Lord hear my complaint, You are the best counselor and guide to spiritual well being for Your people; You are established as the One who illumines our spiritual nature.
I enjoy Your acceptance as a builder of the family name; You remove the deprivation from my rational soul, I am aware of Your health, mental well being, and spiritual prosperity.
Restore me again to Your presence; accept me for Your service of enlightenment and I am receptive to Your call of transparency.
Lord please do not be angry with this prayer from Your child in need of restoration.
You give nurturing and nourishing to my identity even though it comes through many tears, I continue to grow to maturity; cause me to indulge this time with restraint.
I am a controversy among believers: adversaries insult and ridicule me behind my back.
Restore me in Your appointed time, accept me for Your purpose and spiritual enlightenment; I will be receptive to the call of Your transparency.
You have pushed my boundaries to go much further than all my expectations: You reject all unbeliever's carnality, but have reestablished me. Thank You.
You help me face myself and accept the reality of my carnal feelings. I now can discern my motives and behavior to accomplish Your confidences within my life.
My defenseless pride is overwhelmed, but this self-examination brought a strength to my confidence.
If I reject this maturation process for comfortable conformity to my rational soul instability would develop and the enlightenment that was given to my identity would be dimmed.
I wonder why my defense mechanism broke down and my attitude and behaviors were venerable for criticism.
I could not understand or manage my emotional outbursts; it was obvious to everyone around me that I was miserable with myself.
Restore and repair my thought processes, I beg You Lord: You are my Counsel who can discern and direct my attitude and behaviors. Be patient with Your child.
I am willing to grow and become productive in Your strength within the builders of the family name. You can make me bold, genuine, and confident in Your Word and ability.
This has been a lifelong process of experiences; some experiences come in positive circumstances, while others come in a loss of identity because I did not correct the attitudes or behaviors in the reality of Your presence.
Enable the power of Your acceptance to be upon Your chosen vessel; establish this builder of the family name to be bold, tenacious, genuine, and confident in You.
I will not regress to the old carnal nature or reject Your Word: nurture, restore, and revive me in the call to transparency. I accept Your definite and conspicuous position within my faith, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my lifestyle.
Restore me again Lord, You are the God of my appointed time; accept me for Your purpose and spiritual enlightenment. I choose to be transparent and receptive to Your Word.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Psalm 79 Carnal Mind
The carnal nature within mankind would love to invade our legacy with the Lord; the ability to change our attitude and behaviors has now changed into a perverted ruin of argument among ideologies.
This disgrace has been disguised by a facade of arrogance, it exposes the insecurity of carnal thinking and tries to devastate our identity with stubborn theory.
Guilt is numbed by a shroud of apathy mistaking it as contentment; no one can hide the devastating effect it has on our relationship with You Lord.
Being criticized and defamed by the secularists around us; disrespected and insulted, and being a laughing stock where ever we go.
How long must we endure this ridicule, Lord? Are You not satisfied with are meager attempts to serve You? Will Your mistrust and resentment ignite change toward piety?
Manifest Your disappointment toward the carnal who do not recognize You as Lord, those who are self-governed and unrepentant.
It is these who engulf the old carnal nature of mankind, they are apathetic within their identity and emotional well-being.
Lord do not recall our carnal beginnings as rational souls: enable Your compassion to be projected upon and through us, we are discouraged, exhausted, and depressed.
Nurture and sustain Your heritage, You are our defense; it is Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality in our dynamics, and honorable character within our lifestyle that help us to recover. It is for Your glory, Lord.
Is it the believer who asks where is my God? Enable Your instruction and comprehension to be acknowledged through us for the avenging of our innocence. Do not reject us Lord.
Can You hear the agony within our emotional soul? It is the obedience and strength that sustains the builder of the family name who knows Your expectation.
The carnal nature or its theologies is what deserves the shame and have this guise within its boundaries; it is because of the choices within the carnal mind that chooses to defame You and Your Word.
We are Your people Lord, we study, learn, and implement Your Word. We choose to worship You with our lives forever: we are the celebration of Your transparency to all generations.
This disgrace has been disguised by a facade of arrogance, it exposes the insecurity of carnal thinking and tries to devastate our identity with stubborn theory.
Guilt is numbed by a shroud of apathy mistaking it as contentment; no one can hide the devastating effect it has on our relationship with You Lord.
Being criticized and defamed by the secularists around us; disrespected and insulted, and being a laughing stock where ever we go.
How long must we endure this ridicule, Lord? Are You not satisfied with are meager attempts to serve You? Will Your mistrust and resentment ignite change toward piety?
Manifest Your disappointment toward the carnal who do not recognize You as Lord, those who are self-governed and unrepentant.
It is these who engulf the old carnal nature of mankind, they are apathetic within their identity and emotional well-being.
Lord do not recall our carnal beginnings as rational souls: enable Your compassion to be projected upon and through us, we are discouraged, exhausted, and depressed.
Nurture and sustain Your heritage, You are our defense; it is Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality in our dynamics, and honorable character within our lifestyle that help us to recover. It is for Your glory, Lord.
Is it the believer who asks where is my God? Enable Your instruction and comprehension to be acknowledged through us for the avenging of our innocence. Do not reject us Lord.
Can You hear the agony within our emotional soul? It is the obedience and strength that sustains the builder of the family name who knows Your expectation.
The carnal nature or its theologies is what deserves the shame and have this guise within its boundaries; it is because of the choices within the carnal mind that chooses to defame You and Your Word.
We are Your people Lord, we study, learn, and implement Your Word. We choose to worship You with our lives forever: we are the celebration of Your transparency to all generations.
Psalm 78 Validation
I must take heed to the Word of God: I will motivate myself to study, learn, and implement what You are teaching me today.
I will evaluate my attitudes and behaviors in a comprehensive way: I will understand hidden truths and teach the realities of Your Word, as I understand it.
I want to intellectually discern and comprehend these truths so that I might inscribe them to Your people; at least to those who want to learn.
I will not hide this truth from the spiritual babes among the builders of the family name; I will reveal Your transparency and wondrous accomplishments to this next generation. This is my commitment.
Your Word encourages restraint to the old carnal nature and teach truth to the new spiritual nature within mankind. This has been taught for generations as instruction for the understanding to children as well.
This is so that our children would have a better understanding of God's character; the builders of the family name could accomplish transparency within their lives as well as the lives of their children.
This teaching might change their determination from the flesh to the confidence of God, not forgetting the endeavors with God, and establish themselves in His commandments;
The hope is not to imitate our last generation who behaved in a stubborn, bitter, and rebellious attitude. Their determination led to an intellect of instability which is not the reality of our secure Father.
The production and profitability of the builders of the family name were given over to a mind of delusion, they abandoned God's ideals and led a life full of grudges and hostility.
This generation did not value or grasp the covenant of our Father, they refused to conform or accept His Word:
This carnal attitude is oblivious of His reality and the accomplishments that He provides to His children, as well as believers.
The miracles He did for our grandfathers fortified their confidence in Him; they did not choose total abandonment from His Word nor did they digress in their thinking.
He convicted the restlessness of their behaviors and provoked their anger; but used their instability for a lesson of His strength.
Today Lord, You continue to birth us through the growing seasons of our lives and guide us through with a provision of understanding, so that in times of adversity Your illumination leads the way for maturity.
You not only provide an open refuge of Your ability and strength to us during these times of confusion, but give us comfort and understanding to the acuteness of our confusion.
It is Your direction that confronts our lifestyle out of obsessions, ideologies, delusions, and pride; You redeem our instability and enlighten our spiritual prosperity that is rich with Your presence.
If we yet choose to reside in this confusion or bitterness state, the power of Your restoration has been rejected.
Guidance of awareness or understanding Your guidelines can incite a demanding provision for our carnal nature.
It is true that our generation have spoken against You as our God; we have stated that You do not have the ability to mature our self-esteem, we repent of this arrogance.
This arrogance wounds the health of our ego [soul] that in turn causes the instability to surface; this can overwhelm our spirit. We need restoration Lord for this lack of nurturing and bonding to Your character. Do we really believe You have the provision for our weaknesses?
When You as our Restorer discern our thoughts of carnality, You become livid: Your disappointment and anger was initiated against our old carnal nature, but the confrontation gave us hope for a new spiritual nature.
We behaved as if we were unbelievers and did not establish ourselves in Your health, mental well being, and spiritual prosperity.
You give the provision of guidance through Your Word for our restoration, it reveals the transparency and enlightened brilliance of Your mind.
You give Your Word as a blessing and a purpose for our ability to develop and utilize the natural attitudes and behaviors within our dynamics. Your Word is the enlightened position of our mental health and physical well being.
Mankind will consume the parts of Your strength that is comfortable enough to suffice and pacify the pain that comes from being carnal.
Your Word influences and nurtures our intellect: it is Your boldness and security that give the strength and tranquility we desperately need.
You bless us with the bits and pieces of Your confidence and You protect our spirit from the fear that is created by the ever-consuming carnal appetite of humanity.
This blessing inhabits our identity then gives place to our reality; as believers this is who we are and where we need to reside. It is also a choice we make.
We need wisdom for living and maintaining our contentment, we know that You give us what we truly desire.
We would no longer be strange or profane within our ambitions; we would be satisfied with our work, You would be also.
We acknowledge that Your anger could easily burn the identity and spiritual prosperity from us. We understand the reserve within the matured ones among the believers.
Even with these acknowledgements we continue to sin and disappoint You; we do not trust Your judgement nor the realities for our menial lives.
Therefore we disposed these lessons and chose empty arrogance; then are amazed why our minds are filled with anxiety, deprivation, and dismay.
Once the comfort areas of our lives become uncomfortable we diligently persuade ourselves to seek You: we promise change and seek Your face.
Now we recall that You are our refuge, strength, and security; we remember that You are our ability to change through restoration.
A poor attempt is made to shower praises upon You with our voices; but You of course see right through that facade. It is our lives You want, not just our voices.
Our mind, will, and emotional status was not established or even committed to change so how could You validate or trust us with Your call to transparency.
But You Lord are full of compassion, You cleanse us from our hidden agendas, and did not reject us: it is true that we provoke Your anger, but You control Your disappointment in us.
It is You who recognizes our insecurity; a reality within our identity with all of its expression of attitude and functions of behaviors that influences our environment and lifestyles.
Why don't we learn from the past and just walk in what we know; do we not realize that these attitudes and behaviors wound You and cause our abandonment from You? Certainly not You from us.
We do regress in our carnality, this incites Your holy nature; Yet You are still our God, and the Father of our identity.
We also forget Your power and direction for change within our attitudes and behaviors; why do we cling to distress, anxiety, and deprivation?
You faithfully reveal Your conviction within our sense of openness in places that we want to abandon or are disguised as carnal appetites.
We prevented our course of life and the issues of guilt reclaims its position in our thinking; finally we are overwhelmed and require Your awareness to seek restoration.
Dreadful annoyance came among us, this absorbed our time and thinking; they were pests that corrupted our reason within our rational thinking.
Our productivity and usefulness was given over to devastation and pillage within our mental processes; professions and provisions were given to those who destroy with authority and position.
Our growth and fertility was devastated with a barrage of naturalistic ideology and our instructions for good living was thus contaminated.
Those who are contemptuous are dismayed with fever and disease of corrupted theology.
Your rejection of our carnal attitudes and behaviors are obvious when depraved messengers abuse their teachings that cause pain and ruin among us.
This path of carnality brought us straight to a life of sleepless anxiety.
It is Your Word that wounds the expectations and visions of stubborn ideologies and pseudo contentment. The first fruit of theory is burning with ambition but not the transparent character of Your holiness.
You Lord have determined to give us the choice to go on a well developed and transient journey in this world; those who are mature, self-controlled, and close to Your builders of the family name will go and succeed.
You are the Secure Leader who leads the way to our health: we are aware that our unstable attitudes maybe overwhelmed and our acts of hatred could be a deterrent distraction within us.
Help us to enter into Your boundary of sacred trust, we need Your enlightened intellect to direct us.
You reject other gods, as do we; this generates a legacy of pain and ruin, it is Your correction that will lead the chosen to be transparent.
Why do some continue to provoke and test Your restorative grace; these are not the mature ones among us.
These choices of deceitful behaviors and treacherous attitudes have a service only to themselves: they invalidate our motives with betrayal of judgemental words.
We do grieve over the indignation of arrogance, that attitude of superiority provokes a resentment among the people and jealousy among demi-gods.
Our Father is provoked in His anger by thinking about these attitudes and behaviors of these believers: this lifestyle He rejects, not His people.
If we know that You reject this lifestyle among us, why do they consider themselves above reproach and are content to walk among those who are transparent?
You Lord reinstate Your bold power to those who walk in restraint and need Your transparency for direction.
This direction is vital to those who suffer from insecurity, sarcasm, and anger provoked by and within the believers.
This anger can devour the young ones; these who are not pure within their thinking cannot understand the call into transparency.
The leadership recognizes those who feel inferior and use sarcasm as a defensive mechanism; this threat can become a desolate condition of worry within the society of believers.
Thank You Lord for being cognizant with Your enlightened Word; we rejoice in the exhilaration of it.
Your Word attacks anxiety and distress within our rational being: Your love covers those who walk in shame.
Your Word encourages the transparency in our development, but cannot accept the increase of carnal attitudes and behaviors.
You inhabit the spoils of praise, granted us repentance; in Your mercy You became our conspicuous guiding pillar of acceptance that we needed to follow.
You help us make our adjustments to conform to the holy refuge and protective character with Your capacity of confident love for us.
Your acceptance of the well beloved believer does not migrate from one denomination to another; from one race to another, from ideology to another.
You give a remnant of mature believers who are pregnant with vision to all who accept it; they will teach us how to restrain this old nature of carnality and rule with self control the new spiritual nature that is Your heritage to us.
We believers make friendship with those who have a complete understanding of Your will for their lives; and will be encouraged by Your intellect, reason, and wisdom Lord.
I will evaluate my attitudes and behaviors in a comprehensive way: I will understand hidden truths and teach the realities of Your Word, as I understand it.
I want to intellectually discern and comprehend these truths so that I might inscribe them to Your people; at least to those who want to learn.
I will not hide this truth from the spiritual babes among the builders of the family name; I will reveal Your transparency and wondrous accomplishments to this next generation. This is my commitment.
Your Word encourages restraint to the old carnal nature and teach truth to the new spiritual nature within mankind. This has been taught for generations as instruction for the understanding to children as well.
This is so that our children would have a better understanding of God's character; the builders of the family name could accomplish transparency within their lives as well as the lives of their children.
This teaching might change their determination from the flesh to the confidence of God, not forgetting the endeavors with God, and establish themselves in His commandments;
The hope is not to imitate our last generation who behaved in a stubborn, bitter, and rebellious attitude. Their determination led to an intellect of instability which is not the reality of our secure Father.
The production and profitability of the builders of the family name were given over to a mind of delusion, they abandoned God's ideals and led a life full of grudges and hostility.
This generation did not value or grasp the covenant of our Father, they refused to conform or accept His Word:
This carnal attitude is oblivious of His reality and the accomplishments that He provides to His children, as well as believers.
The miracles He did for our grandfathers fortified their confidence in Him; they did not choose total abandonment from His Word nor did they digress in their thinking.
He convicted the restlessness of their behaviors and provoked their anger; but used their instability for a lesson of His strength.
Today Lord, You continue to birth us through the growing seasons of our lives and guide us through with a provision of understanding, so that in times of adversity Your illumination leads the way for maturity.
You not only provide an open refuge of Your ability and strength to us during these times of confusion, but give us comfort and understanding to the acuteness of our confusion.
It is Your direction that confronts our lifestyle out of obsessions, ideologies, delusions, and pride; You redeem our instability and enlighten our spiritual prosperity that is rich with Your presence.
If we yet choose to reside in this confusion or bitterness state, the power of Your restoration has been rejected.
Guidance of awareness or understanding Your guidelines can incite a demanding provision for our carnal nature.
It is true that our generation have spoken against You as our God; we have stated that You do not have the ability to mature our self-esteem, we repent of this arrogance.
This arrogance wounds the health of our ego [soul] that in turn causes the instability to surface; this can overwhelm our spirit. We need restoration Lord for this lack of nurturing and bonding to Your character. Do we really believe You have the provision for our weaknesses?
When You as our Restorer discern our thoughts of carnality, You become livid: Your disappointment and anger was initiated against our old carnal nature, but the confrontation gave us hope for a new spiritual nature.
We behaved as if we were unbelievers and did not establish ourselves in Your health, mental well being, and spiritual prosperity.
You give the provision of guidance through Your Word for our restoration, it reveals the transparency and enlightened brilliance of Your mind.
You give Your Word as a blessing and a purpose for our ability to develop and utilize the natural attitudes and behaviors within our dynamics. Your Word is the enlightened position of our mental health and physical well being.
Mankind will consume the parts of Your strength that is comfortable enough to suffice and pacify the pain that comes from being carnal.
Your Word influences and nurtures our intellect: it is Your boldness and security that give the strength and tranquility we desperately need.
You bless us with the bits and pieces of Your confidence and You protect our spirit from the fear that is created by the ever-consuming carnal appetite of humanity.
This blessing inhabits our identity then gives place to our reality; as believers this is who we are and where we need to reside. It is also a choice we make.
We need wisdom for living and maintaining our contentment, we know that You give us what we truly desire.
We would no longer be strange or profane within our ambitions; we would be satisfied with our work, You would be also.
We acknowledge that Your anger could easily burn the identity and spiritual prosperity from us. We understand the reserve within the matured ones among the believers.
