Psalm 119D Discipline

Enable Your kind reproof and merciful compassion to guide me; You are my Lord, Your salvation conforms me to Your Word.

I need to know what to do when I am defamed: I need to be bold, confident, and secure in Your Word.

Do not allow Your Word to escape my vocabulary; my hope is in Your discretion and justice.

I need the protection and instruction of Your practical rule for guiding my behavior, forever.

I am interdependent within my dynamics: I pursue Your will and lifestyle as my destination; not carnal ideology or doctrine.

I will tell everyone I know and anyone who will listen; I am not ashamed to be loved by You.

I will accept and comply to Your teachings which I have come to love.

My hands are committed to do the work of these teachings, which I love to do; I will think and meditate on Your Word as my practical guide for my lifestyle.

Psalm 109 Gossip/Slander

Lord I feel like You have turned Your back to me; I need Your transparency.

People who walk in guilt violate me with fraudulent tongues and deceptive words; distortions, gossip, and slander is abundant with carnal minded thinkers.

This overwhelms me, the attitude and behaviors with judgements of hatred feed on my venerability; the works of the flesh is cruel and vicious without cause.

I have been a friend to these people, but the reward from them was adverse hatred toward me.

Enable my commitment of friendship to have control over my rational being; enable those with acts of hatred to be established in Your power and direction of righteousness.

Only You know who will be counted guilty when vindication or conviction is due: enable his attitude and behaviors to be the judgement of offense he recognizes.

Allow their growing season of harvest be minimized; enable one who is accountable to fill the position that will be left empty.

Enable followers to be grieved but reveal reality and truth to their awareness.

Enable the vacillation from carnal to spiritual be within their understanding in problem-solving: enable them to pursue acceptance during stress and depressing circumstances.

Let those who were deceived by this ideology be open to truth; all this work of disrespect to You be ruined.

Close the ears to counsel of comfort; extend Your kindness, mercy, and support so they will perceive what is righteous.

Enable the health and emotional well-being to cease until they or future generations allow Your definite and conspicuous position within their spirit, mark of individuality within their dynamics, and honorable character within their attitudes and behaviors.

Bring into account the lies, deception, and gossip, You will not forget: do not enable the offense that bonded this family be forgotten.

Enable conviction to be ever present within their thoughts, so that the memory of their identity in You be lost.

Their choice of non-commitment in merciful compassion and understanding is displayed; condemnation, gossip, and defamation of character was the motivation to humiliate, wound, and devastate me.

The love of humiliating and dishonor was a great pleasure to carnal thinkers; enable them to embrace the pain of it: they're choice was not to bless, but to control.

The carnal choices of obsession in self establishes a carnal facade of superiority; this will not enable the reality of self-awareness to reflect the innermost truth about oneself.

It does enable the deceptive facade to hide Your strength and displaces man's fear of exposure.

Enable discernment to reveal those who attack and accuse from those who delight in You Lord: allow those who persecute or gossip be silenced.

I need You to fulfill and maintain Your will in me Lord; You are my definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my life:

You are the health to my psyche and Your compassionate rebuke and merciful reprimand is what preserves me.

This deprivation I feel causes humiliation and depression within my thinking; my identity is painfully wounded within my rational being.

I get defensive and withdrawn: I can get manic one minute and depressive the next. These feelings overwhelm me and wear me out physically.

My reverence for You then falters because of my neglect in Your Word; and my insecurity is unstable and unhealthy.

Carnal thinkers defamed my character with scandalous lies; I was shunned by the very people who say they love You.

Nurture me Lord: expose my faults according to Your kind rebuke and merciful reprimand:

At least then I will know and understand that this is Your power and direction for maturity; You will cause greatness of satisfaction in my life.

When someone humiliates, You bless; when one takes a stand, You will accept or reject it, but whatever Your decision let Your servant rejoice!

Disgrace comes with the choice of gossip and persecution; facades are wrapped with confusion and are offensive.

I praise You Lord for these lessons of attitude and behavioral adjustments for any and all who choose to take heed.

It is You who establishes strength of power and direction for those depressed when they are spiritually deprived; it is You who restores those who are condemned by carnal mankind's ideology.

Psalm 106 Strong willed

I want to be transparent in the Lord, I am thankful of the direction You give me: You are beautiful in favor, bountiful in kindness, and gracious in love toward Your people; Your kindness is rebuke and merciful reprimand will endure us forever.

Who understands Your powerful accomplishments within us Lord? Who reveals themselves in pure transparency beside You?

Satisfied am I when I guard and protect Your divine law. But who can accomplish or exercise or control themselves in doing what is righteous all the time?

Mark me to be recognized with Your acceptance that You developed within Your chosen: commit to me Your call of transparency.

I want to see Your graciousness, so I will rejoice in the joy of Your people; I want to possess Your transparency,

I have sinned Lord; just as my forefathers before me disappoint You, I have violated my commitment to You.

My forefathers did not understand or behave themselves within the miracles You performed during their troubled times; they did not recall Your kind rebuke or merciful reprimand; they chose to disobey in bitterness and walked in unstable behaviors and raging anger.

