior. He thinks no one is more important to the kingdom of God than he. He is committed to his agendas and nothing can be accomplished perfectly unless it is by his complete control.

Our God looks at the builder of the family name and wonders: are there any who understand My wisdom and will behave accordingly? Does anyone seek My face or favor?

Why are My people trying to be politically correct in their identity or thinking; this is self-centered and depraved, there is not one who is transparent before Me, not one.

Are My people so worried about vanity and idolatry that they do not recognize My
instruction or even comprehend My wisdom? They devour each other as if they are feeding an addiction; they do not acknowledge or recognize their need for My righteousness.

Soon they will stand in awe, recalling the reverent fear they once knew of Me. I as their God will displace their aggression of a justified position and bring their arrogance to shame with my rejection of their attitudes.

It is God's health through His Word that preserves and prevails in the thinking of His people. Then and only then, will our old nature be changed to become a new creation in Him for His glory.

Psalm 39 Awareness

With self-talk I discuss in my head "what in the world are you thinking and dreaming?" If you cannot control you thoughts how can you control your words? The lack of self-control is an excuse used by the rebellious.

I was silent but stunned in my mind; these thoughts froze my body still. I kept quiet in shock; I didn't talk to anyone, not even You God. The silence rang loud and clear of conviction as this mental battle began.

My identity with its understanding and awareness inflamed my mind; I complained and justified but the anger grew: finally I spoke the truth to myself.

Lord help me to know my boundaries within my thinking pattern, as well as the capacity of my mental limitations; I need Your help to know this. These boundaries will enable my feelings of how empty and rejected they are by You.

It is You who appoints, then executes each new beginning as a promotion to a growth stage, as a support system, and a coping mechanism; this is not determined by age. I have learned this about me: when I think I am established and upright in understanding human behavior, I am totally empty and lead astray by my own desires. Stop and think about that.

My presupposition was that every individual can and does motivate himself to grow and prosper, but in what? This is the deciding factor in question, empty idols or servants of God? It is no wonder I am filled with anxiety and trouble; I collect unhealthy thoughts of self-centered luxuries. Who will benefit from this attitude and behavior? What time am I wasting or throwing away?

Lord, what am I waiting for? These expectations are painful and dreadful. I trust in You, but I know full well I must take action on my part.

Direct me out of this awareness of rebellious attitudes within me: do not enable me to make myself a disgrace in defamation. Do not allow me to display arrogant, self-righteous, or self-indulgent attitudes.

I am dumb-founded. I kept quiet because I never realized the battle within my thinking was a prerequisite to my behavior.

Psalm 38 Compassion

Lord, please do not reprimand me while You are angry with me: neither direct or instruct me in the shadow of Your wrath.

Your wounds tear me open and expose my broken relationship with You. I can feel Your power, means, and direction grievously stress me out.

There is no maturation in the insecurity that I feel when You are indignant with me; I feel no safe restoration or restitution in my identity or confidence because of the offense I have committed against Your precepts.

This perversity has provoked my ideology, and the comfort zones I have created; this grievous anxiety prevails over my self-confidence. I pray a new beginning or growth stage is being created within me.

These wounds of offense are corrupt because of my own stubborn mind set and stupid rebellion.

I am tormented; deeply depressed, I walk around feeling desolate all the time.

My self-confidence and hope is filled with despair: there is no maturity in my insecurity.

I feel inadequate, incompetent, indecisive, and my mental abilities are collapsing: the reality of my own confusion causes my cries of desperation.

Lord, I place my motives boldly before You; my sorrow is not hidden from Your all seeing eye.

The understanding and awareness of my identity aches because of the failure I feel inside: the insight I thought was in my confidence and knowledge is also gone.

The love of my life and close friends stand aloof when I expose my wounds: my family withdraws completely from me.

There are people who try and disturb the peace I find in You: they pursue my hurt by saying perverse things that are not true. They talk fraud and deceit all the time.

My choice is not to listen to the gossip; and I did not speak one thing against anyone.

I decided not to listen, and not to reciprocate.

It is in You Lord, I put my hope: You always hear me. You are my God.

Listen for my cry again Lord, or else they will enjoy making me miserable: whenever I make a mistake, for they are many, they magnify it out of proportion against me.