Even with these acknowledgements we continue to sin and disappoint You; we do not trust Your judgement nor the realities for our menial lives.
Therefore we disposed these lessons and chose empty arrogance; then are amazed why our minds are filled with anxiety, deprivation, and dismay.
Once the comfort areas of our lives become uncomfortable we diligently persuade ourselves to seek You: we promise change and seek Your face.
Now we recall that You are our refuge, strength, and security; we remember that You are our ability to change through restoration.
A poor attempt is made to shower praises upon You with our voices; but You of course see right through that facade. It is our lives You want, not just our voices.
Our mind, will, and emotional status was not established or even committed to change so how could You validate or trust us with Your call to transparency.
But You Lord are full of compassion, You cleanse us from our hidden agendas, and did not reject us: it is true that we provoke Your anger, but You control Your disappointment in us.
It is You who recognizes our insecurity; a reality within our identity with all of its expression of attitude and functions of behaviors that influences our environment and lifestyles.
Why don't we learn from the past and just walk in what we know; do we not realize that these attitudes and behaviors wound You and cause our abandonment from You? Certainly not You from us.
We do regress in our carnality, this incites Your holy nature; Yet You are still our God, and the Father of our identity.
We also forget Your power and direction for change within our attitudes and behaviors; why do we cling to distress, anxiety, and deprivation?
You faithfully reveal Your conviction within our sense of openness in places that we want to abandon or are disguised as carnal appetites.
We prevented our course of life and the issues of guilt reclaims its position in our thinking; finally we are overwhelmed and require Your awareness to seek restoration.
Dreadful annoyance came among us, this absorbed our time and thinking; they were pests that corrupted our reason within our rational thinking.
Our productivity and usefulness was given over to devastation and pillage within our mental processes; professions and provisions were given to those who destroy with authority and position.
Our growth and fertility was devastated with a barrage of naturalistic ideology and our instructions for good living was thus contaminated.
Those who are contemptuous are dismayed with fever and disease of corrupted theology.
Your rejection of our carnal attitudes and behaviors are obvious when depraved messengers abuse their teachings that cause pain and ruin among us.
This path of carnality brought us straight to a life of sleepless anxiety.
It is Your Word that wounds the expectations and visions of stubborn ideologies and pseudo contentment. The first fruit of theory is burning with ambition but not the transparent character of Your holiness.
You Lord have determined to give us the choice to go on a well developed and transient journey in this world; those who are mature, self-controlled, and close to Your builders of the family name will go and succeed.
You are the Secure Leader who leads the way to our health: we are aware that our unstable attitudes maybe overwhelmed and our acts of hatred could be a deterrent distraction within us.
Help us to enter into Your boundary of sacred trust, we need Your enlightened intellect to direct us.
You reject other gods, as do we; this generates a legacy of pain and ruin, it is Your correction that will lead the chosen to be transparent.
Why do some continue to provoke and test Your restorative grace; these are not the mature ones among us.
These choices of deceitful behaviors and treacherous attitudes have a service only to themselves: they invalidate our motives with betrayal of judgemental words.
We do grieve over the indignation of arrogance, that attitude of superiority provokes a resentment among the people and jealousy among demi-gods.
Our Father is provoked in His anger by thinking about these attitudes and behaviors of these believers: this lifestyle He rejects, not His people.
If we know that You reject this lifestyle among us, why do they consider themselves above reproach and are content to walk among those who are transparent?
You Lord reinstate Your bold power to those who walk in restraint and need Your transparency for direction.
This direction is vital to those who suffer from insecurity, sarcasm, and anger provoked by and within the believers.
This anger can devour the young ones; these who are not pure within their thinking cannot understand the call into transparency.
The leadership recognizes those who feel inferior and use sarcasm as a defensive mechanism; this threat can become a desolate condition of worry within the society of believers.
Thank You Lord for being cognizant with Your enlightened Word; we rejoice in the exhilaration of it.
Your Word attacks anxiety and distress within our rational being: Your love covers those who walk in shame.
Your Word encourages the transparency in our development, but cannot accept the increase of carnal attitudes and behaviors.
You inhabit the spoils of praise, granted us repentance; in Your mercy You became our conspicuous guiding pillar of acceptance that we needed to follow.
You help us make our adjustments to conform to the holy refuge and protective character with Your capacity of confident love for us.
Your acceptance of the well beloved believer does not migrate from one denomination to another; from one race to another, from ideology to another.
You give a remnant of mature believers who are pregnant with vision to all who accept it; they will teach us how to restrain this old nature of carnality and rule with self control the new spiritual nature that is Your heritage to us.
We believers make friendship with those who have a complete understanding of Your will for their lives; and will be encouraged by Your intellect, reason, and wisdom Lord.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Psalm 77 Rejection
I cry unto You Lord with a painful plea to give understanding to this rejection; I know You hear my cries.
I am in a season of anguish, but I continue to pursue Your favor Lord: This neurosis kept me up all night. My identity in You refuses to be comforted, even though I have repented.
I am aware of the conviction Lord, but I do not know why. I examined my attitude and behaviors even motives; and this reality of nonacceptance was overwhelming.
You revealed conceit and suppressed inferiority of those around me: I am terribly aggravated I can't even talk about this with anyone.
I have thought about this relationship of the past, the changes that should have been done are obvious, but the lack of responsibility helps camouflage the hidden agendas and wrong attitudes among these people.
I am ever cognizant of these reoccurring issues that is causing distress, they say forgive and forget but they themselves do not: I examine my own character flaws and have the understanding of it; my reality is misrepresented within their distress.
Lord, will I always be rejected by these folks? Unless I am the scapegoat; or allow their hidden agendas to go unnoticed, or be brought into account I am not accepted.
Do not enable Your mercy to leave me Lord. But why must I give up my identity in You to be accepted by them? Your promises do not end with bloodlines or denominational boundaries.
If You do not abandon me, why do they? You are not angered with the boldness of my character, in fact You encourage it, why are they behaving this way? Stop and think about that.
I do repent if I have afflicted any wounds; I will not go back and wear the disguise that was demanded of me as a child. You have restored my true identity to me. Why do they hate that?
I recall the achievements that You have creatively predetermined for my call as Your servant; my purpose is to walk in Your health; physically, mentally, and spiritually as a testimony to Your ability to restore mankind to You and himself.
I study and contemplate every aspect of the reality and truth of these dynamics; I teach and testify of Your exploits within my life.
Your character is that of a clean consecrated life of righteousness: not that of ideology, legalism, or justified positions deserved. Who dares to ask Your servants to conform to their doctrines as if they were Yours? Do they think they know more than You; certainly they don't know me better than You?
It is You Lord who provides the ability to perform any accomplishments [whether hidden or revealed] that I do for Your glory. You are the strength of my boldness.
Through Your power and strength You have redeemed me; even among the builders of the family name. Sometimes I am restrained and other times I am productive within my dynamics.
My identity is revealed in You: the wounds of rejection and jealousy are tiresome, it constantly undisclosed the projected unresolved issues which provoke hatred toward me. I am so tired of it.
Your provision of guidance was revealed to me through the reflection of your character: You restore my self-esteem, untroubled and well grounded: these projected wounds force the reality of unforgiving that is within their attitudes and behaviors to be demonstrated before my eyes.
You guide me as a radiant child with the direction of Your acceptance. How honored I am; my choice is to be a reflection of You in full enlightenment.
I am in a season of anguish, but I continue to pursue Your favor Lord: This neurosis kept me up all night. My identity in You refuses to be comforted, even though I have repented.
I am aware of the conviction Lord, but I do not know why. I examined my attitude and behaviors even motives; and this reality of nonacceptance was overwhelming.
You revealed conceit and suppressed inferiority of those around me: I am terribly aggravated I can't even talk about this with anyone.
I have thought about this relationship of the past, the changes that should have been done are obvious, but the lack of responsibility helps camouflage the hidden agendas and wrong attitudes among these people.
I am ever cognizant of these reoccurring issues that is causing distress, they say forgive and forget but they themselves do not: I examine my own character flaws and have the understanding of it; my reality is misrepresented within their distress.
Lord, will I always be rejected by these folks? Unless I am the scapegoat; or allow their hidden agendas to go unnoticed, or be brought into account I am not accepted.
Do not enable Your mercy to leave me Lord. But why must I give up my identity in You to be accepted by them? Your promises do not end with bloodlines or denominational boundaries.
If You do not abandon me, why do they? You are not angered with the boldness of my character, in fact You encourage it, why are they behaving this way? Stop and think about that.
I do repent if I have afflicted any wounds; I will not go back and wear the disguise that was demanded of me as a child. You have restored my true identity to me. Why do they hate that?
I recall the achievements that You have creatively predetermined for my call as Your servant; my purpose is to walk in Your health; physically, mentally, and spiritually as a testimony to Your ability to restore mankind to You and himself.
I study and contemplate every aspect of the reality and truth of these dynamics; I teach and testify of Your exploits within my life.
Your character is that of a clean consecrated life of righteousness: not that of ideology, legalism, or justified positions deserved. Who dares to ask Your servants to conform to their doctrines as if they were Yours? Do they think they know more than You; certainly they don't know me better than You?
It is You Lord who provides the ability to perform any accomplishments [whether hidden or revealed] that I do for Your glory. You are the strength of my boldness.
Through Your power and strength You have redeemed me; even among the builders of the family name. Sometimes I am restrained and other times I am productive within my dynamics.
My identity is revealed in You: the wounds of rejection and jealousy are tiresome, it constantly undisclosed the projected unresolved issues which provoke hatred toward me. I am so tired of it.
Your provision of guidance was revealed to me through the reflection of your character: You restore my self-esteem, untroubled and well grounded: these projected wounds force the reality of unforgiving that is within their attitudes and behaviors to be demonstrated before my eyes.
You guide me as a radiant child with the direction of Your acceptance. How honored I am; my choice is to be a reflection of You in full enlightenment.
Psalm 76 Stubbornness
Lord I am recognized by You during the celebration of worship; with respect and honor I praise You: it is Your definite and conspicuous position of faith within my spirit, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character that is nourishment to my renewed nature.
You are the complete security within my identity, the defender of my restoration and a refuge of strength that has become my guiding pillar.
It is within this security where the Lord reveals the inflicted wounds of prejudice, abuse, defense mechanism, and the sense of self protection. Stop and think about that.
It is You Lord who is the intellect that inspires my healing from these who abuse.
Stubbornness is what makes us spiritually impaired, the desire to be apathetic and indifferent: it will not strengthen our service in and to You.
You have revealed and reprimanded my carnal nature; You are the God of my restraint and accountability, I am only as strong as I allow You to be in my spiritual consciousness.
Conviction comes with a struggle within my comprehension and my esteem: my confidence is full of idle theory and it did temporarily appease this pain.
It is Your transparency Lord that accomplishes the determination to recover my self from depression and self-pity. Stop and think about that.
Surely this bitterness is a weapon against my identity and relationship with You: stubbornness is a residue of unresolved anger.
I must make a commitment of forgiveness and be restored to Your acceptance; changing for the sake of social acceptance is alright, but changing to conform to Your character is the spiritual gift I give to myself.
Our Lord's character is superior: He loathes the attitudes and behaviors of self-righteousness and pseudo self-confidence within our carnal nature.
You are the complete security within my identity, the defender of my restoration and a refuge of strength that has become my guiding pillar.
It is within this security where the Lord reveals the inflicted wounds of prejudice, abuse, defense mechanism, and the sense of self protection. Stop and think about that.
It is You Lord who is the intellect that inspires my healing from these who abuse.
Stubbornness is what makes us spiritually impaired, the desire to be apathetic and indifferent: it will not strengthen our service in and to You.
You have revealed and reprimanded my carnal nature; You are the God of my restraint and accountability, I am only as strong as I allow You to be in my spiritual consciousness.
Conviction comes with a struggle within my comprehension and my esteem: my confidence is full of idle theory and it did temporarily appease this pain.
It is Your transparency Lord that accomplishes the determination to recover my self from depression and self-pity. Stop and think about that.
Surely this bitterness is a weapon against my identity and relationship with You: stubbornness is a residue of unresolved anger.
I must make a commitment of forgiveness and be restored to Your acceptance; changing for the sake of social acceptance is alright, but changing to conform to Your character is the spiritual gift I give to myself.
Our Lord's character is superior: He loathes the attitudes and behaviors of self-righteousness and pseudo self-confidence within our carnal nature.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Psalm 75 Confusion and Pride
Only to You do I give my thanks and make my concessions; only from You do I draw my strength: I celebrate Your definite and conspicuous position of faith within my spirit, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my lifestyle. But I am confused.
I accept Your appointed times of change, You vindicate those who live in righteousness. But I am still confused.
In my confidence and all my endurance is now consumed by fear, I cannot undergo the repairs I need to survive this confusing time. Stop and think about that.
You challenge my self-confidence and call it arrogance, I do not regard it as such; those who choose to walk in guilt need to heed Your warnings. I do not need this defensive reprimand.
I feel intimidated and defensive because You think my attitudes are demanding and my behaviors are compulsive.
Your ability in developing nurtures does not have any time limit of sunrise to sunset. My nonproductive condition is not hurting anyone, I am comfortable.
You are the judge Lord: You give me a self-awareness nudge within my spirit that I might need humility. Yet You do not nudge this person who thinks they have a position of greatness.
Lord, one person has intense passion for Your Word and is pregnant with nurturing and teachings; but another person will have leftover residue of guilt within their self-esteem, You seem to ignore that they just maintain their lifestyle.
I manifest boldness continuously: I will sing praises to my God of discipline.
Those who live in guilt try to imitate You Lord in powerful righteousness. But You reject this behavior and You honor the righteous. Why am I not being honored?
I accept Your appointed times of change, You vindicate those who live in righteousness. But I am still confused.
In my confidence and all my endurance is now consumed by fear, I cannot undergo the repairs I need to survive this confusing time. Stop and think about that.
You challenge my self-confidence and call it arrogance, I do not regard it as such; those who choose to walk in guilt need to heed Your warnings. I do not need this defensive reprimand.
I feel intimidated and defensive because You think my attitudes are demanding and my behaviors are compulsive.
Your ability in developing nurtures does not have any time limit of sunrise to sunset. My nonproductive condition is not hurting anyone, I am comfortable.
You are the judge Lord: You give me a self-awareness nudge within my spirit that I might need humility. Yet You do not nudge this person who thinks they have a position of greatness.
Lord, one person has intense passion for Your Word and is pregnant with nurturing and teachings; but another person will have leftover residue of guilt within their self-esteem, You seem to ignore that they just maintain their lifestyle.
I manifest boldness continuously: I will sing praises to my God of discipline.
Those who live in guilt try to imitate You Lord in powerful righteousness. But You reject this behavior and You honor the righteous. Why am I not being honored?
Psalm 74 Rational Being
Lord I am feeling rejected by You. Does my anger blind me from Your will and presence?
Imprint Your character within my identity so that I might be recognized by believers; A branch of Your inheritance are these You have avenged; You remain as our conspicuous monument and guiding pillar, Lord guide us.
Enable encouragement to actively motivate all of us through confidence in our behaviors and truthful attitude; keep us from any desolation. Keep the acts of hatred within their carnal nature and away from Your holy sanctuary.
Sounds of distress and affliction are heard through the center of our congregation; they choose to commit unto their own standard for character qualities and attitude temperament.
There was a certain individual who is respected and acknowledged because he projected himself as learned, strong, and secure within himself and You.
Now these who followed this individual want his leadership revealed and his teachings acknowledged of what his ideologies are.
This has spread hatred and anger throughout the sanctuary. They wound and profane the definite and conspicuous position of our faith and the mark of individuality within our security of believers.
These boast of their superior challenge within their natural man: unitedly we need to suppress our carnal attitudes and behaviors not conform to them; these motivations of carnality can corrode every worshipper of God.
We have not considered any character flaw of any individual: we have not been inspired by anyone to do what they ask, but there is no teaching for understanding outside of You and Your Word during a time of affliction.
How long will this anguish and distress expose our weakness to our opposition? Will these acts of hatred prevent Your definite and conspicuous position of faith and mark of individuality within our dynamics from being taught or learned?
Have You recalled Your fellowship and strength from us? Are You determined to withdraw Your identity and protection from us?
You are my God, my eternal counselor that commits His salvation to the center of my confidence and secures His Spirit with mine.
Mankind is restless and needs Your strength and boldness: You separate mankind from his natural and rational being.
The principles of the socialistic elite are confused and discouraging; these people commit to a world without God or His principles.
Reveal their conceit at its source and expose their hidden agenda: confuse their posterity plan for themselves.
Every new beginning or growth stage that we enter is incited by You; every ending You establish is for enlightenment and transparency for our personal growth:
You have placed every personal boundary of my confidence within Your keeping: You formed my character against feeling cynical and lifeless.
Remember this, the acts of hatred expose the self-centered foolishness of the carnal nature within mankind; anyone who scorns Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character will be filled with delusion.
We will not expose our identity to those who walk in condemnation and guilt, they do not understand or comprehend our life. We will not forget to be humble and disciplined daily, it is our commitment to You.
I respect Your covenant: the ignorance of my self-reliance is unjust and unproductive.
I will not enter into a mental collapse of confusion or deprivation nor will Your people. We choose to be transparent in Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within our dynamics, and honorable character within our lifestyle.
Lord please establish Your transparency with Your mark of individuality that is in our dynamics; this will stop the controversial reasoning among mankind and his carnal imaginations.