You preserved their identity for the memories of the individual, their strength and power within so that it might be recognized and used as a lesson for us.

You rebuked the raging anger and cynicism: our forefathers lost their identity and did not mature because of the anxiety and compulsive disorders.

You avenged their identity from the ability to hate; You changed their strong wills and acts of hatred.

Their identity was overwhelmed with anguish and sorrow; there was no preservation within their unity.

Once the reassurance of Your behaviors, counsel, and purpose was realized; they were revived with praises of You and Your ability.

Yet once again they promptly forgot what You accomplished within their lives and what their commitment was to You; they did not seek or consider Your counsel.

These people became obsessive in their carnality and provoked You Lord in their desolation.

Your love restored them to counsel; but they were inadequate in the knowledge of You and lost the ability to refresh themselves spiritually.

Finally provoked with resentment and deficient in grace they grew weary and tried to consecrate themselves to You.

Filled with the boldness of transparency and You as their life source they did not suppress You as their Father.

But anger began to initiate among the young; and rage engulfed those who walked in guilt.

Some would praise You and give their thanksgiving when the desolate times came; but others grew depressed and chose to wear facades to hide their shame.

These chose to change their identity in honor of You for the facade of vanity within their ideology.

They forgot You as the God of their identity; You were their accomplishment during stressful times.

They could distinguish control of confidence over that of anger; even though fear was the roar of that anger.

You Lord consider our desolation because no one compelled Your people to maturity. They retreated instead to indifference that soon became destructive with the feelings of apathy.

They also rejected any trust with Your Word; they were not established in Your commitments or purpose, so counsel and reason was wasted.

Acknowledging You or Your Word was ignored, rebellion was conspicuous and secular facades were considered a normal attitude and behavior.

But You in Your mercy magnified Your power, means, and direction against these obsessions; this in turn was overwhelming to them and they fell on their face.

The feelings of rejection and abandonment were deep within the society, they diffused their own form of confidence.

Because of their arrogance they did not commit to holy attitudes and behaviors, of course apathy was inevitable.

Apathy changed to indignant behaviors of abuse, manipulation, and seduction: the pestilence of depression was widespread among them.

Someone must have determination to establish courage and say with words of brass to defeat this pestilent attitude.

Someone with righteous motives and be esteemed among the people within this generation.

Once again the attitudes and behaviors displeased the Lord; they became restless and created dissension among the people. It ended with brokenness and fear, this did not mend.

Rebellion against You Lord and Your reality for this generation ends bitterly; anger is used as a natural boundary for lines to be drawn.

Righteous boundaries were drawn by You Lord, but the people ignored them.

Commitment to pseudo theories and not Your Word gives way to carnality and behavioral "norms" that carry sin with it.

It is this kind of thinking that enslaves mankind to idolatrous worry, grief, and anger: this is a mental trap.

This infected the builders of the family name with malignant acts of insolence;

Motivations of guilt became rampant within the builders of the family name; they offered up idolatrous emotional acts of humiliation because their confidence is corrupted with shame.

So contaminated was in their thinking, they committed spiritual adultery with all the abuse and seductions of it.

Now I understand why You Lord were so grieved against the chosen and why You were disappointed with Your inheritance.

Enable those who think this way to be intimidated and jealous of each other: place their hatred of each other as their motivations.

Acts of hatred causes distress and overwhelming hardship on our identities; they will be humbled into subjection by their own strength and motivations.

Numerous times You Lord have liberated and redeemed us; but with embittered rebellion our determination was humbled by perversity.

None the less, You are always considerate toward us and our circumstances of anguish; You discern our grief.

You remember Your promise to Your people and our call to transparency; You have pity because of Your deep continuous compassion for us.

Your great compassion is beyond the measure of mankind's understanding; You do not hold Your people hostage, emotionally or physically.

Avenge us Lord, enable us to escape this intimidation and jealousy in order that we might confess our thanksgiving and worship to You. I want transparency in my praise to You.

I want and need to be grateful toward You forever and ever: enable every human being to say "so be it". Praise the Lord.

Psalm 98 Mind Set

My reoccurring issues need Your renewed attitude adjustment because You have accomplished wonderful changes to my temperament.

Your transparency has obviously revealed the conceit of my thinking; I need Your unbiased integrity for the adjustment.

You have inscribed Your kind rebuke and merciful reprimand to me; the stability to the builders of the family name is where the repairs are completed and my confidence has discerned Your health for my rational soul.

I shout for joy because of Your confidence within me, it breaks open the attitude and behaviors of my life in harmonious song to celebrate You mindset for me.

This song is established as harmonious praise and worship that disband the pressing issues of my life which I face today.

Your protection guards against any confessed bitterness that would corrode my strength in You; I shout for joy against bitterness. You are the Master Counselor.

Enable any anxiety within me to be aggravated by any accomplishments that would inhabit Your place with me.

Enable me to be triumphant with Your righteous attitude for my enlightened life; this will nurture any strength that I need.

Vindicate Your righteous attitude to prevail in my thinking, my confidence needs Your rule without discrimination.