I am ready to stop these behaviors and attitudes; my anguish is ever before me.

I confess my wrong attitudes and behaviors; I am sorry for my sin against You.

These acts of hatred within my carnal nature are strong and deceptive. They can hate without cause and can react like someone I am not.

My own thoughts attack me and I begin a battle within myself. The confusion then leads to conviction, then that allows the need for repentance to rise.

Do not forsake me Lord, my God be not far from me.

Hurry and establish Your saving grace to me. You are the Lord of my transparency.

Psalm 33 Nurturance

I shout for joy in the Lord I choose not to compromise Your righteousness: transparency is a must so that I might choose to be incisive and upright in my attitudes and behaviors.

I praise the Lord openly with expressions of love: I will produce harmonious sounds to You with the song of my life.

I celebrate You with harmonious sounds to rebuild or repair the poetic composition of my life; I play melodiously and find favor to be counted as joyous.

I purpose to be righteous in the Lord so that my attitudes and behaviors are completely stable in Your faith in me.

God loves what is restored and righteous; my confidence in You is full and ever replenished with favor and kindness.

My intellect and enlightenment was made for the Lord's purpose; our time and service is appointed for Your will.

You gather our identity together to move the spirit of humanity within Your people: You distribute Your restorative provision for the enlightenment of Your chosen.

We who walk in Your confidence must revere You Lord: we who inhabit Your world stand in awe of You.

Whenever You speak, it is done: when You command, it is established.

The Lord can bring arrogant plans and purposes of idolaters to a stand still: cunning intentions of the unproductive are sterile.

The counsel of the Lord is established forever, Your purpose and thoughts are toward all generations of mankind.

Blessed is the church because her God is the Lord: You have tried and found Your inheritance acceptable.

You Lord regard this society of people with pleasure for Your intellectual insight: You discern the builders of the family name from the rest of the human race.

You are the foundation of endurance and keenly aware of all who are confident in Your ability.

You mold us like a potter, distressing our identity to form understanding and awareness; You distinguish our behaviors.

Not one ego is rescued by force nor have the resource within itself: even the valiant individual does not have this ability.

Strength without God is a facade of self-protection: He will not birth or protect the ego that is full of deception.

You are with us and we revere You; we wait and embrace the pain of hope in order to trust Your kind rebuke.

This is what delivers our identity from the state of ruin and keeps us nourished in times of extensive hunger.

Our identity must adhere to the Lord for the endurance of the waiting period; You are the protector and defender of my soul.

Then our intellect, emotional understanding, and awareness will rejoice in You. We have bold confidence in You.

We allow Your kind rebuke to be in us Lord, because our trust is in You. You are our hope.

Psalm 30 Discipline

I will glorify You Lord; You have revealed my identity to me, and have not allowed the acts of hatred within my carnal nature to succeed over me.

You are the Lord, my God: I have cried unto You and You have restored me thoroughly.

You have repaired my identity from the state of devastation: Your Word has kept me nourished and preserved, that keeps me from embracing depression and enables me to help myself.

I rejoice in the Lord, behave kindly when discipline comes my way. I acknowledge and am thankful that I am among Your people and am grateful for Your holy presence.

Your anger only endures for a moment; in Your favor there is approval and acceptance, and if need be I reconcile myself to You: overwhelming emotions may cause complaining during the time of adversity, but there is joy with every new beginning or growth stage within my life.

While in my comfort zone of self-confidence I have said in my spirit that I will not be moved.

With Your approval and acceptance You have given insight to Your enlightened awareness; this has enabled me to be bold within the inner strength of my character: You protected my self-esteem while I felt fear, anxiety, and lost within myself.

I cried to You and You Lord heard my earnest prayer for mercy.

Depression is a no win situation and there is no gain in it. Can the dirt praise You? Can clay manifest the trustworthiness of You?

Hear my heart Lord, have mercy on me: Lord be my protector.

You convert my grief into hope and trust: You remove my self-righteous attitudes and replace them with Your gladness.

Only Your purpose can dignify the poetical composition of my life for praise to You; praise that will be continual. My Lord and my God I will give thanks to You; for only You are worthy.