Imprint Your character within my identity so that I might be recognized by believers; A branch of Your inheritance are these You have avenged; You remain as our conspicuous monument and guiding pillar, Lord guide us.
Enable encouragement to actively motivate all of us through confidence in our behaviors and truthful attitude; keep us from any desolation. Keep the acts of hatred within their carnal nature and away from Your holy sanctuary.
Sounds of distress and affliction are heard through the center of our congregation; they choose to commit unto their own standard for character qualities and attitude temperament.
There was a certain individual who is respected and acknowledged because he projected himself as learned, strong, and secure within himself and You.
Now these who followed this individual want his leadership revealed and his teachings acknowledged of what his ideologies are.
This has spread hatred and anger throughout the sanctuary. They wound and profane the definite and conspicuous position of our faith and the mark of individuality within our security of believers.
These boast of their superior challenge within their natural man: unitedly we need to suppress our carnal attitudes and behaviors not conform to them; these motivations of carnality can corrode every worshipper of God.
We have not considered any character flaw of any individual: we have not been inspired by anyone to do what they ask, but there is no teaching for understanding outside of You and Your Word during a time of affliction.
How long will this anguish and distress expose our weakness to our opposition? Will these acts of hatred prevent Your definite and conspicuous position of faith and mark of individuality within our dynamics from being taught or learned?
Have You recalled Your fellowship and strength from us? Are You determined to withdraw Your identity and protection from us?
You are my God, my eternal counselor that commits His salvation to the center of my confidence and secures His Spirit with mine.
Mankind is restless and needs Your strength and boldness: You separate mankind from his natural and rational being.
The principles of the socialistic elite are confused and discouraging; these people commit to a world without God or His principles.
Reveal their conceit at its source and expose their hidden agenda: confuse their posterity plan for themselves.
Every new beginning or growth stage that we enter is incited by You; every ending You establish is for enlightenment and transparency for our personal growth:
You have placed every personal boundary of my confidence within Your keeping: You formed my character against feeling cynical and lifeless.
Remember this, the acts of hatred expose the self-centered foolishness of the carnal nature within mankind; anyone who scorns Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character will be filled with delusion.
We will not expose our identity to those who walk in condemnation and guilt, they do not understand or comprehend our life. We will not forget to be humble and disciplined daily, it is our commitment to You.
I respect Your covenant: the ignorance of my self-reliance is unjust and unproductive.
I will not enter into a mental collapse of confusion or deprivation nor will Your people. We choose to be transparent in Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within our dynamics, and honorable character within our lifestyle.
Lord please establish Your transparency with Your mark of individuality that is in our dynamics; this will stop the controversial reasoning among mankind and his carnal imaginations.
Psalm 73 Attitude and Behaviors
It is true that the Lord is gracious to those who have new life or are restored back to Him. He also gives grace to those who are pure in motives, transparent in attitude and behaviors, and mature within their identity and emotional well being.
But as for me right now, I feel none of this; my endurance is exhausted. My spiritual awareness of truth has lapsed into apathy.
I am apathetic toward those who are able to walk in transparency and without pride; all I can see is the performance and gain of those who live in guilt and condemnation.
It appears that there is no incisive consequences for those who ruin lives by making carnal choices; their power and strength appear solid and secure in this
world.
They do not labor in grief or suffer anxiety like I do: they do not appear to feel aggravation, depression, or remorse like I do.
They wear arrogance as a trophy; deception and injustice is worn by them like an expensive suit.
Their conceit is a flourishing parade; their net worth and dollar value is more than my imagination can fathom.
They are depraved and perverted within their attitudes, they practice and plot distressful behaviors and unjust gain through dissension; they use condescending attitudes and pretentious behaviors for power and control.
They justify their attitude with intellectual theory, this is revealed by vain or pseudo babble.
Those who are upright in attitude and just in behaviors have been restored in the stability of God's righteous character: their identity reveals the stability that was imparted as a gift to them.
If a stubborn determination is revealed, the attitude is justified within themselves as an end to a means. The question is asked from them to God: What do You know or understand about our ways? Does this Almighty God have any opinions concerning us or our needs?
Discern carefully those who walk in guilt and violate the spirit of others. They are secure within themselves and invent systems that the carnal man embraces; they grow and prosper in their own resources.
I admit that I have tried to deny these attitudes and behaviors exist and even have tried to justify their self-centered position.
But God and His mercy convicts me daily and I am aware that I need righteous correction about these vain motives.
So I decided to hold a grudge; but was reminded of this attitude as being deceitful, this generation of the builders of the family name is not convicted by this.
Lord, You held me into account for this attitude and deceptive understanding; I began to be emotionally exhausted and worry overwhelmed me.
It wasn't until I was in Your presence Lord did I fully understand the consequences of my attitude and behaviors.
It was You who directed my indiscriminate responsibility and dislocation of the functions of my choices: my feelings were full of depression and grief.
I was amazed how quickly these consequences stunned me. I am devastated with fear and anxiety.
Just as a nightmare can wake us; Lord so will Your reality once we realize the choices we made concerning the carnal attitudes and behaviors.
I understood and was made aware of the grief and shame I caused; I learned a valuable lesson of the motivations and consequences of these choices.
My attitude was unreasonable and my behaviors imbecilic: I acted like a barbarian toward You and Your people.
Even though guilt and remorse set in my mind, I still couldn't shake Your presence from me: Your security gave my rational being strength and direction.
You influenced and instructed me with Your counsel and Your Word; I finally learned that You can be transparent through me.
My physical and emotional health is inadequate; You Lord are the strength of my identity: Your devastation is only for those who choose rebellion or are hateful in character.
Anyone choosing to remove themselves from Your will are choose to loose their identity in You: devastation come to those who decide to commit idolatry.
I have determined to serve You Lord: I place my trust and confidence in You. You will properly discipline me.
But as for me right now, I feel none of this; my endurance is exhausted. My spiritual awareness of truth has lapsed into apathy.
I am apathetic toward those who are able to walk in transparency and without pride; all I can see is the performance and gain of those who live in guilt and condemnation.
It appears that there is no incisive consequences for those who ruin lives by making carnal choices; their power and strength appear solid and secure in this
world.
They do not labor in grief or suffer anxiety like I do: they do not appear to feel aggravation, depression, or remorse like I do.
They wear arrogance as a trophy; deception and injustice is worn by them like an expensive suit.
Their conceit is a flourishing parade; their net worth and dollar value is more than my imagination can fathom.
They are depraved and perverted within their attitudes, they practice and plot distressful behaviors and unjust gain through dissension; they use condescending attitudes and pretentious behaviors for power and control.
They justify their attitude with intellectual theory, this is revealed by vain or pseudo babble.
Those who are upright in attitude and just in behaviors have been restored in the stability of God's righteous character: their identity reveals the stability that was imparted as a gift to them.
If a stubborn determination is revealed, the attitude is justified within themselves as an end to a means. The question is asked from them to God: What do You know or understand about our ways? Does this Almighty God have any opinions concerning us or our needs?
Discern carefully those who walk in guilt and violate the spirit of others. They are secure within themselves and invent systems that the carnal man embraces; they grow and prosper in their own resources.
I admit that I have tried to deny these attitudes and behaviors exist and even have tried to justify their self-centered position.
But God and His mercy convicts me daily and I am aware that I need righteous correction about these vain motives.
So I decided to hold a grudge; but was reminded of this attitude as being deceitful, this generation of the builders of the family name is not convicted by this.
Lord, You held me into account for this attitude and deceptive understanding; I began to be emotionally exhausted and worry overwhelmed me.
It wasn't until I was in Your presence Lord did I fully understand the consequences of my attitude and behaviors.
It was You who directed my indiscriminate responsibility and dislocation of the functions of my choices: my feelings were full of depression and grief.
I was amazed how quickly these consequences stunned me. I am devastated with fear and anxiety.
Just as a nightmare can wake us; Lord so will Your reality once we realize the choices we made concerning the carnal attitudes and behaviors.
I understood and was made aware of the grief and shame I caused; I learned a valuable lesson of the motivations and consequences of these choices.
My attitude was unreasonable and my behaviors imbecilic: I acted like a barbarian toward You and Your people.
Even though guilt and remorse set in my mind, I still couldn't shake Your presence from me: Your security gave my rational being strength and direction.
You influenced and instructed me with Your counsel and Your Word; I finally learned that You can be transparent through me.
My physical and emotional health is inadequate; You Lord are the strength of my identity: Your devastation is only for those who choose rebellion or are hateful in character.
Anyone choosing to remove themselves from Your will are choose to loose their identity in You: devastation come to those who decide to commit idolatry.
I have determined to serve You Lord: I place my trust and confidence in You. You will properly discipline me.
Psalm 72 Counsel
Appoint Your just counsel for me Lord, give Your transparent instruction with it, I as a member of the builders of the family name need it.
Direct me with Your spiritual prosperity, I feel depressed and need Your rationale to pull me through this.
It is Your enlightenment within our reason that brings health, security, and strength to mankind, especially those who use Your Word for suppressing the carnal nature.
Your persuasion in counsel encourages the depressed, but it also is a spiritual adviser to the builders of the family name who suffer from the cruel judgement of carnal thinking people.
Believers will revere You as long as the sun and moon shine on the generations.
You visit us and grant Your benediction upon our carnal weaknesses: this amplifies Your reflection within our confidence to inspire endurance.
You prevail over the anxiety that can control our attitude and behaviors, plus give encouragement to our weak identities.
Those who profess to be unbelievers will be humbled at Your presence; the acts of hatred within our carnal nature will devour our carnal confidence.
We feel Your stability that is within Your counsel of identity toward mankind; this builds gratitude and respect within our soulish nature. Your counsel is perfect and makes us emotionally healthy.
Your counsel is superior to any man made ideology; mankind recognizes Your wisdom and perfect statutes.
Whenever we feel deprivation within our spirit You recover us if we ask; if we feel depressed or chastised You cover us with Your love. Those who are rejected or feel lonely You protect and nurture them in Your arms of acceptance.
You give understanding to the co-dependants, the emotional or spiritual deprivation that is within our identity.
If we cooperate with Your Word, our dynamics will change from being self-destructive within our attitude and behaviors to a new temperament within our identity and new hope that is our lifestyle ever before You.
We are revived by Your complete anointing for restoration: prayer is intercession continually before You. We adore You Lord, everyday.
Many believers are transparent and illumined, our perception stays on Your boldness and enlightenment within our lives; this is how maturation and courage is birthed to enable our spirit to survive. This awareness displays a fresh but raw confidence, and it will grow.
Your definite and conspicuous position of faith exist in our lives, Your mark of individuality within our dynamics sustains our attitude and behaviors as long as the sun shines. Your honorable character within our lives will be recognized by all people who call You Lord.
We adore You Lord, it is You who prevails in our strength, support system, and who accomplishes this wonderful growth stage within our lives.
We continue to adore Your mark of individuality within our rational being; enable Your healthy character of confidence to be received through faith, this is replenished by Your glory. Amen, and so be it as truth.
The prayer of these beloved builders of the family name manifest commitment to spiritual health and complete peace.
Direct me with Your spiritual prosperity, I feel depressed and need Your rationale to pull me through this.
It is Your enlightenment within our reason that brings health, security, and strength to mankind, especially those who use Your Word for suppressing the carnal nature.
Your persuasion in counsel encourages the depressed, but it also is a spiritual adviser to the builders of the family name who suffer from the cruel judgement of carnal thinking people.
Believers will revere You as long as the sun and moon shine on the generations.
You visit us and grant Your benediction upon our carnal weaknesses: this amplifies Your reflection within our confidence to inspire endurance.
You prevail over the anxiety that can control our attitude and behaviors, plus give encouragement to our weak identities.
Those who profess to be unbelievers will be humbled at Your presence; the acts of hatred within our carnal nature will devour our carnal confidence.
We feel Your stability that is within Your counsel of identity toward mankind; this builds gratitude and respect within our soulish nature. Your counsel is perfect and makes us emotionally healthy.
Your counsel is superior to any man made ideology; mankind recognizes Your wisdom and perfect statutes.
Whenever we feel deprivation within our spirit You recover us if we ask; if we feel depressed or chastised You cover us with Your love. Those who are rejected or feel lonely You protect and nurture them in Your arms of acceptance.
You give understanding to the co-dependants, the emotional or spiritual deprivation that is within our identity.
If we cooperate with Your Word, our dynamics will change from being self-destructive within our attitude and behaviors to a new temperament within our identity and new hope that is our lifestyle ever before You.
We are revived by Your complete anointing for restoration: prayer is intercession continually before You. We adore You Lord, everyday.
Many believers are transparent and illumined, our perception stays on Your boldness and enlightenment within our lives; this is how maturation and courage is birthed to enable our spirit to survive. This awareness displays a fresh but raw confidence, and it will grow.
Your definite and conspicuous position of faith exist in our lives, Your mark of individuality within our dynamics sustains our attitude and behaviors as long as the sun shines. Your honorable character within our lives will be recognized by all people who call You Lord.
We adore You Lord, it is You who prevails in our strength, support system, and who accomplishes this wonderful growth stage within our lives.
We continue to adore Your mark of individuality within our rational being; enable Your healthy character of confidence to be received through faith, this is replenished by Your glory. Amen, and so be it as truth.
The prayer of these beloved builders of the family name manifest commitment to spiritual health and complete peace.
Psalm 71 Restoration
Only unto You Lord, do I commit my confidence and hope: do not enable any shame or guilt to be concealed within me.
Preserve Your righteousness within me, enable me to rest in Your security: extend Your perception and nurturing toward me.
You are my support system Lord, I run to You to repair my hope: You have given Your Word for my strength and nurturing: You are the stability of my self-esteem and the provision of my defense mechanism.
Release me from the direction of those who walk in guilt, self righteousness, and bitterness that is within mankind's carnal nature.
You are my devotion, the bond of my self-esteem Lord: You are my security and have been since my natural birth; and now, my spiritual rebirth.
I establish and maintain myself since birth; You are the center of my compassion and the bond that holds my family together: my transparency is a reflection of Your identity within me.
My opinions are obvious to many who listen: but it is You who inhabits my boldness, confidence, and trust; that is not obvious to many.
Enable my thoughts and Your will is established and accomplished within my life; replenish Your devotion and acceptance to me daily.
Do not be dismayed because it take me so long to learn anything; my capacity becomes carnal and my mind is dense to Your desire for my attitudes and behaviors.
These acts of hatred within my carnal nature are stubborn within me; and this barricades my identity from being enlightened by Your counsel and guidance.
My hope was that I would be relinquished from these natural tendencies: but distress and torment manipulates these feelings. It spoils my ability to be restored unto You.
Lord do not withdraw Your presence from me: My Teacher be eager to nurture and sustain my emotional well being.
Stop this humiliation that clouds my identity; dispose the confusion within my thinking, it dishonors You.
I have decided that I will wait and trust in Your hope, this will enable me to be more transparent and open to Your will for my life.
I accept and receive Your virtues Lord: I desire the evidence of righteousness in my being as I acknowledge this call of separation.
God You have instructed and disciplined me since birth: I will be bold in Your accomplished work within my life, as well as my emotional being.
When I am old and determined within my mind, do not reject me; I want to continue to be an example to this next generation. Your strength is a gift to anyone who chooses to be healthy.
It is Your righteous character Lord that has accomplished maturity and nurturing within my identity. Who dares to compare the ideology of mankind to Your Word?
It is Your approval of me that directs me through adverse attitudes and behaviors for my character strength and guidelines. You nourish my soul for restoration, increased knowledge for maturity, and rids the anxiety from my confidence.
Your maturation amplifies my dignity that enables me to embrace these changes within my life so that I may glorify or honor You.
I will be the prepared instrument that is nurtured by Your ability to stabilize my attitude and behaviors: I celebrate the expression of love You give to me. You are my spiritual prosperity.
These natural boundaries within my identity fills with joy when I praise Your wondrous works within my life. My self-esteem is refreshed by the changes that You have made in my emotional well being.
My words reflect Your righteous changes that in turn reveal the carnal attitudes and behaviors of those who deliberately cause grief and trouble to Your people.
Preserve Your righteousness within me, enable me to rest in Your security: extend Your perception and nurturing toward me.
You are my support system Lord, I run to You to repair my hope: You have given Your Word for my strength and nurturing: You are the stability of my self-esteem and the provision of my defense mechanism.
Release me from the direction of those who walk in guilt, self righteousness, and bitterness that is within mankind's carnal nature.
You are my devotion, the bond of my self-esteem Lord: You are my security and have been since my natural birth; and now, my spiritual rebirth.
I establish and maintain myself since birth; You are the center of my compassion and the bond that holds my family together: my transparency is a reflection of Your identity within me.
My opinions are obvious to many who listen: but it is You who inhabits my boldness, confidence, and trust; that is not obvious to many.
Enable my thoughts and Your will is established and accomplished within my life; replenish Your devotion and acceptance to me daily.
Do not be dismayed because it take me so long to learn anything; my capacity becomes carnal and my mind is dense to Your desire for my attitudes and behaviors.
These acts of hatred within my carnal nature are stubborn within me; and this barricades my identity from being enlightened by Your counsel and guidance.
My hope was that I would be relinquished from these natural tendencies: but distress and torment manipulates these feelings. It spoils my ability to be restored unto You.
Lord do not withdraw Your presence from me: My Teacher be eager to nurture and sustain my emotional well being.
Stop this humiliation that clouds my identity; dispose the confusion within my thinking, it dishonors You.
I have decided that I will wait and trust in Your hope, this will enable me to be more transparent and open to Your will for my life.
I accept and receive Your virtues Lord: I desire the evidence of righteousness in my being as I acknowledge this call of separation.
God You have instructed and disciplined me since birth: I will be bold in Your accomplished work within my life, as well as my emotional being.
When I am old and determined within my mind, do not reject me; I want to continue to be an example to this next generation. Your strength is a gift to anyone who chooses to be healthy.
It is Your righteous character Lord that has accomplished maturity and nurturing within my identity. Who dares to compare the ideology of mankind to Your Word?
It is Your approval of me that directs me through adverse attitudes and behaviors for my character strength and guidelines. You nourish my soul for restoration, increased knowledge for maturity, and rids the anxiety from my confidence.
Your maturation amplifies my dignity that enables me to embrace these changes within my life so that I may glorify or honor You.
I will be the prepared instrument that is nurtured by Your ability to stabilize my attitude and behaviors: I celebrate the expression of love You give to me. You are my spiritual prosperity.
These natural boundaries within my identity fills with joy when I praise Your wondrous works within my life. My self-esteem is refreshed by the changes that You have made in my emotional well being.
My words reflect Your righteous changes that in turn reveal the carnal attitudes and behaviors of those who deliberately cause grief and trouble to Your people.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Psalm 70 Direction
Unburden my spirit Lord, I am eager to be nurtured, disciplined, and strengthened by Your just hand.
Enable those who are full of jealousy be disappointed by their behaviors, stop this abuse that is within their thinking. I want my identity complete in You and my spirit revived. Do not allow the insults and emotional wounds cause me grief or sorrow.
Enable them to remember and be restored from these shameful attitudes and behaviors; they disgrace themselves in their own arrogance before You.
Empower me to search and seek Your favor: I want to be encouraged, illumined, perceptive, and transparent in Your will: allow me to love and appreciate Your salvation within me. Your nurturing brings maturation to me and that maturation gives honor to You.
I will admit this self-examination does cause depression within me because the results is pain full awareness of my reality in You. This deprivation I feel within my being is because I have not followed the direction You have given. Lord, be quick to nurture me and encourage my commitment to You. Do not prolong Your presence from me, please.
Enable those who are full of jealousy be disappointed by their behaviors, stop this abuse that is within their thinking. I want my identity complete in You and my spirit revived. Do not allow the insults and emotional wounds cause me grief or sorrow.
Enable them to remember and be restored from these shameful attitudes and behaviors; they disgrace themselves in their own arrogance before You.
Empower me to search and seek Your favor: I want to be encouraged, illumined, perceptive, and transparent in Your will: allow me to love and appreciate Your salvation within me. Your nurturing brings maturation to me and that maturation gives honor to You.
I will admit this self-examination does cause depression within me because the results is pain full awareness of my reality in You. This deprivation I feel within my being is because I have not followed the direction You have given. Lord, be quick to nurture me and encourage my commitment to You. Do not prolong Your presence from me, please.
Psalm 69 Discipline [The Call of Separation]
Preserve me Lord, the reality of my underdeveloped identity has made me fully aware of how inept I am in Your service.
I regress into the preoccupation of spiritual lethargy. I find no endurance or security; I am fully absorbed with the condition of poor self-esteem. A deluge of unstable emotional turmoil drowns me.
I am really tired of being transparent: my throat is dry from crying; my knowledge of You is weak, I wait painfully for the hope I have in You.
There are people who hate me without cause or rational reason; many are confused and full of anxiety: they want to destroy my reputation because of what I know of them.
With lies and acts of hatred they determine carnal attitudes because of what they do in secret. I have reestablished and restored the identities that were immature; but these wounded souls were not abused by me.
Lord You comprehend my lack of wisdom: my shortcomings are many and not hid from You.
Do not enable those who hate me be filled with guilt; do not let them be ashamed because of what I know of them. Do not let their searching of You be wounded or insulted because of me.
I suffer mental anguish because of this transparency; it defames my pride and envelops my self-esteem.
My friends think I am hopeless, I am rejected by people who call themselves my family, and the builders of the family name ignore or run from me.
They are full of jealousy, this has developed a prison within their own identity. They are devoured with arrogance and they have a scornful attitude toward Your Word. This overwhelms me.
When I whine or cry through fasting prayer, my identity is revealed of how inept I truly am. I am full of remorse.
I tried to hide by constructing a facade to cover these feelings: I became a joke to those around me and a sham to myself.
There are people who have established themselves as gatekeepers to my soul, fruit inspectors to my spirit, and self-appointed judges that talk unmercifully against my character: I am abused for the truth I know and the lies they tell. These are drunk with their own importance and power.
I will reconcile myself with You and am determined to pray for these who wound themselves at my expense: Lord, You are kind to me, grant discipleship, and favor whenever I need it; You listen to my cries, the stability of Your salvation helps me to endure the attitudes and behaviors from Your people.
Direct me out of this mess that Your children love to wallow in, enable me not to relapse into grief: help me to escape their hatred and poor self-esteem that occupies their rational being.
Do not allow their self-absorption to conquer my thoughts; neither enable this preoccupation of carnal attitudes and behaviors to swallow me. Do not enable their grave of self-pity to devour me.
Pay attention to their praise of You Lord, they need Your kindness and favor it is their spiritual prosperity; prepare me with Your compassionate love.
I need Your acceptance right now, I am totally stressed. I need to hear Your voice of reason and wisdom.
Redeem their identity in Your secure character: preserve them from these acts of hatred.
You have always understood insecurity: this distress and anxiety manifests itself before You as prayer requests and gossip.
This openness overwhelms my identity and emotional status: I am stressed at this abuse and sick of it: I want to be consoled, no one consoles me. I want to be avenged, but not one stands up.
These acts of hatred has poisoned my transparency: my eagerness to serve became grievous behaviors of complaint.
Entrap these attitudes and behaviors, so that I may endure a healthy lifestyle.
Enable my ignorance to not be misunderstood as insecurity and anxiety. I need Your strength Lord.
Disburse my indignation and inability to gain Your acceptance.
Expose and devastate these defense mechanisms that have developed as spiritual facades; do not allow them comfort in the protective wall that they have built around their justified positions.
Harass the attitudes and behaviors that have wounded my discipleship; I do not partake in the anguish of gossip, for there is enough consequences for the lack of wisdom.
Assign consequences to any offences that I may have caused: I cannot enter into Your call of separation without a cleansing of my identity.
Erase the reality of these carnal attitudes that are displayed as carnal behaviors against me; enable me to walk just and clean before You.
I submit myself to this developmental stage so that I might enable Your call into transparency; defend me so that I will be strong in Your character.
I walk in a transparent lifestyle; I give glory to the definite and conspicuous position of faith within my life, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my new lifestyle. I love being nourished with a maturation that honors You with true thanksgiving.
This will enable the Lord to be visible in my life; You accept me as Your child. This is better than all the power or strength of service for mankind I will ever do.
Many have submitted to this discipline; they will discern and understand this psalm and be gratified: my identity and emotional well being is revived because I diligently search for You Lord.
You are attentive to anyone who suffers from deprivation and You do not disesteem anyone who fights an emotional battle within themselves.
Enable Your intelligence and confidence to be transparent within us; we give You the glory for our health. Enable Your peace to dwell in those who need it and allow those who are mature in You to praise You.
You Lord are open to our conspicuousness in worship, it is You who builds and makes repairs of our natural man: we praise Your comfort given during this time of stress.
This is the fruit of the work that is done in our lives by You Lord. We worship You and are so thankful. We love Your definite and conspicuous position of faith in our walk before You. We love Your mark of individuality within our personal dynamics, and praise Your honorable character within our lives.
You are the satisfaction in our lives on this earth.
I regress into the preoccupation of spiritual lethargy. I find no endurance or security; I am fully absorbed with the condition of poor self-esteem. A deluge of unstable emotional turmoil drowns me.
I am really tired of being transparent: my throat is dry from crying; my knowledge of You is weak, I wait painfully for the hope I have in You.
There are people who hate me without cause or rational reason; many are confused and full of anxiety: they want to destroy my reputation because of what I know of them.
With lies and acts of hatred they determine carnal attitudes because of what they do in secret. I have reestablished and restored the identities that were immature; but these wounded souls were not abused by me.
Lord You comprehend my lack of wisdom: my shortcomings are many and not hid from You.
Do not enable those who hate me be filled with guilt; do not let them be ashamed because of what I know of them. Do not let their searching of You be wounded or insulted because of me.
I suffer mental anguish because of this transparency; it defames my pride and envelops my self-esteem.
My friends think I am hopeless, I am rejected by people who call themselves my family, and the builders of the family name ignore or run from me.
They are full of jealousy, this has developed a prison within their own identity. They are devoured with arrogance and they have a scornful attitude toward Your Word. This overwhelms me.
When I whine or cry through fasting prayer, my identity is revealed of how inept I truly am. I am full of remorse.
I tried to hide by constructing a facade to cover these feelings: I became a joke to those around me and a sham to myself.
There are people who have established themselves as gatekeepers to my soul, fruit inspectors to my spirit, and self-appointed judges that talk unmercifully against my character: I am abused for the truth I know and the lies they tell. These are drunk with their own importance and power.
I will reconcile myself with You and am determined to pray for these who wound themselves at my expense: Lord, You are kind to me, grant discipleship, and favor whenever I need it; You listen to my cries, the stability of Your salvation helps me to endure the attitudes and behaviors from Your people.
Direct me out of this mess that Your children love to wallow in, enable me not to relapse into grief: help me to escape their hatred and poor self-esteem that occupies their rational being.
Do not allow their self-absorption to conquer my thoughts; neither enable this preoccupation of carnal attitudes and behaviors to swallow me. Do not enable their grave of self-pity to devour me.
Pay attention to their praise of You Lord, they need Your kindness and favor it is their spiritual prosperity; prepare me with Your compassionate love.
I need Your acceptance right now, I am totally stressed. I need to hear Your voice of reason and wisdom.
Redeem their identity in Your secure character: preserve them from these acts of hatred.
You have always understood insecurity: this distress and anxiety manifests itself before You as prayer requests and gossip.
This openness overwhelms my identity and emotional status: I am stressed at this abuse and sick of it: I want to be consoled, no one consoles me. I want to be avenged, but not one stands up.
These acts of hatred has poisoned my transparency: my eagerness to serve became grievous behaviors of complaint.
Entrap these attitudes and behaviors, so that I may endure a healthy lifestyle.
Enable my ignorance to not be misunderstood as insecurity and anxiety. I need Your strength Lord.
Disburse my indignation and inability to gain Your acceptance.
Expose and devastate these defense mechanisms that have developed as spiritual facades; do not allow them comfort in the protective wall that they have built around their justified positions.
Harass the attitudes and behaviors that have wounded my discipleship; I do not partake in the anguish of gossip, for there is enough consequences for the lack of wisdom.
Assign consequences to any offences that I may have caused: I cannot enter into Your call of separation without a cleansing of my identity.
Erase the reality of these carnal attitudes that are displayed as carnal behaviors against me; enable me to walk just and clean before You.
I submit myself to this developmental stage so that I might enable Your call into transparency; defend me so that I will be strong in Your character.
I walk in a transparent lifestyle; I give glory to the definite and conspicuous position of faith within my life, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my new lifestyle. I love being nourished with a maturation that honors You with true thanksgiving.
This will enable the Lord to be visible in my life; You accept me as Your child. This is better than all the power or strength of service for mankind I will ever do.
Many have submitted to this discipline; they will discern and understand this psalm and be gratified: my identity and emotional well being is revived because I diligently search for You Lord.
You are attentive to anyone who suffers from deprivation and You do not disesteem anyone who fights an emotional battle within themselves.
Enable Your intelligence and confidence to be transparent within us; we give You the glory for our health. Enable Your peace to dwell in those who need it and allow those who are mature in You to praise You.
You Lord are open to our conspicuousness in worship, it is You who builds and makes repairs of our natural man: we praise Your comfort given during this time of stress.
This is the fruit of the work that is done in our lives by You Lord. We worship You and are so thankful. We love Your definite and conspicuous position of faith in our walk before You. We love Your mark of individuality within our personal dynamics, and praise Your honorable character within our lives.
You are the satisfaction in our lives on this earth.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Psalm 68 Discipleship
I want You Lord to enable Your will for my life. I want the gift of transparency in my behaviors, and You to be established in my attitude. In doing this the acts of hatred within my carnal nature would be diffused: these acts must be exposed so that I will find favor with You.
There is a blinding power of anger that causes my rational being to faint with fatigue: I must grow spiritually beyond the natural man to purify this attitude. I choose not to live as a carnal person, I do not want to loose my identity that I have established in You Lord.
Empower my willingness to be transparent: enable rejoicing while in Your presence: Yes Lord, please enable my intellect, perception, and transparency to acknowledge You.
My song is unto You Lord, I celebrate Your definite and conspicuous position of faith that is in my life: I praise Your pure motives for the mark of individuality that is within my dynamics. My desire is to adamantly triumph in Your acceptance, endurance, and favor.
You are also the Father of the lonely; an advocate to those with emotional deprivation who are feeling rejected; You are their God of shelter.
You have established a unity within my life that cannot be broken. You matured and nurtured my soul; the obsession of acceptance and success is no longer an issue. The carnal frame of mind led me to a sarcastic form of self confidence.
I am surrounded by emotional hysteria, depression, rejection, displaced aggression; distressed places within peoples lives. Stop and think about that.
The confidence of mankind is irrational, the self esteem is delusional and can only be slowly transformed into a healthy conscious by You: I have seen phobias, bondage, and legalism changed in Your very presence. Even souls who are contentious with You completely at peace before You.
You Lord direct an outpouring of Your healing Spirit to establish and stabilize Your heritage. We were offended, scandalized, and hateful to each other, but Your love unifies our brokenness.
Your people became strong and was repaired; we established ourselves in Your identity. You gave provision for our peace of mind and free from depression, humiliation, or abuse.
You appoint the requirement and challenges of promise: those who birth the promise will increase the believers in health and number.
These who accept counsel for this appointed time will work diligently, but those who are satisfied within their own thinking will become a victim of lethargy.
It is up to us to decide to be apathetic or established in the work You have called us to do. Are we motivated by greed and fear while being in our comfort zones? Are we being hollow or stubborn within our determination to do nothing?
The Lord has given us counsel and a pure understanding of what needs to be accomplished individually before we can collectively be unified.
Before we can be strong and powerful we must accept a promotion of growth to be nurtured by God.
Why do you continue to be jealous of each other? We need to be strong and nurtured in the Lord. This must take place in every believer. This is what the Lord loves: unity, harmony, and a mature unified body of believers.
Many are the vessels who are willing to change for His purpose and glory; they are willing to teach others to do this as well. We must reverence Him in His holy place.
Restore us to You Lord, so that we may exalt Your will in our lives; give restraint where it is needed, commitments where they are needed and help us to perform as Your children within our attitude and behaviors. We need You with us.
People of God adore the Lord, it is He who fortifies us with blessing and favor. He is our God of health, mental welfare, and spiritual prosperity. He makes us secure.
He is our Lord, the God of our salvation; we do not want the consequences that come from a carnal state of ruin that mankind will face.
Our Lord can stun the ability and understanding of our carnal nature. He can bring confusion and depression to carnal behaviors as well. He can also tranquilize and suppress any guilt. This choice is ours.
The Lord has said, I will circumcise and restore my children again by developing and nurturing them in maturation: I will bring my people out of depression and unstable emotions.
My children will be able to endure the acts of hatred from those who are abusers.
Because my children see the behaviors and motivations that are righteous and the leadership endurance of My character.
You have seen these behaviors in prophecy, prayer warriors who support you continuously; and also those who praise and play music.
Blessed are those who summoned the Lord; from the spiritually prosperous to those who are strong in wisdom.
These who are the builders of the family name worship with strong and active praise. It is those who choose to sit and watch will struggle with their identity and emotional well being.
I choose to praise God with boldness: it strengthens my relationship with Him. It is a part of my lifestyle.
From His presence I get this sense of endurance and confidence, a foundational peace that gives direct counsel for birthing mental health and well being to His children.
Reprimand comes only to the strong, those who can receive nourishment for restoration: these need strength for a steadily growing body of believers who must humble themselves with reverence: there is a need to provoke those who take pleasure in producing hostile encounters.
Wealthy individuals may come from besiege places, those with seared identity will also stretch their hands to God.
We all sing praises to the Lord; those of us who accept the counsel, or need a reprimand, or are humbled in circumstance: we sing praises of His ability to disciple us. Stop and think about this:
It is the Lord who illumines our self esteem, which was designed by Him in the first place; He proclaims His identity with boldness all through us.
It is our choice if we commit to this boldness or not: His majestic growth within us gives us strength and wisdom. It is His restoration that is our provision of guidance.
Lord I reverence You within Your holy place. You are the God of Israel and my Lord, the one who gives strength and power to the believers.
Blessed is our God!
There is a blinding power of anger that causes my rational being to faint with fatigue: I must grow spiritually beyond the natural man to purify this attitude. I choose not to live as a carnal person, I do not want to loose my identity that I have established in You Lord.
Empower my willingness to be transparent: enable rejoicing while in Your presence: Yes Lord, please enable my intellect, perception, and transparency to acknowledge You.
My song is unto You Lord, I celebrate Your definite and conspicuous position of faith that is in my life: I praise Your pure motives for the mark of individuality that is within my dynamics. My desire is to adamantly triumph in Your acceptance, endurance, and favor.
You are also the Father of the lonely; an advocate to those with emotional deprivation who are feeling rejected; You are their God of shelter.
You have established a unity within my life that cannot be broken. You matured and nurtured my soul; the obsession of acceptance and success is no longer an issue. The carnal frame of mind led me to a sarcastic form of self confidence.
I am surrounded by emotional hysteria, depression, rejection, displaced aggression; distressed places within peoples lives. Stop and think about that.
The confidence of mankind is irrational, the self esteem is delusional and can only be slowly transformed into a healthy conscious by You: I have seen phobias, bondage, and legalism changed in Your very presence. Even souls who are contentious with You completely at peace before You.
You Lord direct an outpouring of Your healing Spirit to establish and stabilize Your heritage. We were offended, scandalized, and hateful to each other, but Your love unifies our brokenness.
Your people became strong and was repaired; we established ourselves in Your identity. You gave provision for our peace of mind and free from depression, humiliation, or abuse.
You appoint the requirement and challenges of promise: those who birth the promise will increase the believers in health and number.
These who accept counsel for this appointed time will work diligently, but those who are satisfied within their own thinking will become a victim of lethargy.
It is up to us to decide to be apathetic or established in the work You have called us to do. Are we motivated by greed and fear while being in our comfort zones? Are we being hollow or stubborn within our determination to do nothing?
The Lord has given us counsel and a pure understanding of what needs to be accomplished individually before we can collectively be unified.
Before we can be strong and powerful we must accept a promotion of growth to be nurtured by God.
Why do you continue to be jealous of each other? We need to be strong and nurtured in the Lord. This must take place in every believer. This is what the Lord loves: unity, harmony, and a mature unified body of believers.
Many are the vessels who are willing to change for His purpose and glory; they are willing to teach others to do this as well. We must reverence Him in His holy place.
Restore us to You Lord, so that we may exalt Your will in our lives; give restraint where it is needed, commitments where they are needed and help us to perform as Your children within our attitude and behaviors. We need You with us.
People of God adore the Lord, it is He who fortifies us with blessing and favor. He is our God of health, mental welfare, and spiritual prosperity. He makes us secure.
He is our Lord, the God of our salvation; we do not want the consequences that come from a carnal state of ruin that mankind will face.
Our Lord can stun the ability and understanding of our carnal nature. He can bring confusion and depression to carnal behaviors as well. He can also tranquilize and suppress any guilt. This choice is ours.
The Lord has said, I will circumcise and restore my children again by developing and nurturing them in maturation: I will bring my people out of depression and unstable emotions.
My children will be able to endure the acts of hatred from those who are abusers.
Because my children see the behaviors and motivations that are righteous and the leadership endurance of My character.
You have seen these behaviors in prophecy, prayer warriors who support you continuously; and also those who praise and play music.
Blessed are those who summoned the Lord; from the spiritually prosperous to those who are strong in wisdom.
These who are the builders of the family name worship with strong and active praise. It is those who choose to sit and watch will struggle with their identity and emotional well being.
I choose to praise God with boldness: it strengthens my relationship with Him. It is a part of my lifestyle.
From His presence I get this sense of endurance and confidence, a foundational peace that gives direct counsel for birthing mental health and well being to His children.
Reprimand comes only to the strong, those who can receive nourishment for restoration: these need strength for a steadily growing body of believers who must humble themselves with reverence: there is a need to provoke those who take pleasure in producing hostile encounters.
Wealthy individuals may come from besiege places, those with seared identity will also stretch their hands to God.
We all sing praises to the Lord; those of us who accept the counsel, or need a reprimand, or are humbled in circumstance: we sing praises of His ability to disciple us. Stop and think about this:
It is the Lord who illumines our self esteem, which was designed by Him in the first place; He proclaims His identity with boldness all through us.
It is our choice if we commit to this boldness or not: His majestic growth within us gives us strength and wisdom. It is His restoration that is our provision of guidance.
Lord I reverence You within Your holy place. You are the God of Israel and my Lord, the one who gives strength and power to the believers.
Blessed is our God!
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Psalm 67 Ability
Enable us Lord to grow into maturity for Your glory, grant me Your grace: it is Your enlightenment and acceptance that endures us during this process. Stop and think about that.
It is Your presence in our attitudes and behaviors that give comprehension to our confidence in You, Your health, and spiritual welfare is what surrounds our society.
Enable us as Your children to be ever thankful in worshipping You Lord; enable us to labor in ministry and be a humble servant before You.
Enable our society to be willing to triumph in Your wondrous awe: it is Your choice to vindicate or punish Your children righteously. You guide our identity with Your confidence.
Our confidence will either be birthed or restored in the abundance of Your acceptance, we adore being Your children.
You will bless us and our confidence will bless You.
It is Your presence in our attitudes and behaviors that give comprehension to our confidence in You, Your health, and spiritual welfare is what surrounds our society.
Enable us as Your children to be ever thankful in worshipping You Lord; enable us to labor in ministry and be a humble servant before You.
Enable our society to be willing to triumph in Your wondrous awe: it is Your choice to vindicate or punish Your children righteously. You guide our identity with Your confidence.
Our confidence will either be birthed or restored in the abundance of Your acceptance, we adore being Your children.
You will bless us and our confidence will bless You.
Psalm 66 Change
I make a joyful noise unto You Lord, because I have confidence in Your ability to make all things in me beautiful.
I celebrate Your honor in the definite and conspicuous position of faith I have in You, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my lifestyle: You are worthy of all my praise and I gladly give it to You.
I love the accomplishments You have made in my lifestyle. Only through Your boldness and strength will the acts of hatred from my carnal nature be exposed.
I have confidence in Your presence within my life and I worship You for it; I celebrate Your presence with me everyday. I gladly identify with Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my lifestyle. Stop and think about that.
I will exercise my discernment and understanding of Your commitment to me Lord: I respect Your devotion to the builders of the family name.
You have corrected my reflection of confusion into stable confidence: You give me enlightened understanding and endurance for every difficult circumstance life brings my way. I rejoice in that fact.
You are the controller of my emotional well being and will always be; You are Omnipotent and Omniscient of mankind's attitudes, behaviors, and motivations. Do not enable stubbornness or aggressive arrogance to grow inside our thinking. Stop and think about that.
Only You Lord can change our identity from the carnal to the spiritual and only when we let You; You direct our restoration, nurturing, and ability to endure any circumstance in life.
Only You analyze our motives, validate our attitudes, and evaluate our behaviors: anything of value is worth being examined.
You protect us in Your strong defense mechanism; Your appointed change directs our behavior away from distress, if we listen and pray.
You do hold us into account, this causes anxiety with our carnal nature; we embrace this trial because it exposes the flaws within our character. When change occurs the sense of achievement and fulfillment of satisfaction is within our reach.
I make proper repairs within my attitude and behaviors: I am safe in the restorative process; and the promise of spiritual prosperity is mine.
Although my natural boundaries are split wide open, my intellect tries to organize my thoughts; this is especially true during times I feel threatened, distressed, or grieved.
I have learned to restore myself to Your presence; separate myself from the pain of abuse or denying the issues at hand. Embracing this pain allows a sense of Your strong support system of health; I can accomplish a restorative maturity which breaks apart my pseudo thinking of running away from this pain. Stop and think about that.
I will exercise my faith, grow in obedience, and understand this discernment that You have matured within me. I give reverence to You Lord. I state with boldness the vitality You bring to my identity.
I reveal to You, Lord my thoughts, attitudes, and motivations; You read my behaviors. Somehow You are glorified by this feeble, but honest believer.
If for any reason I would choose to exert my carnal attitude, behaviors, and motivations with my lifestyle, You Lord pay attention to these words and thoughts, and judge my behaviors.
It is so true that You understand me Lord; I thank You for that. You place high esteem to my prayers. Thank You for that too.
I purpose within my thinking to worship and adore You, because You do not ignore me or turn Your face away from me.
I celebrate Your honor in the definite and conspicuous position of faith I have in You, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my lifestyle: You are worthy of all my praise and I gladly give it to You.
I love the accomplishments You have made in my lifestyle. Only through Your boldness and strength will the acts of hatred from my carnal nature be exposed.
I have confidence in Your presence within my life and I worship You for it; I celebrate Your presence with me everyday. I gladly identify with Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my lifestyle. Stop and think about that.
I will exercise my discernment and understanding of Your commitment to me Lord: I respect Your devotion to the builders of the family name.
You have corrected my reflection of confusion into stable confidence: You give me enlightened understanding and endurance for every difficult circumstance life brings my way. I rejoice in that fact.
You are the controller of my emotional well being and will always be; You are Omnipotent and Omniscient of mankind's attitudes, behaviors, and motivations. Do not enable stubbornness or aggressive arrogance to grow inside our thinking. Stop and think about that.
Only You Lord can change our identity from the carnal to the spiritual and only when we let You; You direct our restoration, nurturing, and ability to endure any circumstance in life.
Only You analyze our motives, validate our attitudes, and evaluate our behaviors: anything of value is worth being examined.
You protect us in Your strong defense mechanism; Your appointed change directs our behavior away from distress, if we listen and pray.
You do hold us into account, this causes anxiety with our carnal nature; we embrace this trial because it exposes the flaws within our character. When change occurs the sense of achievement and fulfillment of satisfaction is within our reach.
I make proper repairs within my attitude and behaviors: I am safe in the restorative process; and the promise of spiritual prosperity is mine.
Although my natural boundaries are split wide open, my intellect tries to organize my thoughts; this is especially true during times I feel threatened, distressed, or grieved.
I have learned to restore myself to Your presence; separate myself from the pain of abuse or denying the issues at hand. Embracing this pain allows a sense of Your strong support system of health; I can accomplish a restorative maturity which breaks apart my pseudo thinking of running away from this pain. Stop and think about that.
I will exercise my faith, grow in obedience, and understand this discernment that You have matured within me. I give reverence to You Lord. I state with boldness the vitality You bring to my identity.
I reveal to You, Lord my thoughts, attitudes, and motivations; You read my behaviors. Somehow You are glorified by this feeble, but honest believer.
If for any reason I would choose to exert my carnal attitude, behaviors, and motivations with my lifestyle, You Lord pay attention to these words and thoughts, and judge my behaviors.
It is so true that You understand me Lord; I thank You for that. You place high esteem to my prayers. Thank You for that too.
I purpose within my thinking to worship and adore You, because You do not ignore me or turn Your face away from me.
Psalm 65 Instability
Tranquility and transparency are the monumental guiding pillars of Your character for me: it is You who can give complete restoration within my attitudes, behaviors, and motivations.
It is You Lord who comprehends and discerns my intercession before You, only to You can I turn for the understanding of me.
There are false words and deception that are strong against me and my identity in You: my offenses are many but Lord You know what is true and what are false accusations.
I am straightforward with You, and You accept that about me. I approach You with every need I have, even emotional abuse; I then rest in Your protected presence. It is from Your ability to heal, endurance is given to me, and the power of Your love is my benefit.
There are terrible situations that require Your righteous answers for our questions; You are our spiritual prosperity that assures us and gives hope toward our confidence. This is a comfort to anyone unstable in these attitudes and behaviors:
You are the ability we need that establishes and stabilizes our intellect and rational being: You are our powerful force:
You are the peace when we groan from instability; instability that ruins and causes the rage within mankind.
Instability can cause deprivation, from that we might birth a new beginning or growth stage for the triumphant ending of maturity.
You not only oversee our confidence, You reveal it: it is through maturation that our life is nurtured and will reflect Your enlightened nature: then Your Word establishes itself in our life.
It is You Lord, who gives the satisfaction of maturity: You break the bonds of depression and immaturity, You pour out Your word to us and pain is dissolved. You birth success within our spiritual, emotional, and physical lives.
Your protection is encompassing and Your nourishment constant; we accept Your perfect stability within our walk with You.
The acceptance is an emotional support system that motivates me: this nurturing overwhelms me with great joy.
This emotional support is for all of God's people; their hope and their growth might cause temporary discomfort but Your Word equips us for great responsibility within Your will for our lives.
We shout for joy as we sing praise to and about Your ability.
It is You Lord who comprehends and discerns my intercession before You, only to You can I turn for the understanding of me.
There are false words and deception that are strong against me and my identity in You: my offenses are many but Lord You know what is true and what are false accusations.
I am straightforward with You, and You accept that about me. I approach You with every need I have, even emotional abuse; I then rest in Your protected presence. It is from Your ability to heal, endurance is given to me, and the power of Your love is my benefit.
There are terrible situations that require Your righteous answers for our questions; You are our spiritual prosperity that assures us and gives hope toward our confidence. This is a comfort to anyone unstable in these attitudes and behaviors:
You are the ability we need that establishes and stabilizes our intellect and rational being: You are our powerful force:
You are the peace when we groan from instability; instability that ruins and causes the rage within mankind.
Instability can cause deprivation, from that we might birth a new beginning or growth stage for the triumphant ending of maturity.
You not only oversee our confidence, You reveal it: it is through maturation that our life is nurtured and will reflect Your enlightened nature: then Your Word establishes itself in our life.
It is You Lord, who gives the satisfaction of maturity: You break the bonds of depression and immaturity, You pour out Your word to us and pain is dissolved. You birth success within our spiritual, emotional, and physical lives.
Your protection is encompassing and Your nourishment constant; we accept Your perfect stability within our walk with You.
The acceptance is an emotional support system that motivates me: this nurturing overwhelms me with great joy.
This emotional support is for all of God's people; their hope and their growth might cause temporary discomfort but Your Word equips us for great responsibility within Your will for our lives.
We shout for joy as we sing praise to and about Your ability.
Psalm 64 Deception
Listen to my concerns Lord, understand my prayer: protect my well being from these acts of hatred from mankind and his ideology.
Suppress any ability to conspire to do evil for their self-gain, keep me from these who practice strife and turmoil; hopefully in vain.
Many use the double edge of Your Word as a cutting instrument to slaughter the innocent and not for discipleship; their desire is to inflict wounds, incite bitterness instead of reason or counsel.
These individuals secretly accuse the upright and plot behind their back: they shift blame on any scapegoat convenient instead of being accountable to You.
Hurtful causes and schemes are their motives: they plan deceptive tricks behind closed doors, they really think no one will notice or disapprove of this behavior because they have done this for many years without conviction.
They disguise and distort the truth with their facade of religious words and lifestyles: no one calls them into account, so to them it is hidden and acceptable.
I thank You God, who teaches with piercing words that convict the soul because of these carnal attitudes and behaviors.
Their words and motives will be used against them by the very people they teach; it will be recognized as Your work in their lives; thus attitudes and behaviors might be changed.
The builders of the family name show reverence and manifest true commitment toward You Lord, it will be revealed in our attitudes and behaviors; we, who are the people of God, practice and understand the lifestyle You have placed before us. We will be the best role models that we can be, as imperfect as we are.
I want to be righteous and glad in You Lord, I love Your confidence in me; I must be honest in my thinking then my emotional well being will be transparent to all.
Suppress any ability to conspire to do evil for their self-gain, keep me from these who practice strife and turmoil; hopefully in vain.
Many use the double edge of Your Word as a cutting instrument to slaughter the innocent and not for discipleship; their desire is to inflict wounds, incite bitterness instead of reason or counsel.
These individuals secretly accuse the upright and plot behind their back: they shift blame on any scapegoat convenient instead of being accountable to You.
Hurtful causes and schemes are their motives: they plan deceptive tricks behind closed doors, they really think no one will notice or disapprove of this behavior because they have done this for many years without conviction.
They disguise and distort the truth with their facade of religious words and lifestyles: no one calls them into account, so to them it is hidden and acceptable.
I thank You God, who teaches with piercing words that convict the soul because of these carnal attitudes and behaviors.
Their words and motives will be used against them by the very people they teach; it will be recognized as Your work in their lives; thus attitudes and behaviors might be changed.
The builders of the family name show reverence and manifest true commitment toward You Lord, it will be revealed in our attitudes and behaviors; we, who are the people of God, practice and understand the lifestyle You have placed before us. We will be the best role models that we can be, as imperfect as we are.
I want to be righteous and glad in You Lord, I love Your confidence in me; I must be honest in my thinking then my emotional well being will be transparent to all.
Psalm 63 Identity
Lord You are my God; I adamantly seek Your face and favor, every ounce of my being is eager to please You, my physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual facet of my life needs Your Word as a model of attitude and behaviors as a guide.
To comprehend Your boldness and strength would be a great honor; I might then perceive Your holiness.
Your rebuke of my poor choices is better than my comfort zone of complacency; my lips praise Your design for my lifestyle.
I want my behavior to be an act of adoration to You as long as I live: I take responsibility for the potential growth You give within the definite and conspicuous
faith within my life, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my lifestyle.
I trust Your judgment with my intellectual and rational being; Your choice of acceptance and anointing for my life is ever before me. My mind is transparently open to every natural boundary You have placed in my lifestyle.
I want to be recognized within every chamber of my identity and intellect by You; I think about and study Your Word constantly. It is a necessity because I need Your wisdom surrounding my will.
You are my help Lord, I relish in Your intimate times of prayer with me; I rejoice in the defense mechanism You have place within my life and walk with You.
My identity adheres to this commitment and not that of mankind's ideology: it is Your strength that maintains me.
The expectation of mankind's theory strives for conformity to humanistic ideologies; this causes spiritual devastation, deep depression, loss of confidence,and poor self-esteem to any who follow this teaching. It makes one co-dependant.
This ideology will collapse by the truth and reality of Your Word, if we choose to embrace it: the humanistic teaching is fragmented and cunning by design. Anything that sounds too good, makes us puppets for a hidden agenda.
I choose to take counsel from Your Word and be disciplined for Your glory; I will be transparent for Your use. Those who do not take Your counsel will not be repaired, thus deceit and misery will be their choosing.
To comprehend Your boldness and strength would be a great honor; I might then perceive Your holiness.
Your rebuke of my poor choices is better than my comfort zone of complacency; my lips praise Your design for my lifestyle.
I want my behavior to be an act of adoration to You as long as I live: I take responsibility for the potential growth You give within the definite and conspicuous
faith within my life, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my lifestyle.
I trust Your judgment with my intellectual and rational being; Your choice of acceptance and anointing for my life is ever before me. My mind is transparently open to every natural boundary You have placed in my lifestyle.
I want to be recognized within every chamber of my identity and intellect by You; I think about and study Your Word constantly. It is a necessity because I need Your wisdom surrounding my will.
You are my help Lord, I relish in Your intimate times of prayer with me; I rejoice in the defense mechanism You have place within my life and walk with You.
My identity adheres to this commitment and not that of mankind's ideology: it is Your strength that maintains me.
The expectation of mankind's theory strives for conformity to humanistic ideologies; this causes spiritual devastation, deep depression, loss of confidence,and poor self-esteem to any who follow this teaching. It makes one co-dependant.
This ideology will collapse by the truth and reality of Your Word, if we choose to embrace it: the humanistic teaching is fragmented and cunning by design. Anything that sounds too good, makes us puppets for a hidden agenda.
I choose to take counsel from Your Word and be disciplined for Your glory; I will be transparent for Your use. Those who do not take Your counsel will not be repaired, thus deceit and misery will be their choosing.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Psalm 62 Healthy Conscious
It is true that my identity trusts in the Lord: from You comes my health and spiritual prosperity.
Certainly You are my mental reason for a healthy conscious, and accessible place of defense: I will not be manipulated by vain attitudes and behaviors.
How long am I going to allow my imagination to create trouble for myself and everyone around me; this is pure vanity. This attitude should be destroyed within me: it is just as perverted as a facade or an unhealthy support system that I might have confidence in.
Only I can determine if I choose God as the author of my identity: If I accept the lies of vanity when spoken then contempt will grow within my self-esteem. Stop and think about that.
I will submit myself for spiritual cleansing from the Lord: my acceptance and approval comes from You.
Only You are my emotional strength, health, and salvation: You are my impenetrable place I can not deviate from this attitude, my emotional well being depends on it.
God You are my salvation and my honor: the refuge of boldness, power, and security. My hope come when I trust in You!
I choose to be bold and confident in Your ability; I am Your child, I submit my identity and emotional state before Your presence: You are the shelter of my hope. Stop and think about that.
It is sad that some of the builders of the family name have poor self-esteem and are easily lead astray with their self-determination and justified positions; this type of self-love needs to be repaired to a balance of righteous perception, because it is spiritually empty and void.
I will not be confident in my ability to quarrel, create injury, or be distressed; and I will not be lead astray by this emotional imbalance, strong will, self-protection and unhealthy thinking. It will not be allowed to destroy what You have restored within me.
You declare God that the character quality of boldness and transparency belongs only for the glory that it can bring to You.
You redeem peace, security, and restoration to every builder of the family name according to our willingness to submit our character weaknesses before You.
Certainly You are my mental reason for a healthy conscious, and accessible place of defense: I will not be manipulated by vain attitudes and behaviors.
How long am I going to allow my imagination to create trouble for myself and everyone around me; this is pure vanity. This attitude should be destroyed within me: it is just as perverted as a facade or an unhealthy support system that I might have confidence in.
Only I can determine if I choose God as the author of my identity: If I accept the lies of vanity when spoken then contempt will grow within my self-esteem. Stop and think about that.
I will submit myself for spiritual cleansing from the Lord: my acceptance and approval comes from You.
Only You are my emotional strength, health, and salvation: You are my impenetrable place I can not deviate from this attitude, my emotional well being depends on it.
God You are my salvation and my honor: the refuge of boldness, power, and security. My hope come when I trust in You!
I choose to be bold and confident in Your ability; I am Your child, I submit my identity and emotional state before Your presence: You are the shelter of my hope. Stop and think about that.
It is sad that some of the builders of the family name have poor self-esteem and are easily lead astray with their self-determination and justified positions; this type of self-love needs to be repaired to a balance of righteous perception, because it is spiritually empty and void.
I will not be confident in my ability to quarrel, create injury, or be distressed; and I will not be lead astray by this emotional imbalance, strong will, self-protection and unhealthy thinking. It will not be allowed to destroy what You have restored within me.
You declare God that the character quality of boldness and transparency belongs only for the glory that it can bring to You.
You redeem peace, security, and restoration to every builder of the family name according to our willingness to submit our character weaknesses before You.
Psalm 61 Nurturing Confidence
Hear and understand why I cry Lord; comfort my need for Your confidence.
My emotional well being is overwhelmed: I am pleading for confidence in You, I need You to guide me to a solid understanding that is superior to my rational being.
It is Your bold confidence and security that is the nurturing factor to help me fight against these carnal acts of hatred.
I stand in awe of Your conspicuous transparency within my thinking: I confide in Your ability and have hope in Your supernatural defense. Stop and think about that.
I know You hear and comprehend the promises I make to You: You restore my victorious relationship with Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my life.
You repeat the same counsel daily if I need to hear it: it insures my spiritual prosperity.
I have established contentment and peace with Your presence: appoint Your kindness to me because Your stability is what maintains my spiritual well being.
I celebrate Your definite and conspicuous faith, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my life. I want to accomplish and establish my promises to You daily.
My emotional well being is overwhelmed: I am pleading for confidence in You, I need You to guide me to a solid understanding that is superior to my rational being.
It is Your bold confidence and security that is the nurturing factor to help me fight against these carnal acts of hatred.
I stand in awe of Your conspicuous transparency within my thinking: I confide in Your ability and have hope in Your supernatural defense. Stop and think about that.
I know You hear and comprehend the promises I make to You: You restore my victorious relationship with Your definite and conspicuous position of faith, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my life.
You repeat the same counsel daily if I need to hear it: it insures my spiritual prosperity.
I have established contentment and peace with Your presence: appoint Your kindness to me because Your stability is what maintains my spiritual well being.
I celebrate Your definite and conspicuous faith, mark of individuality within my dynamics, and honorable character within my life. I want to accomplish and establish my promises to You daily.
Psalm 60 Insecurity
God I feel like You have rejected me, I have dishonored You with unhealthy attitudes and behaviors; please restore Yourself to me once again.
I recognize that I have taken my self-confidence into my own hands and it is now turned to arrogance: mend this attitude, birth Your confidence within me; I feel the effects of free floating anxiety upon me.
You show me reality even though I prefer denial and complacency: the things You teach stun me, I walk around in a daze.
You ascribe to me an understanding that enlighten my intellect, I need to revere You. This understanding raises a standard of reality that only You accept. Stop and think about that.
Strengthen me Lord; preserve and avenge me with a strong answer.
I await for Your appointed answer; I will rejoice in the burden You place on my shoulders to stretch my ability to carry.
These displaced attitudes and behaviors are temporary because You will stabilize my thinking.
You are the affirmation and support of my life; deprivation only comes when I offend You. Prolific and creative thinking will also be the strength that get me through this growth cycle, understanding will be the medication that will heal me.
Sometimes self love is my bathtub; my need for attention is rejected because of the worthless effort it produces: self-pity is broken because of Your Spirit dwelling within my emotional awareness comforting me.
Who will bring this reality of Your confidence to me? Who will teach me the emptiness of self-indulgence?
Do not reject me God because of unhealthy lusts within my carnal nature. It was You who reinforces this appointed learning time for me.
Help me through this stressful time: mankind does not have the ability to meet my spiritual needs or healing.
It is through Your virtuous strength that I will achieve good mental health: it is You who will help me stop these unhealthy attitudes and behaviors that plague me.
I recognize that I have taken my self-confidence into my own hands and it is now turned to arrogance: mend this attitude, birth Your confidence within me; I feel the effects of free floating anxiety upon me.
You show me reality even though I prefer denial and complacency: the things You teach stun me, I walk around in a daze.
You ascribe to me an understanding that enlighten my intellect, I need to revere You. This understanding raises a standard of reality that only You accept. Stop and think about that.
Strengthen me Lord; preserve and avenge me with a strong answer.
I await for Your appointed answer; I will rejoice in the burden You place on my shoulders to stretch my ability to carry.
These displaced attitudes and behaviors are temporary because You will stabilize my thinking.
You are the affirmation and support of my life; deprivation only comes when I offend You. Prolific and creative thinking will also be the strength that get me through this growth cycle, understanding will be the medication that will heal me.
Sometimes self love is my bathtub; my need for attention is rejected because of the worthless effort it produces: self-pity is broken because of Your Spirit dwelling within my emotional awareness comforting me.
Who will bring this reality of Your confidence to me? Who will teach me the emptiness of self-indulgence?
Do not reject me God because of unhealthy lusts within my carnal nature. It was You who reinforces this appointed learning time for me.
Help me through this stressful time: mankind does not have the ability to meet my spiritual needs or healing.
It is through Your virtuous strength that I will achieve good mental health: it is You who will help me stop these unhealthy attitudes and behaviors that plague me.
Psalm 59 Acts of Hatred
[Acts of hatred: are defined in this book as the works of the flesh which are anger, bitterness, resentment, lying, unforgiveness, jealousy, fear, greed, gossip, perversity, hypocrisy.]
Restore me Lord from these acts of hatred. My God vindicate me from these attitudes and behaviors that have established themselves against Your ways and against my best interests.
Defuse this habit of unhealthy self-protection, self-centeredness, and self-love; avenge this passivity that drains me emotionally because of unresolved guilt.
These negative attitudes lurk inside my identity: they at times control my thinking; not because of rebellion or offences that I may have committed Lord.
For whatever reason they challenge and fortify themselves within me and I want to justify this as no fault of mine: I must be aware of the reality, Lord please advise me through this situation.
You are my Lord, the God of the believers; provoke right choices for my entire being: do not take pity on this self-centered thinking of denial or blame shifting. Stop and think about that.
I face these attitudes daily: the reality of my thinking and awareness attacks my carnal nature over and over, this causes trouble within my mental well being.
Insults just pour out of my speech: the destructive effects of sarcasm, ridicule, and lies are in my words: why do I not care about the wounds I commit, do I not understand the harm that this does?
You Lord laugh at my immaturity: You call me into account and hold me in contempt.
I want Your boldness and security Lord, I want to change my attitudes and behaviors; put a guard over my mouth. You Lord are my vindication.
You are the God of kindness, mercy, and reproof. I will predetermine my thinking about negative issues: teach me Lord to respect Your people so I may change these hostilities within me.
Do not destroy me Lord, help me to remove this attitude of self-importance: create anxiety within me to deflate this superior attitude. Lord help me to vindicate myself.
If I choose to have an abusive mouth, this will cause arrogant words to bind me to a false sense of security: this bloviating and facade of security is nothing more than hypocrisy.
Stop this poison of indignant rage, end this attitude of hatred, I no longer want it to control my thinking: what I need is for You Lord to be the teacher of what I need for Your ways. Restraining my old nature and revealing a pseudo self-confidence. Stop and think about that.
Everyday circumstances enable the sound of my troubled rage to be visible: the awareness of this reality attacks my thinking time and time again.
The anxiety this causes provokes my sanity, and insomnia is ever present. I must resolve this issue.
I will praise Your boldness, strength, and security; Yes, I will rejoice in Your kind reproach, each and everyday: You are my defense mechanism and support system during stressful times. I just have to learn to trust You.
It is only Your strength that I need: You are my security, my mercy, and my compassion.
Restore me Lord from these acts of hatred. My God vindicate me from these attitudes and behaviors that have established themselves against Your ways and against my best interests.
Defuse this habit of unhealthy self-protection, self-centeredness, and self-love; avenge this passivity that drains me emotionally because of unresolved guilt.
These negative attitudes lurk inside my identity: they at times control my thinking; not because of rebellion or offences that I may have committed Lord.
For whatever reason they challenge and fortify themselves within me and I want to justify this as no fault of mine: I must be aware of the reality, Lord please advise me through this situation.
You are my Lord, the God of the believers; provoke right choices for my entire being: do not take pity on this self-centered thinking of denial or blame shifting. Stop and think about that.
I face these attitudes daily: the reality of my thinking and awareness attacks my carnal nature over and over, this causes trouble within my mental well being.
Insults just pour out of my speech: the destructive effects of sarcasm, ridicule, and lies are in my words: why do I not care about the wounds I commit, do I not understand the harm that this does?
You Lord laugh at my immaturity: You call me into account and hold me in contempt.
I want Your boldness and security Lord, I want to change my attitudes and behaviors; put a guard over my mouth. You Lord are my vindication.
You are the God of kindness, mercy, and reproof. I will predetermine my thinking about negative issues: teach me Lord to respect Your people so I may change these hostilities within me.
Do not destroy me Lord, help me to remove this attitude of self-importance: create anxiety within me to deflate this superior attitude. Lord help me to vindicate myself.
If I choose to have an abusive mouth, this will cause arrogant words to bind me to a false sense of security: this bloviating and facade of security is nothing more than hypocrisy.
Stop this poison of indignant rage, end this attitude of hatred, I no longer want it to control my thinking: what I need is for You Lord to be the teacher of what I need for Your ways. Restraining my old nature and revealing a pseudo self-confidence. Stop and think about that.
Everyday circumstances enable the sound of my troubled rage to be visible: the awareness of this reality attacks my thinking time and time again.
The anxiety this causes provokes my sanity, and insomnia is ever present. I must resolve this issue.
I will praise Your boldness, strength, and security; Yes, I will rejoice in Your kind reproach, each and everyday: You are my defense mechanism and support system during stressful times. I just have to learn to trust You.
It is only Your strength that I need: You are my security, my mercy, and my compassion.
Psalm 58 Carnality
Builders of the family name, it is you who are suppose to teach the power of God's cleansing for redemption before mankind. Yet when you see the immorality that mankind embraces you turn your head the other way. Why do you not confront this carnal behavior?
The truth is you don't practice what you teach. You abuse the identity that you have in God; you think of how to control to get unjust gain, this power, means, and direction will only give you a pseudo self-confidence.
You condemn your own thinking; it is profane to seduce, deceive, and lie to those who follow you. You know in your intellect and spirit this is wrong.
You use manipulation as a guise to mask your rage: a writhing deceiver that does not listen to correction.
You are leaders who do not discern or even try to understand the spiritual needs of your followers. You have joined forces with the carnal believers and praise their social agenda.
All those who teach a social agenda as the Word of God wants power and will attack anyone who is a threat to that agenda. They are not shy with words of slander about believers of the Lord. Pray that our God will destroy these words that devour identities by the use of facades, appeasement, or placation.
Reject their bitterness and critical attitudes because these destroy your mental well-being. All this agenda wants to do is stir up hatred and division between believers.
Just as a snail love to glide in its own slime, these who teach a social agenda wander aimlessly to spread filth: enable the inferiority of their message be overwhelmed by truth. Reveal their confusion Lord, so not allow them to comprehend Your brilliance.
Do not enable their power to control people to impale or puncture their identity; remove this turbulent condition and reveal their past reputation of destruction.
We who are believers choose to be righteous in attitude and behavior, the Lord will vindicate us: we will renew our convictions from this trouble and these people who condemn will no longer have power over our thinking.
We will stand and bear the fruit of righteousness: God our Father judges everything and everyone in and on this earth.
The truth is you don't practice what you teach. You abuse the identity that you have in God; you think of how to control to get unjust gain, this power, means, and direction will only give you a pseudo self-confidence.
You condemn your own thinking; it is profane to seduce, deceive, and lie to those who follow you. You know in your intellect and spirit this is wrong.
You use manipulation as a guise to mask your rage: a writhing deceiver that does not listen to correction.
You are leaders who do not discern or even try to understand the spiritual needs of your followers. You have joined forces with the carnal believers and praise their social agenda.
All those who teach a social agenda as the Word of God wants power and will attack anyone who is a threat to that agenda. They are not shy with words of slander about believers of the Lord. Pray that our God will destroy these words that devour identities by the use of facades, appeasement, or placation.
Reject their bitterness and critical attitudes because these destroy your mental well-being. All this agenda wants to do is stir up hatred and division between believers.
Just as a snail love to glide in its own slime, these who teach a social agenda wander aimlessly to spread filth: enable the inferiority of their message be overwhelmed by truth. Reveal their confusion Lord, so not allow them to comprehend Your brilliance.
Do not enable their power to control people to impale or puncture their identity; remove this turbulent condition and reveal their past reputation of destruction.
We who are believers choose to be righteous in attitude and behavior, the Lord will vindicate us: we will renew our convictions from this trouble and these people who condemn will no longer have power over our thinking.
We will stand and bear the fruit of righteousness: God our Father judges everything and everyone in and on this earth.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Psalm 57 Facing a Crisis
Be merciful to me Lord, please be merciful: my identity wants to confide and trust in You; I need Your boundaries of defence and place my hope in Your protection. I need to place this situation in Your perception because I am blind with fear.
I cry to You because You are my Supreme Restorer; it is Your decision that causes accomplishments or failures in my life.
You appoint from Your mighty position either to avenge or preserve me from this defamation of character by individuals who suppress my name. Stop and think about that. You send Your favor to me by their reproof and Your truth is my stability.
I want my identity in the center of Your courage and boldness: I rest in the knowledge that You will revive my spirit, especially with the builders of the family name. It is easy for our carnal nature to teach our natural man to wound by merely using hateful and demeaning words.
I need You to be active and alive in my spirit Lord, You are my Supreme Restorer; let your glory shine all over my confidence.
There are those who have established a trap that would aggravate me; my rational being is humbled: they provoke depression within me. My core feels insecure. Stop and think about that.
The center of my identity will only continue to be stable in Your understanding and established strength: I give praise to You with my whole being, starting at my mouth with words of exhortation.
I am ever aware that honor comes from You; I must be a cleansed vessel that gives pure expression to You: I make myself painfully aware of this responsibility.
I praise You Lord, among anyone within the sound of my voice: I sing praises to You in every nation.
Your mercy is beyond our thinking; Your stability is an established provision.
Be active Lord, not only within my understanding; but let Your honor be a symbol of my confidence.
I cry to You because You are my Supreme Restorer; it is Your decision that causes accomplishments or failures in my life.
You appoint from Your mighty position either to avenge or preserve me from this defamation of character by individuals who suppress my name. Stop and think about that. You send Your favor to me by their reproof and Your truth is my stability.
I want my identity in the center of Your courage and boldness: I rest in the knowledge that You will revive my spirit, especially with the builders of the family name. It is easy for our carnal nature to teach our natural man to wound by merely using hateful and demeaning words.
I need You to be active and alive in my spirit Lord, You are my Supreme Restorer; let your glory shine all over my confidence.
There are those who have established a trap that would aggravate me; my rational being is humbled: they provoke depression within me. My core feels insecure. Stop and think about that.
The center of my identity will only continue to be stable in Your understanding and established strength: I give praise to You with my whole being, starting at my mouth with words of exhortation.
I am ever aware that honor comes from You; I must be a cleansed vessel that gives pure expression to You: I make myself painfully aware of this responsibility.
I praise You Lord, among anyone within the sound of my voice: I sing praises to You in every nation.
Your mercy is beyond our thinking; Your stability is an established provision.
Be active Lord, not only within my understanding; but let Your honor be a symbol of my confidence.
Psalm 56 Intimidation
I need Your compassion Lord: there are angry people who want to destroy my reputation and my position in Your family. They seek my destruction at every level of existence known to mankind.
These hostile individuals would devour my identity with a tenacity of angry terrorists: they have many friends and family members that persecute me openly.
This torment of harassment causes me to become intimidated, I try to be confident in Your protective covering. With Your openness of counsel I heed Your reasoning and purpose; I place my confidence in Your boldness and will not fear the consequences of being transparent before mankind. You will accomplish Your will and thoroughly fashion me for Your glory.
Daily You purpose to distort my carnal causes because the mental efforts are designed to create stress.
People who gather to enable hostility and schemes for self-centered interests must be restrained; they watch every move I make so that their critical attitudes wear out my spiritual power and dull my identity in You.
Will they escape from these vain afflictions? In Your outrage Lord, please subdue these attitudes and behaviors.
You know my dynamics and inscribe my relief: You heal my tears with Your source of love and nurturing: this is documented by Your people.
My cries to Your compassion can cause these acts of hatred to be reversed: I know this and have seen the results of it; because You love me with Your merciful heart.
It is through You Lord that I am able to be transparent with my testimony and Your Word: in You Lord I make transparency a lifestyle for Your glory.
In Your ability I can be confident: I will not be discouraged or fearful of what mankind can say or do to me.
Your presence, promise, and commitment is with me: I am safe and secure. My attitudes, behaviors, and motives are restored in thanksgiving to You.
You rescued my identity from this state of ruin: will You not also preserve my endurance, in order for me to teach the acceptance of Your Word to those who understand the power of restoration?
These hostile individuals would devour my identity with a tenacity of angry terrorists: they have many friends and family members that persecute me openly.
This torment of harassment causes me to become intimidated, I try to be confident in Your protective covering. With Your openness of counsel I heed Your reasoning and purpose; I place my confidence in Your boldness and will not fear the consequences of being transparent before mankind. You will accomplish Your will and thoroughly fashion me for Your glory.
Daily You purpose to distort my carnal causes because the mental efforts are designed to create stress.
People who gather to enable hostility and schemes for self-centered interests must be restrained; they watch every move I make so that their critical attitudes wear out my spiritual power and dull my identity in You.
Will they escape from these vain afflictions? In Your outrage Lord, please subdue these attitudes and behaviors.
You know my dynamics and inscribe my relief: You heal my tears with Your source of love and nurturing: this is documented by Your people.
My cries to Your compassion can cause these acts of hatred to be reversed: I know this and have seen the results of it; because You love me with Your merciful heart.
It is through You Lord that I am able to be transparent with my testimony and Your Word: in You Lord I make transparency a lifestyle for Your glory.
In Your ability I can be confident: I will not be discouraged or fearful of what mankind can say or do to me.
Your presence, promise, and commitment is with me: I am safe and secure. My attitudes, behaviors, and motives are restored in thanksgiving to You.
You rescued my identity from this state of ruin: will You not also preserve my endurance, in order for me to teach the acceptance of Your Word to those who understand the power of restoration?
Psalm 55 Disassociated Aggression
Listen to my explanation Lord, do not be oblivious to my pleadings.
Regard my behavior and give answer to my questions concerning this disorder and/or trouble. I am boldly uncomfortable in this condition.
The acts of hatred are being acted out against me unjustly. I have used constraint behaviors, but this causes anger to swell within my emotional state. I want to retaliate.
The understanding of this behavior causes grievous anxiety within me: the disappointment of these disingenuous attitudes overwhelm me and I am in the state of self-deprivation.
Anxiety causes my body to shake, and terror has obsessed my reasoning faculties.
I tell myself to ignore these feelings wear a facade and no one will know. I really tried to repress this whole situation; then I thought that I would be at peace with myself.
When I tried this behavior I just digressed into deeper depression; holding on to grudges pushed me further into the obsession of hatred. Stop and think about that.
The acceleration of digression with my reality caused the dysfunction of my expressions in attitudes as well as my functional behaviors to display the farce. I am totally confused.
Help me Lord to stop this cycle of negative self-talk and thinking: I can see the self destruction and contention this is causing. The true awareness of my reality is being misdirected by my own thought processes.
From the start to the end of this incident, I have protected myself: I tried the vanity of a pretentious behavior but I was mentally exhausted from the worry of not holding up this farce and facade.
I find myself feeling envious of genuine people around me: trying to manipulate and deceive them with attitudes that control situations behind their back.
It wasn't an adversary that caused this reproach; I could then justify the behavior, neither was it someone who openly hated me by stating some defamation of my character; I could then just ignore it.
But it is my own feeling of desperation that is causing this battle within myself; my own self government, self-awareness and understanding is what is causing my anxiety.
I relish in the self-absorption of co-dependence and socialize within the circles of the household of God who were justified in this position, just like me. We enabled each others attitudes, and behaviors.
This state of desolation had to stop: it was causing dysfunction in the body of believers collectively, and stress within my thinking personally.
I made a decision to call upon You Lord; I know You will help me stop this downward spiral thinking process and keep me sane through the difficult transition of change.
From start to finish, and through all the circumstances in between I have been in total confusion. A battle between my soul and spirit: I must pray and evaluate my thinking. Then You Lord will give understanding to me so that I might change this destructive behavior.
You will redeem my identity with this refreshing and restoring health from these feelings of hostility that I enabled: many believers are in this same emotional turmoil.
You can hear and understand our unstable thinking. You can cause this awareness within our rational being by exercising our humility. Even the mature ones who are established in this behavior. Stop and think about that. This is because they have decided that maturity does not require a renewed identity in You. You must be revered always.
My main purpose was to protect myself with flattering words. I stupidly thought that it would build a protective wall around me. Constructive criticism of Your Word causes the conflict between my spirit and rational being. Your Word is a cutting instrument carving away my carnal opinions and self-protective attitudes.
I must stop thinking about past mistakes and offenses that I or others have caused. The Lord will nourish and maintain my spirit: it is He that will restore me to a righteous attitude and He will never leave me in despair.
Only with You Lord, will these past attitudes and behaviors be subdued and these learned carnal behaviors be humbled: jealousy and betrayal will not separate my new beginning with You; I am bold, confident, and choose to have hope in You.
Regard my behavior and give answer to my questions concerning this disorder and/or trouble. I am boldly uncomfortable in this condition.
The acts of hatred are being acted out against me unjustly. I have used constraint behaviors, but this causes anger to swell within my emotional state. I want to retaliate.
The understanding of this behavior causes grievous anxiety within me: the disappointment of these disingenuous attitudes overwhelm me and I am in the state of self-deprivation.
Anxiety causes my body to shake, and terror has obsessed my reasoning faculties.
I tell myself to ignore these feelings wear a facade and no one will know. I really tried to repress this whole situation; then I thought that I would be at peace with myself.
When I tried this behavior I just digressed into deeper depression; holding on to grudges pushed me further into the obsession of hatred. Stop and think about that.
The acceleration of digression with my reality caused the dysfunction of my expressions in attitudes as well as my functional behaviors to display the farce. I am totally confused.
Help me Lord to stop this cycle of negative self-talk and thinking: I can see the self destruction and contention this is causing. The true awareness of my reality is being misdirected by my own thought processes.
From the start to the end of this incident, I have protected myself: I tried the vanity of a pretentious behavior but I was mentally exhausted from the worry of not holding up this farce and facade.
I find myself feeling envious of genuine people around me: trying to manipulate and deceive them with attitudes that control situations behind their back.
It wasn't an adversary that caused this reproach; I could then justify the behavior, neither was it someone who openly hated me by stating some defamation of my character; I could then just ignore it.
But it is my own feeling of desperation that is causing this battle within myself; my own self government, self-awareness and understanding is what is causing my anxiety.
I relish in the self-absorption of co-dependence and socialize within the circles of the household of God who were justified in this position, just like me. We enabled each others attitudes, and behaviors.
This state of desolation had to stop: it was causing dysfunction in the body of believers collectively, and stress within my thinking personally.
I made a decision to call upon You Lord; I know You will help me stop this downward spiral thinking process and keep me sane through the difficult transition of change.
From start to finish, and through all the circumstances in between I have been in total confusion. A battle between my soul and spirit: I must pray and evaluate my thinking. Then You Lord will give understanding to me so that I might change this destructive behavior.
You will redeem my identity with this refreshing and restoring health from these feelings of hostility that I enabled: many believers are in this same emotional turmoil.
You can hear and understand our unstable thinking. You can cause this awareness within our rational being by exercising our humility. Even the mature ones who are established in this behavior. Stop and think about that. This is because they have decided that maturity does not require a renewed identity in You. You must be revered always.
My main purpose was to protect myself with flattering words. I stupidly thought that it would build a protective wall around me. Constructive criticism of Your Word causes the conflict between my spirit and rational being. Your Word is a cutting instrument carving away my carnal opinions and self-protective attitudes.
I must stop thinking about past mistakes and offenses that I or others have caused. The Lord will nourish and maintain my spirit: it is He that will restore me to a righteous attitude and He will never leave me in despair.
Only with You Lord, will these past attitudes and behaviors be subdued and these learned carnal behaviors be humbled: jealousy and betrayal will not separate my new beginning with You; I am bold, confident, and choose to have hope in You.
Psalm 54 Vindication
Vindicate me God, it is Your definite and conspicuous position within my faith, mark of individuality within my personal dynamics, and honorable character within my life that vindicates my identity by Your power.
Understand my intercession Father; comprehend my determination that motivates my thinking, then expressed by words that come out of my mouth.
Crude and abusive people have established lies and motives against me. Self-empowered people who do not respect me seek to scrutinize my identity: they do not know You or Your Word. They cannot comprehend Your definite and conspicuous position of discipleship, mark of individuality in transparency, and honorable character of grace in my life. Stop and think about that.
I am fully aware of Your protective power within my life: You are present in any one's life who consciously sustains and establishes their identity with You, this includes me.
They will reap whatever attitude, behaviors, and motives that are directed at me for pain, You do not approve of hatred directed at anyone: help me put an end to these acts of hatred by stabilizing my emotional well-being Lord.
I spontaneously give my trust to You: I praise You for the definite and conspicuous position within my faith, mark of individuality within my personal dynamics, and honorable character within my life; this is precious to me.
You defend and safeguard my complicated path of adversity: Your discernment has understood and has dealt with these acts of hatred.
Understand my intercession Father; comprehend my determination that motivates my thinking, then expressed by words that come out of my mouth.
Crude and abusive people have established lies and motives against me. Self-empowered people who do not respect me seek to scrutinize my identity: they do not know You or Your Word. They cannot comprehend Your definite and conspicuous position of discipleship, mark of individuality in transparency, and honorable character of grace in my life. Stop and think about that.
I am fully aware of Your protective power within my life: You are present in any one's life who consciously sustains and establishes their identity with You, this includes me.
They will reap whatever attitude, behaviors, and motives that are directed at me for pain, You do not approve of hatred directed at anyone: help me put an end to these acts of hatred by stabilizing my emotional well-being Lord.
I spontaneously give my trust to You: I praise You for the definite and conspicuous position within my faith, mark of individuality within my personal dynamics, and honorable character within my life; this is precious to me.
You defend and safeguard my complicated path of adversity: Your discernment has understood and has dealt with these acts of hatred.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Psalm 53 Immaturity
An immature spirit has poor self-esteem and is self centered in his thinking, this is demonstrated through his behavior. He thinks no one is more important to the kingdom of God than he. He is committed to his agendas and nothing can be accomplished perfectly unless it is by his complete control.
Our God looks at the builder of the family name and wonders: are there any who understand My wisdom and will behave accordingly? Does anyone seek My face or favor?
Why are My people trying to be politically correct in their identity or thinking; this is self-centered and depraved, there is not one who is transparent before Me, not one.
Are My people so worried about vanity and idolatry that they do not recognize My
instruction or even comprehend My wisdom? They devour each other as if they are feeding an addiction; they do not acknowledge or recognize their need for My righteousness.
Soon they will stand in awe, recalling the reverent fear they once knew of Me. I as their God will displace their aggression of a justified position and bring their arrogance to shame with my rejection of their attitudes.
It is God's health through His Word that preserves and prevails in the thinking of His people. Then and only then, will our old nature be changed to become a new creation in Him for His glory.
Our God looks at the builder of the family name and wonders: are there any who understand My wisdom and will behave accordingly? Does anyone seek My face or favor?
Why are My people trying to be politically correct in their identity or thinking; this is self-centered and depraved, there is not one who is transparent before Me, not one.
Are My people so worried about vanity and idolatry that they do not recognize My
instruction or even comprehend My wisdom? They devour each other as if they are feeding an addiction; they do not acknowledge or recognize their need for My righteousness.
Soon they will stand in awe, recalling the reverent fear they once knew of Me. I as their God will displace their aggression of a justified position and bring their arrogance to shame with my rejection of their attitudes.
It is God's health through His Word that preserves and prevails in the thinking of His people. Then and only then, will our old nature be changed to become a new creation in Him for His glory.
Psalm 52 Approval
Why do I think I can get away with the stress and harm I do with my attitude and behaviors, why do I get so self-focused and absorbed? The reproof that I need comes from the mercy of God.
These unhealthy motives contrive unhealthy consequences; like a destitute teacher who contradicts his own teaching by living a lie or breaking his own doctrine, he ruins his own accomplishments.
This obsession of self vindication is stronger in my spirit than my faith; self-protective behaviors are easier than trusting in You Lord. Stop and think about that.
I have become skilled at camouflaging my feelings by using betraying words to hide my sarcasm. I have a sharp tongue.
God will tear down these arrogant and complacent attitudes that justify this behavior. He will expose the self-confident appetite for peer and family approval. Stop and think about that.
I do not need to compromise Your righteousness to console myself for approval. I must walk in Your precepts as a righteous individual. I can discern the lack of faith within my arrogance and need to correct this attitude.
I choose to make You God my strength, I will trust that You will direct the carnal man to change to glorify You. My confidence is in Your ability to defend and be my source of vindication. I must exercise that trust.
It is only when I am in Your presence that I become enlightened by Your love and the understanding of Your Word, my spirit is then prosperous: I become bold in the molding of the discipleship within Your mercy.
I praise You. I thank You, Lord. I trust in You forever. You accomplish and maintain my mental well being. I am a testimony of Your healing and a memorial of Your ability to change from an infidel to become a child of God.
This is precious to me to be revealed as one of Your saints.
These unhealthy motives contrive unhealthy consequences; like a destitute teacher who contradicts his own teaching by living a lie or breaking his own doctrine, he ruins his own accomplishments.
This obsession of self vindication is stronger in my spirit than my faith; self-protective behaviors are easier than trusting in You Lord. Stop and think about that.
I have become skilled at camouflaging my feelings by using betraying words to hide my sarcasm. I have a sharp tongue.
God will tear down these arrogant and complacent attitudes that justify this behavior. He will expose the self-confident appetite for peer and family approval. Stop and think about that.
I do not need to compromise Your righteousness to console myself for approval. I must walk in Your precepts as a righteous individual. I can discern the lack of faith within my arrogance and need to correct this attitude.
I choose to make You God my strength, I will trust that You will direct the carnal man to change to glorify You. My confidence is in Your ability to defend and be my source of vindication. I must exercise that trust.
It is only when I am in Your presence that I become enlightened by Your love and the understanding of Your Word, my spirit is then prosperous: I become bold in the molding of the discipleship within Your mercy.
I praise You. I thank You, Lord. I trust in You forever. You accomplish and maintain my mental well being. I am a testimony of Your healing and a memorial of Your ability to change from an infidel to become a child of God.
This is precious to me to be revealed as one of Your saints.
Psalm 51 Virtuous Identity
Lord, You are kind to me, I need Your stability of love: in the light of Your compassion erase my brokenness with Your just authority.
You cleanse me time after time from my wrong choices in attitudes and behaviors, You expose these attitudes and behaviors that interfere with my reconciliation to You.
I recognize from Your instruction my appetite for the carnal nature: but I also see now, how they offend You.
It is You who I have offended, but it does cause adversity and distress in my relationship with You: Your promises and teachings are just, they vindicate my desire to obtain Your will for my life.
I realize that these negative attitudes and behaviors are learned and inspired by our carnal natured society and filled with consequences of the natural man; these bonds of socialization "norms" within mankind have molded my mind, will, and emotional state.
I also know that your acceptance of who I am right now is my stability until I can establish Your truth in my identity: I acknowledge the repressed areas of my thinking that need repair. In this I have discovered wisdom.
Purifying my attitudes and behaviors comes from Your loving rebuke and I will be as transparent as I can be: the cleansing of righteousness is what makes my life genuinely virtuous.
Your Word molds me to the understanding of joy; joy dissipates the denial that causes the mental collapse of oppression to revel within my thinking.
Develop within me a transparent understanding Lord; rebuild and establish a righteous reality with all its expression and functions of my understanding.
Restore the transparency of joy to my spirit then my life will be fully yielded to Your will and service.
I will be open to Your instruction of discipleship and produce the fruitful attitude and behaviors that glorify You. I will not rebel against Your just authority. Discipleship is Your chosen lifestyle for me; may I be worthy to be restored as Your child.
Restore and repair me from the petty fights that causes death to a relationship; for You are the God of my transparency and wholeness within my spiritual life.
Lord, relax the free floating anxiety within me allow my natural inclinations of Your guidelines to sustain me; my words will stand boldly in praise to You.
You God do not take pleasure in the carnal offering of our flesh, or I would relinquish my life; You do not require self-abasement as a prerequisite.
You require resolve in issues that are within our reality with its expressions and functions of our understanding: a humble and pure identity, that which You mold and find pleasing before Your eyes. This You can be blessed by.
Be diligent in mending my identity in acceptance and reconciliation as only You can: You are my guiding pillar of strength, repair the brokenness of my emotional state: restore me Lord, to You.
Then You might be pleased with the natural behaviors that come from a virtuous spirit: the sacrifice of the carnal nature of mankind is our offering to You.
You cleanse me time after time from my wrong choices in attitudes and behaviors, You expose these attitudes and behaviors that interfere with my reconciliation to You.
I recognize from Your instruction my appetite for the carnal nature: but I also see now, how they offend You.
It is You who I have offended, but it does cause adversity and distress in my relationship with You: Your promises and teachings are just, they vindicate my desire to obtain Your will for my life.
I realize that these negative attitudes and behaviors are learned and inspired by our carnal natured society and filled with consequences of the natural man; these bonds of socialization "norms" within mankind have molded my mind, will, and emotional state.
I also know that your acceptance of who I am right now is my stability until I can establish Your truth in my identity: I acknowledge the repressed areas of my thinking that need repair. In this I have discovered wisdom.
Purifying my attitudes and behaviors comes from Your loving rebuke and I will be as transparent as I can be: the cleansing of righteousness is what makes my life genuinely virtuous.
Your Word molds me to the understanding of joy; joy dissipates the denial that causes the mental collapse of oppression to revel within my thinking.
Develop within me a transparent understanding Lord; rebuild and establish a righteous reality with all its expression and functions of my understanding.
Restore the transparency of joy to my spirit then my life will be fully yielded to Your will and service.
I will be open to Your instruction of discipleship and produce the fruitful attitude and behaviors that glorify You. I will not rebel against Your just authority. Discipleship is Your chosen lifestyle for me; may I be worthy to be restored as Your child.
Restore and repair me from the petty fights that causes death to a relationship; for You are the God of my transparency and wholeness within my spiritual life.
Lord, relax the free floating anxiety within me allow my natural inclinations of Your guidelines to sustain me; my words will stand boldly in praise to You.
You God do not take pleasure in the carnal offering of our flesh, or I would relinquish my life; You do not require self-abasement as a prerequisite.
You require resolve in issues that are within our reality with its expressions and functions of our understanding: a humble and pure identity, that which You mold and find pleasing before Your eyes. This You can be blessed by.
Be diligent in mending my identity in acceptance and reconciliation as only You can: You are my guiding pillar of strength, repair the brokenness of my emotional state: restore me Lord, to You.
Then You might be pleased with the natural behaviors that come from a virtuous spirit: the sacrifice of the carnal nature of mankind is our offering to You.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Psalm 50 Righteousness
You are my strength Lord, You have commanded Your confidence to me through the brilliance of Your Word. It is my choice to enter into it and learn from it.
You provide a guiding pillar of perfect beauty, and reveal Yourself to me.
You are calm and not quiet to my hurt; You are revealed not covered: my carnal nature dissolves with Your presence. Confusion dissipates in every facet of my mind.
It is Your reason that is my enlightenment, that is why my confidence grows. You are the judge of Your people.
Restore my commitment in You Lord, lest I be afraid of any sacrifice I am asked for.
This enlightenment can only profess Your righteousness and only You can defend and reason with me. Stop and think about that.
You say to mankind: be obedient and I will teach you; those who enable me to control their motives I will strengthen their lives. Those who choose to go their own way are not obedient, but I am still their God.
I am not disappointed in your sacrifices or offerings but that of your noncompliance to My Word.
I do not acknowledge any act of rebellion or self restrictions within your carnal nature. You lack faith.
For every choice of the natural appetite you desire, My choice is spiritual growth which comes from your obedience in silence. From this silence will come My teaching,and you learning: this is the understanding of enlightenment.
I know those of you who are covered in obscurity and those who are enveloped in enlightenment: the conspicuousness of righteousness is My doing and My demonstration of it through you.
If I wanted anything, I would not need to tell you: for life as you know it is mine with all the accomplishments, replenishing, and the satisfaction thereof.
Would I revel in the insecurity of mankind or his lack of strength? Would I absorb the peace or maturity within leadership.
Sacrifice self-centered thinking that leads to confusion; your attitudes, behaviors, and motives are safely restored to you; that is a promise from your Father:
Be transparent to Me, let Me know how you feel with every new beginning and stress level you experience: I will prepare you to glorify Me.
You may choose to walk in condemnation and guilt, you have your freewill: but I ask, do you have the right then to quote or inscribe my covenants with this justified position in your mind?
I realize that mankind hates instruction, discipline, and restraint; you choose to throw away My cause and words and give no value to them.
When my people see fraud or deceit you do not confront the issue; you pardon and approve of the behavior with acceptance and placation in apostatizing.
You give your mind along with your words to be used as slander and false accusations in those who do confront these issues. You betray your own value system.
You continue to ease yourselves by establishing a reproach with the builders of the family name: you are now a stumbling block to the bond I have with My family.
You have done these things and I have kept silent; you compare your reason to mine as self-justification, but I will reveal correction and sound reason for your thinking and reasoning process. This will cause a battle with your self-esteem you will confront your own conceit because of My Word.
Understand if you choose to forget My ways, I will confront your arrogance and tear down these self-projecting attitudes that you have made walls, you will not be able to rebuild them anytime soon.
The sacrifice of transparency will bring My glory into your life: determine and rehearse righteous attitudes and behaviors, the reality of Me will be transparent through you.
You provide a guiding pillar of perfect beauty, and reveal Yourself to me.
You are calm and not quiet to my hurt; You are revealed not covered: my carnal nature dissolves with Your presence. Confusion dissipates in every facet of my mind.
It is Your reason that is my enlightenment, that is why my confidence grows. You are the judge of Your people.
Restore my commitment in You Lord, lest I be afraid of any sacrifice I am asked for.
This enlightenment can only profess Your righteousness and only You can defend and reason with me. Stop and think about that.
You say to mankind: be obedient and I will teach you; those who enable me to control their motives I will strengthen their lives. Those who choose to go their own way are not obedient, but I am still their God.
I am not disappointed in your sacrifices or offerings but that of your noncompliance to My Word.
I do not acknowledge any act of rebellion or self restrictions within your carnal nature. You lack faith.
For every choice of the natural appetite you desire, My choice is spiritual growth which comes from your obedience in silence. From this silence will come My teaching,and you learning: this is the understanding of enlightenment.
I know those of you who are covered in obscurity and those who are enveloped in enlightenment: the conspicuousness of righteousness is My doing and My demonstration of it through you.
If I wanted anything, I would not need to tell you: for life as you know it is mine with all the accomplishments, replenishing, and the satisfaction thereof.
Would I revel in the insecurity of mankind or his lack of strength? Would I absorb the peace or maturity within leadership.
Sacrifice self-centered thinking that leads to confusion; your attitudes, behaviors, and motives are safely restored to you; that is a promise from your Father:
Be transparent to Me, let Me know how you feel with every new beginning and stress level you experience: I will prepare you to glorify Me.
You may choose to walk in condemnation and guilt, you have your freewill: but I ask, do you have the right then to quote or inscribe my covenants with this justified position in your mind?
I realize that mankind hates instruction, discipline, and restraint; you choose to throw away My cause and words and give no value to them.
When my people see fraud or deceit you do not confront the issue; you pardon and approve of the behavior with acceptance and placation in apostatizing.
You give your mind along with your words to be used as slander and false accusations in those who do confront these issues. You betray your own value system.
You continue to ease yourselves by establishing a reproach with the builders of the family name: you are now a stumbling block to the bond I have with My family.
You have done these things and I have kept silent; you compare your reason to mine as self-justification, but I will reveal correction and sound reason for your thinking and reasoning process. This will cause a battle with your self-esteem you will confront your own conceit because of My Word.
Understand if you choose to forget My ways, I will confront your arrogance and tear down these self-projecting attitudes that you have made walls, you will not be able to rebuild them anytime soon.
The sacrifice of transparency will bring My glory into your life: determine and rehearse righteous attitudes and behaviors, the reality of Me will be transparent through you.
Psalm 49 Self-Reliance
Listen to me; Pay attention to what I'm about to tell those of you who go through life with ease, frivolity, and justified positions.
To the hypocrite and the sainted, the wealthy and the destitute alike, God is no respecter of persons.
My mind releases what my mouth teaches, as the thoughts of wisdom run through my identity for the understanding to my intellect, reason, and discernment.
I can listen to the words of a simile, but I choose to be transparent with answers to hard or difficult questions or the riddles that life sometimes expresses.
Why am I frightened by a calamity or stress when it begins, why do I think I need to control a given situation? This question surrounds my thinking.
I know it is my carnal nature operating on autopilot trying to boast of self-reliance.
But in my mind, I do know this will not sustain or reconcile my spirit to You Lord.
In Your eyes Lord, my identity in You is far to valuable for placation or emotional justifications.
It is vital that I am held into account for my attitudes, behaviors, and motives or I will repeat them continually within my walk before mankind and You.
I comprehend that through You Lord and Your Word, my attitudes, and behaviors can be changed for my own good; I choose not to feed my self-denial or justifications of these motives.
I am not foolish enough to think that I won't have to face my God with all that I am, have, or do. Everything must be done for His glory and honor.
I do not value obstinate attitudes or hedonistic behaviors. I will express myself with grateful praise toward You God.
My lifestyle is directed and motivated by God, not by the humanism or socialism that mankind deems fruitful. Theory does not speak truth, thus it does not know or behave truthfully. Stop and think about that.
Mankind migrates from asking to being demanding; from a state of ruin to complete devastation; but those who choose righteousness will succeed in every new growth stage or beginning they walk in.
Every new trial will devour my false sense of security in humanism and be transformed into godly characteristics.
I thank God for preserving my unique identity, keep me from the carnal nature and its attitude and behaviors. You Lord accept my uniqueness as a gift. Stop and think about that.
Don't be alarmed if the humanist becomes prosperous or if people with egos that must be fed with self-importance enlarge their theology.
The truth is that material wealth is earthy; the glory and splendor of mankind will not follow them to the grave.
Mankind envies self effort and self worth, they adore themselves, their ideologies, and their lifestyle;
But every man will die just as our predecessors did; they cannot discern or embrace enlightenment or godly understanding.
Anyone who only values himself and his opinions cannot mentally distinguish humanism from God's holy ways; he cannot discern or acknowledge that an animal is just an animal. Man is created in the image of God. Humanism resents this fact.
To the hypocrite and the sainted, the wealthy and the destitute alike, God is no respecter of persons.
My mind releases what my mouth teaches, as the thoughts of wisdom run through my identity for the understanding to my intellect, reason, and discernment.
I can listen to the words of a simile, but I choose to be transparent with answers to hard or difficult questions or the riddles that life sometimes expresses.
Why am I frightened by a calamity or stress when it begins, why do I think I need to control a given situation? This question surrounds my thinking.
I know it is my carnal nature operating on autopilot trying to boast of self-reliance.
But in my mind, I do know this will not sustain or reconcile my spirit to You Lord.
In Your eyes Lord, my identity in You is far to valuable for placation or emotional justifications.
It is vital that I am held into account for my attitudes, behaviors, and motives or I will repeat them continually within my walk before mankind and You.
I comprehend that through You Lord and Your Word, my attitudes, and behaviors can be changed for my own good; I choose not to feed my self-denial or justifications of these motives.
I am not foolish enough to think that I won't have to face my God with all that I am, have, or do. Everything must be done for His glory and honor.
I do not value obstinate attitudes or hedonistic behaviors. I will express myself with grateful praise toward You God.
My lifestyle is directed and motivated by God, not by the humanism or socialism that mankind deems fruitful. Theory does not speak truth, thus it does not know or behave truthfully. Stop and think about that.
Mankind migrates from asking to being demanding; from a state of ruin to complete devastation; but those who choose righteousness will succeed in every new growth stage or beginning they walk in.
Every new trial will devour my false sense of security in humanism and be transformed into godly characteristics.
I thank God for preserving my unique identity, keep me from the carnal nature and its attitude and behaviors. You Lord accept my uniqueness as a gift. Stop and think about that.
Don't be alarmed if the humanist becomes prosperous or if people with egos that must be fed with self-importance enlarge their theology.
The truth is that material wealth is earthy; the glory and splendor of mankind will not follow them to the grave.
Mankind envies self effort and self worth, they adore themselves, their ideologies, and their lifestyle;
But every man will die just as our predecessors did; they cannot discern or embrace enlightenment or godly understanding.
Anyone who only values himself and his opinions cannot mentally distinguish humanism from God's holy ways; he cannot discern or acknowledge that an animal is just an animal. Man is created in the image of God. Humanism resents this fact.
Psalm 48 Balance
Outstanding is the counsel of the Lord, and it is an honor to be transparent before You with the awareness of our issues. It is through the illumination of Your Word that reveals Your Holy Character before us as a role model.
You are beautiful as Your Spirit arises within me; it causes great joy in my self-confidence. It is a conspicuous sense that protects the foundation of my esteem in You as my Great Counselor.
You are the stability of my core being that creates enlightenment and strength to my character.
When the obstinate gather their ideologies and thoughts the results provoke anger within anyone who listens or gathers.
Once fear possesses the inner being, the result of it is pain like that of a woman giving birth or labor pains.
God creates the idea of the pain of anguish tightening the conscience for the purpose of warning our reality that something is amiss within our thinking or reasoning function.
You God, have discerned a watchful guard for the health and well being of our soul. You direct and will stabilize my spirit as long as I enable You to do so. Stop and think about that.
I understand Your kindness, but know of Your rebuke and reproof as well. It is at the center of Your ability to know how much, how long, and what it will take for me to bring balance to my mental health and spiritual growth.
I trust Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character to reveal the transparency with Your confidence and the strength of Your righteousness within my spirit.
Set the boundaries of this conspicuous position and enable it to surround me for utilizing my self-control: inscribe and nourish this position in my attitudes and behaviors, and motivations.
Examine this position and the resources of it for my stability; this will be measured by the generations of the builders of the family name yet to come.
You are my God forever and ever: You will be my motivational source until I die.
You are beautiful as Your Spirit arises within me; it causes great joy in my self-confidence. It is a conspicuous sense that protects the foundation of my esteem in You as my Great Counselor.
You are the stability of my core being that creates enlightenment and strength to my character.
When the obstinate gather their ideologies and thoughts the results provoke anger within anyone who listens or gathers.
Once fear possesses the inner being, the result of it is pain like that of a woman giving birth or labor pains.
God creates the idea of the pain of anguish tightening the conscience for the purpose of warning our reality that something is amiss within our thinking or reasoning function.
You God, have discerned a watchful guard for the health and well being of our soul. You direct and will stabilize my spirit as long as I enable You to do so. Stop and think about that.
I understand Your kindness, but know of Your rebuke and reproof as well. It is at the center of Your ability to know how much, how long, and what it will take for me to bring balance to my mental health and spiritual growth.
I trust Your definite and conspicuous position, mark of individuality, and honorable character to reveal the transparency with Your confidence and the strength of Your righteousness within my spirit.
Set the boundaries of this conspicuous position and enable it to surround me for utilizing my self-control: inscribe and nourish this position in my attitudes and behaviors, and motivations.
Examine this position and the resources of it for my stability; this will be measured by the generations of the builders of the family name yet to come.
You are my God forever and ever: You will be my motivational source until I die.
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